Love is wanting to be near YOU, even though it’ll probably only make things hurt more. Love is feeling safest with YOU, even though YOU’d broken MY heart. Love is trusting YOU, even though YOU'd lied to ME a thousand times. Love is YOU, even though for YOU it’s not ME.~
De Moi
- LadY kYu
- Love usually ends in pain and hurt…but that doesn't mean that it’s not worth it.~~
23 October 2011
wwweeeeeeee!!!
A mother tiger lost her cubs due to premature labour. Shortly after, she became depressed and her health declined. She was later diagnosed with depression. Since tigers are endangered, every effort was made to secure her health. Zoologists wrapped piglets up in tiger-print cloth, and presented them to the mother tiger. She now loves these piglets and treats them like her own. And needless to mention, her health is back on track. ♥
Yes, they ALL have feelings....just like we do. And yes, their feelings ought to be respected. They shouldn’t have to suffer because of our ignorance and ego.
~just saw this from Facebook. :)
Yes, they ALL have feelings....just like we do. And yes, their feelings ought to be respected. They shouldn’t have to suffer because of our ignorance and ego.
~just saw this from Facebook. :)
Bubbly :)
I may say that October 22, 2011 was not my day. It's as if everything was ruined. Of course there are a lot of blessings that I had but there are also a lot of misfortunes and waste-of-time things that I have done. Yeah, I should not look at the negative side of my day, but I just can't simply ignore everything especially that those things are what made my whole day.
So what happened?
Morning:
-not enough sleep because of last night's torment
-no breakfast. geee!
-having my flash player crash
-ruined editing of the next book I want to read
-someone I've been texting with didn't sent any reply
Afternoon
-late meal
-unable to sleep (that's why I'm so sleepy right now)
-doing absolutely nothing in front of this computer
-I have not received my most awaited text message (which resulted for not accomplishing a task. tsk)
-not able to go out early (as planned. tsk. it sucks.)
Evening
-I am with my super annoying sister (I hate her today)
-not able to meet a person after I have brought everything that he asked from me
-unable to listen well from the 'talk'
-hating myself for being such a bad girl
- texting a user classmate
-being annoyed with a classmate who finds me disgusting (which is, she is more disgusting than me.. swear!)
-unable to ride the right jeepney (that's why I came home soooooooo late ... 12:45 am I think)
These are the not-so-good things that happened to me .. but you know what?! After experiencing all this and cursing myself for it, my day was save (before it actually turn out to be the worst).
While I was unconsciously (jk) walking to Kabihasnan .. My eyes have caught this guy in a jeepney ... who looked so familiar to me. I have looked at him for about 30 seconds (that long) before I have recognized him. He was my classmate, Justin. He wears I think pink (if I'm not mistaken .. well he's inside a jeepney and I can't see him clearly) and he has this black and white scarf. He waved at me and flaunted his sensational smile (wooooohooooo!!!!). Of course, I smiled and waved back.
That was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo amazing. I mean, a smile .. could actually turn my whole ruined day into a refreshing one. That's how magical his smile is. Like every morning when I went to school, I am always in a bad mood .. but whenever I see his huge smile towards me .. I feel better.
I don't think I have a crush on him .. I mean .. I don't feel any weird thing in me. It's just that I like the way he smile because it affects me .. in a way that it can convert my anger into happiness.
Until now I can't forget that scenario earlier. That was so cooooooool. I thank him, even if he doesn't know ... for ending up my day positively.
If you'd see him in person, you'd know what I mean. His bubbly face would remain in my mind as I sleep tonight. :)
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I am so blessed by the way. The 'talk' a while ago was so timely and inspirational.
I thank God for everything and I love Him sooooooooooooo much. :)
22 October 2011
Renewable Marriage
Just to inform you, Renewable Marriage is having an expiration date on the marriage license. It is a proposed bill here in the Philippines that pursue a 10 year life span for a marriage license. After this period, the couple have the opportunity to decide whether they want to renew it or not. If not renewed, it means that their marriage have been nulled or void or simply, they are separated.
It was a bill made by very intelligent minds. How could someone think of it? He or I may say, they are really men of brains.
But well, if you would ask me if I am in favor of this, well, ... let me tell you this.
I am not yet a professional and I admit that I know very minimal about this issue. I may not be a reliable person to talk about this, but please just bear with me as I share whatever a mind of a typical teenager has regarding this subject.
As a Christian, of course I am not in favor of this, especially that the Catholic Church, which I have been one, is after the sanctity of marriage. It is not a game, it is a commitment not only between the couple but also with God. Married people have promised that they will love each other until their last breath, so the expiration of marriage is not good to consider.
Also, if it would actually happen, when most couples felt tired about their marriage without any valid reason, they would just wait for that expiration date. The one who will be left out will be severely affected, most especially their kids. This would also increase the number of broken families in our society.
Moreover, this idea would also trigger individuals to take marriage as a 'trial and error' thing. This would also promote infidelity, and it simply tells us that we could try everybody, which is very disgusting. It was like prostitution being legalized. It would actually spread sex-related diseases, which would contradict the other hot bill, which is the reproductive health bill in some ways like when you try this woman, then after ten years another woman... then another on the next. But yeah, it would also support the RH Bill by having safe sex within couples especially when they have planned and have known that after ten years they will separate, so they should not have kids so that no one will be affected.
See how disgusting this idea goes? And if this happens, where's the love? This thing that keeps everyone going and alive, where would it be? Do you think there will still be love after these things? It's as if marriage would not be out of love but out of nothing, just a mere lust and attraction.
Also, if this would ever happen, it will just be an additional burden to families because they have to pay every ten years for the renewal of the license. It would be very stressful.
But well, if more personal reasons would be taken, a part of my mind actually agrees with it. Like if it would ever happen, I could have the opportunity to marry the man that I love even if he's married right now. I'll just have to wait for their marriage's expiry and then we could do what we want. Also, it would be a great test to a husband because after ten years and then when he choose to still renew your marriage, it would prove how much he loves you, which is a very sweet thing.
But well at the end, this would affect everybody and more on negative side effects, so this is not favorable. I may wish to have that man who have already been taken by someone else, but I don't want to ruin his children's life (but if they don't have children, I will push myself for it. Just kidding!). After all, I don't want to experience being left behind by my husband someday .... and I can't imagine myself when my husband would tell me that he doesn't want to renew our marriage anymore. It would hurt me a lot.
The essence of a WOMAN
I have seen this last night in Facebook. I don't have any accurate knowledge about the unit and measures of pain, but reading this have really made me stand up on my sit, applaud and salute all the moms out there. Yeah, I know I look stupid but well, this is incredible. This is really amazing.
Women are the carriers of life that God has made. They are the ones who take care of it in their wombs. Isn't it very hard to have something inside your tummy for 9 months? Yes, women's body are built for it, but imagine the sacrifice they undergo for it. For that span of time they are living their lives not just for themselves but also for that special someone inside them who needs them so much. Isn't it fearful while you wait for that 9th month? Just think of yourself in the 8th month, after all the precautions .. the days are passing so fast .. you have to be ready for that final day. The Labor Day. One of the most painful days. And of course, the DELIVERY.
This is something that we should always keep in our minds and hearts. Our MOMS are not ordinary people. They are EXTRAORDINARY. They are SPECIALLY MADE by GOD for a special mission ..and that is, to take care of us in their womb.
Now, if you are living whether a good or bad life right now, it's not a reason to hate your mom and blame her for having you here in this world. THE MERE FACT THAT YOU ARE ALIVE IS SOMETHING YOU SHOULD THANK FOR. Especially if you're a boy, you would never experience this sacrifice, so whatever grudges you have against women, just shut your mouth up.
I personally want, of course, to have my own children someday.
Before, I was really afraid about this idea because they say it is very
painful to bear a child. But well, it's what women are made for. .. and that's what I look forward to. :)
21 October 2011
Forgiven
This is the post that I have seen in my newsfeed in Facebook. It was very timely. A while ago,. we had this celebration in our classroom and we have to give each and everyone a letter. I have this letter to a former friend which contains the words written in Matthew 6:14-15 from the Bible. It says there that if we forgive those who have done wrong to us, God will also forgive us.
So that was what I've said to her .. and upon opening my Facebook account, I saw this. I was blessed today. I am already forgiven. :) Thank you so much LORD!
20 October 2011
I love the way you lie.
It's funny when someone lies to me and then I ask him about it as if I didn't know what he's doing and he feels like I was so stupid because he can fool me.
I wonder who among us look definitely foolish, absolutely stupid and certainly idiotic.
How'd you let go?
The Art of Letting Go
Put away the pictures, put away the memories
I go over and over through my tears
I’ve held them ’til I’m blind, they kept my hope alive
as if somehow that might keep you here
won’t you believe in a love forevermore
how do you leave it in a drawer
I go over and over through my tears
I’ve held them ’til I’m blind, they kept my hope alive
as if somehow that might keep you here
won’t you believe in a love forevermore
how do you leave it in a drawer
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
unchain my heart that’s holding on
how do I start to live my life alone
guess I’m just learning, learning the art of letting go
unchain my heart that’s holding on
how do I start to live my life alone
guess I’m just learning, learning the art of letting go
Try to say it’s over, say the word good bye
but each time it catches in my throat
you’re still here with me and i can’t set you free
so I hold on to what i wanted most
maybe someday we’ll be friends forevermore
wish I could open up that door
but each time it catches in my throat
you’re still here with me and i can’t set you free
so I hold on to what i wanted most
maybe someday we’ll be friends forevermore
wish I could open up that door
Now here it comes the hardest part of all
unchain my heart that’s holding on
how do I start to live my life alone
guess I’m just learning, learning the art of letting go
unchain my heart that’s holding on
how do I start to live my life alone
guess I’m just learning, learning the art of letting go
What can I say, what can I do
but try to make it through the pain
not one more day without you
but try to make it through the pain
not one more day without you
Where do I start to live my life alone
I guess I’m learning, I’ll be learning
learning the art of letting go
I guess I’m learning, I’ll be learning
learning the art of letting go
19 October 2011
:'(
I asked God why he didn't give me the one that I love.
Then He answered me ..
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