ARE WE?!

I still believe that someday we'll meet again.  I don't know if you're ever gonna say hello, but I surely will. I will show you how better I became without you. I will not let you see how I am just after you left me. I will make sure you'd know that I'm ok, that I lived. I will make you regret what you've done to me ..........

I don't have you now, which means I'M NOT OK. Which is true. I am not and will never ever be okay.

 Wish you were here. I miss you so bad. :/

I don't really have to be stressed but I've observed that as my summer vacation begins, distress came along with it. I don't know what exactly happened to me that made me feel this way. I am stressed about necessary things, but  I don't think I  have to feel too much like this. This summer vacation, I have to relax and rest, not worry about so many things. Anyway, I think it's part of growing up. I am officially a young adult now, and I have to learn to deal with such things. But I don't really understand why I am feeling like this. I'm way too stressed about being stressed, and that's kind of a very hard thing to deal with. I pray that it will all be resolved as soon as possible. I don't want to ruin my vacation, the only time I could forget about everything in school. :/

....AGAIN. and you know .. it's all I really want to do every single minute of my everyday. ..... ~