So.... this is a very good thought for this morning. :) Only 'her' did not recognized my effort and value, and so I don't have to waste my time hating myself for it because there are a lot more people, or should I say, there will also be one person who will be appreciative enough to acknowledge what I've done good to them. Eventually I will be able to find an audience, without trying so hard to please anyone out there. :)