In spite of busy schedules, thank God .... I still can manage to post in my blog. :)

I have not more than a month left for this semester .. and as the days pass by, I can feel the excitement brought by the pressures and bunch of things to do. 

Anyway, I was asked to do the remaining scripts for our shoot tomorrow. At the back of my mind, I was this mischievous girl who grunts about being made responsible of those things (despite the fact that we have a lot of members in our group). But to take it on its positive side, I was so blessed to be given this opportunity to work and use my brain in useful stuff. The fact that my group mates had entrusted me this task makes my self-worth increase, which is a great help for someone like me who's in the process of putting myself back together again. I'm just happy, that even though one person have shown me how worthless I am, there are a lot of people who could actually prove it wrong. 

Thank God for this. Though I will gain another bag under my eyes, it's a good thing that I have another reason why I should get up and tell the world I was worthy of this life!

1. Losing you forever.
2. Losing myself during the process. 

Requirement #91 - My 100 Ideal Man List

I'd look forward for it. :)

Chemistry. If you have chemistry, you only need one other thing– timing. But timing is a bitch.

— Robin Scherbatsky (How I Met Your Mother)

MY LIFE ......... IS A NIGHTMARE ............ FOR TWO MONTHS .......................... UNTIL WHEN ????????????????

Lahat tayo may hangganan. Parang ako, hanggang sayo lang. :) ~ 

So many times are wasted without you ...... :'(

As for me, it would take infinity before I can put myself back together ....

Charlie: Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date? 
Bill: We accept the love we think we deserve. 
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Charlie: Can we make them know they deserve more? 
Bill: We can try. 

The exact words I've told myself last August 3, 2012 .....

YES, HE IS. AND I SWEAR I'D DO ANYTHING JUST TO HIDE ALL THOSE BAD THINGS HE HAD DONE AND STILL DOING. IT'S NOT WHAT SHOULD DEFINE HIM. HE'S A REALLY GOOD MAN, AND I KNOW IT. I KNOW IT BY HEART. HE'S JUST OUT OF CONTROL. AND BESIDES, HE HAD DONE NOTHING WRONG TO ANYONE BUT ME. HE'D NEVER DO IT IF I DIDN'T EXIST. I'M THE ONE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING .... 

sHiT.

BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT A PART OF IT ANYMORE .....