The hell...I was shocked!

While practicing at a friend's house for the presentation tomorrow in our English subject, I glanced at my cellular phone and found a text message from someone who's number is not saved on my phonebook. As I read the message, I was shocked to see the name of Zafirah in the message. It says there:

El0e..uzta..


E2 new # q..


GM

Zafirah
(her real name actually, but I have to use her code name for security purposes)






~>Life is a bitch, Then you'll die <~



I did not understand the last line but it doesn't matter for me. What matters is....the message. But I doubt if it's really her...but she's the only Zafirah I knew. Well, I really want to reply but I preferred not because I still don't want to open a communication and then again I'll end up being the bad one. You know...like what happened the last time we chat on the net. Well, if she really forgave me, then that's good. But for now. I think I should have to change myself first before attaching myself to them again. I hate it when I make someone feel bad...but then I just can't control it. I am designed to annoy people. Ha.....

I hate it when bad things happen at the end of a perfect day...I love it when perfect things happen at the end of a ruined day...

I was disappointed about the happenings today...but one thing changed my mood. I was really happy upon arriving in our house. I came home at 9:30 in the evening, and I expect my parents and my younger sister preparing to sleep and finished eating meals. I am also expecting terrifying questions from my mother why the hell I came home very late.

But then, God is good. He doesn't want me to sleep this night without experiencing another good reason why I should still live.

My family waited for me to arrive before eating the dinner. They really wanted to celebrate the success of mine in the admission exam at the College of Divine Wisdom and the awards my sister received (she's the 2nd honor in their class...she really made me proud.!!). I was touched for that fact that like what Ate Shell said, I have people around me who love me so much..I just don't see or allow myself to see them.

Well, I really enjoyed eating with them. It was the best part of my day. That was a very unforgettable moment in my life. The Sr. Pedro (whole roasted chicken) and the Red Ribbon Chocolate Cake is the most delectable food I ate today. I love it. I love this day.

I THANK GOD FOR THIS DAY.