it ends up just like this...

oh..just finished watching "Which Star Are You From?"...



aww..it's so sad..I'd really miss watching it..well, it won't be away from me..as long as there is internet, I have it on my hand..:)



ahh..I really feel sad...why is that so?? I still have a lot of dramas to watch..but now I start missing 'him' so much...It's incredible..and unbelievable..



well, I would watch his shows for the rest of my life..and this feeling..I don't care..:)



http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=3243406A6F501CBD

It's impossible, so impossible for him to catch me..:'(

hahh...such a hot day...I've been sweating a lot since I woke up..

I just finished watching the 100th video of WsAyF..8 videos to go and that's it..I'll really miss this drama..

Everytime I see his face while watching this drama, of course there's a tingling effect on me..I really liked him...

but everytime I see him..I..I actually don't feel that good. I feel so sad though...why? It's because..it happened again..I now can see myself (again and again and again)...hoping inside a locked bottle that this man would open it. I keep hoping...knowing the fact that it's imposible that he will be the one who would open it. I'm so stocked..I don't know what to do. I hate this feeling...I feel so sorry for myself of not having him...even in my dreams..it seem very imposible.

well..what can I do?? this is it...I don't say that I don't want to feel this way towards him...I just don't like to admit that he'll never be mine...whatever I feel is nothing and be wasted sometime..

I wish that this heart would only beat up for the 'one'...the 'true one' because I don't want to feel the pain anymore...just give me the 'right one' so that I would stop hoping for nothing..It hurts a lot..really...

hide and seek??

a very tiring afternoon everyone!!

just got home from Sm Southmall..what I did there??

• i went to Western Union first to send money to Lola in Bicol
• i won an id lace from western union's scratch game.
• i walked through the long and hot road of Almanza..
• i waited for about a moment in front of Wendy's for Tony's arrival
• after 10 years of waiting, she arrived and we went to the cr for her to change her clothes..and for me to retouch my face..
• we entered in National Book Store and asked on the Costumer Service if the books we're looking for are available..
• while waiting for the sales lady's report, I'm moving my eye towards the books at her back to find "The Cather in the Rye"..and, I found it!!
• none of the books written in Tony's paper are available..except my "The Cather in the Rye"..
• unexpectedly, I bought that book...I really like it...luckily, I have enough money for it..
• while the cashier lady is punching my item, I'm praying that mama will understand why I have to use her money to buy that book:)
• I sent 2 blank messages to Tine's number..and guess what..she texted me back using her sister's sim..what an effort..i really appreciate it!
• sad but still determined to see the books, we went to McDo, just beside the NBS when Donard texted her that he'll go there too..
• we decided to trick Dony..we went upstairs and waited for him..
• while laughing out too loud, we saw Jheniece, our former classmate in high school..
• I really want to talk to her for long but Tony is very naughty..and Dony arrived immediately. but i'm not too bad, i made a conversation with Jhen for a while..
• We saw Dony waiting in front of McDo..we decided to go to Book Sale to look for the books..
• We're really bad. It took us very long time before we left BS. still sad because we haven't seen any books of hers..ah..
• we went to NBS again, but we took the other way so that Dony would not see us..he's still there..i feel sorry for him..but still Tony don't want to see him..
• we find books in the NBS, still none..we met her classmates in PATTS..they are not that friendly..:((
• while handling my fone, it's accesory suddenly broke up..i feel sad ..'coz it's from Roxie..poor dog it's headless..:(
• we prayed for a sign..if Dony is still there waiting it means we'll find the book.
• He's there..patiently waiting..i felt pity and i convinced Tony to meet him..i'm really afraid of Dony's reaction...but he's good. he's really really good..
• We eat..talk..and then go..
• we visited Dony's place in Veraville near SM..
• we walked through the deserted Alabang-Zapote road..
• i decided to take a jeep..
• they walked together..
• now i'm home!!!

It's a really nice day...We've been together for just a while but still it's so much fun. Roxie's not able to be with us 'coz she's with her family..ah..

Being with friends is definitely cool!! I miss them so much!!