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Love usually ends in pain and hurt…but that doesn't mean that it’s not worth it.~~

12 November 2012

Just a few questions.




  1. --
  2. leo
  3. being left behind, having no friends, losing my loved ones
  4. my cellphone, my diaries, my Bible
  5. good smell, good kiss, sense of humor, good company
  6. bad breath, rude attitude and situation mismatch, a broken promise, lies
  7. none
  8. --
  9. my first date with him.  ♥
  10. 4 feet and 11 inches
  11. hang outs with him. :(
  12. 12 noon
  13. orange
  14. yes
  15. life isn't fair but God is good
  16. in his arms
  17. everything my mom cooks.
  18. always. 
  19. songs from my sister's cellphone
  20. attitude
  21. 4 1/2
  22. black
  23. black
  24. none in particular
  25. no
  26. pink
  27. my real name and my message to the one I love
  28. none
  29. none
  30. none
  31. relaxed
  32. --
  33. --
  34. very good. :)
  35. new year.
  36. piercing - each on both ears.
  37. none
  38. I want a new blog, but I love blogger more. 
  39. Chinese Cinderella
  40. yes. fortunately.
  41. yes.
  42. November 9, 2012
  43. 1 1/2 hours.
  44. yes
  45. in front of my computer
  46. myself.
  47. reasonable level.




It's the best thing I hear right after I open my eyes in the morning
And the only thing I want to hear just before I close my eyes when I go to sleep.
All this, you've deprived me. 
Thank you so much for taking my only happiness. 


Not anymore this semester. I hope.






You say those who commit suicide have lost courage and are coward?
Think again.
It takes a lot of courage to take all this. 
Salute to the 'suiciders'. 
I've never had enough courage to take a pill and end my life, even if I want to.

Another Semester. :/




NGA NAMAN. :/



This .... :'(


XD



Funny but sensible, right? Those who end up as the 'genius' are the ones who committed mistakes, fall through the consequences, get up and finish the obstacle. Then that's when learning takes place. ♥

Naalala ko lang dati, nung nagpapakiramdaman pa lang kami. Nagse-send siya ng 'lab u' tapos pag tinatanong ko kung para san yun, sasabihin niya wrong send. Ang masakit pa dun, yung idudugtong niya na .. " ... para kay ----- yan". Ansakit grabe, pero bawal mag-react syempre. Pero nung tumagal inamin niya rin na para sakin talaga yun. Na natatakot lang siya aminin noon, at ang tanging depensa niya lang kapag di na niya kayang itago ang nararamdaman eh ang sabihing wrong send yun. :)) kilig much. :'*




True enough.




Gossips are just gossips. Better get along with me first and know me before you believe in anything.


Haters gonna Hate

There is a very old issue but still roams around all the corners of my school ... and lately, I've just heard that it even reached provinces too (wow, I'm a celebrity). What a pathetic gossiper and a paparazzi I have at school. What the hell does she really want from me? I mean, I've already stopped communicating, and talking about her just to stop all those shit. But then, I still get news about it. The worst I've heard so far? That a parent from a far away province actually knows about me (take note, she knows my name as well) and that I don't even know whose parent that is and who the hell that student is. I am really enraged upon knowing the stupid news. What right do they have to talk about me? and besides, they don't personally know me, I bet that parent haven't seen me for a single time. And that student who told her mother about it? I don't know yet who she is, but the mother said that her child is a good friend of that stalker I have. Huh, she better keep all her secrets to herself and not blurt it all out to her 'good friend'. It's because that 'good friend' they call is the bitch that used to be my companion before. And now, she's ruining my life and I don't know why. I didn't do anything bad to her, swear. I've been a good acquaintance to her, that's why it's really a big question why is she still talking ill to me until now. I thought everything is ok after we talked about it face to face, but then she didn't stop. I think she wants the whole Philippines to know that bullshit she spreads about me. The moment I've heard of it, I really want to kill her. But then, what's the point of reacting too much? The gossip was not true. It's been a long time, it's actually three years now since she formulated that story and still do not stop. Wow. And until now, she keep on tracking all my activities and my personal life. What a big fan I have, and a hater as well. Well, when I see her at school, I'll just smile at her for sure. That kills her. My smile annoys her too much, maybe because she cannot contain seeing me having the courage to smile at her in spite of all she had been doing towards me. And killing her inside by my sweet smile is better than ever. 

:)



*I'm so sorry for the foul words.