One thing I hate most: FORESHADOWING.

The kiss that I thought YOU said would never happen to us ...

He told me once (in teary eyes) that he doesn't want an end just like this. He even tried to hide which movie had caused his tears to flow in front of me while telling it, just so I won't be able to have an idea of doing the same. Indeed, we didn't have to end this way, because we ended up in the worst way ever. He left me .... not just by blindfolding my eyes, but leaving my heart, my mind and my whole being clueless about everything. It still hurts every time I remember it. I wish I could go back to that night when we were in that front sit of a cab, while he's sharing this movie. That's when I loved him most. It's when he told me he never want me to leave, and he would not too. That's the night when I thought and have fully believed he loved me just the same ... even more than I expect. I wish he really did. At least for that night. ~