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No hard feelings. Just happy thoughts. Everything will be alright soon. :D

I don't want to consider it, but I think I have already given up. After all the hurts I've been through, and all the tears I have already shed, the time has come for me to choose between loving him and loving myself. I really never wanted the idea, but yes, people just have to give up sometimes. Not because they are weak, but because they had been strong enough (at last) to let go of the things that bring nothing but heartaches and heartbreaks in their life. 

In my case, giving up on him doesn't mean I'm quitting. Everything will still be fine between us, like how we used to promise each other. We'd still be friends. I know I still love him, but not like how I loved him before. I think that's how I've given up.I don't mean that my love for him is not as strong as before ... I just want to say that I now know the limits I have, from which I have been blinded from earlier. 

AFTER ALL (LSS mode)

Well, here we are again; 

I guess it must be fate. 

We've tried it on our own, 

But deep inside we've known 

We'd be back to set things straight. 

I still remember when 

Your kiss was so brand new. 

Every memory repeats, 

Every step I take retreats, 

Every journey always brings me back to you. 

After All the stops and starts, 

We keep coming back to these two hearts, 

Two angels who've been rescued from the fall. 

After All that we've been through, 

It all comes down to me and you. 

I guess it's meant to be, 

Forever you and me, After All. 

When love is truly right 

(This time it's truly right.) 

It lives from year to year. 

It changes as it goes, 

Oh, and on the way it grows, 

But it never disappears, 

Always just beyond my touch, 

You know I needed you so much. 

After All, what else is livin' for?