De Moi
- LadY kYu
- Love usually ends in pain and hurt…but that doesn't mean that it’s not worth it.~~
30 October 2011
No attachment.
This is what I have always been telling myself whenever you're near or whenever you're talking to me, but still, I can't stop myself from getting attached to you. You're like a magnet and I'm like a metal .. I just can't get rid of you especially when we are together. I know that getting attached to you would mean hurting myself to death, but it's what my mind and my heart wants, and it's as if when both of them agreed, my whole system just follows. I'm that weak.
 |
| We're friends, and then I fell for you. May I ask one thing? have you fallen for me too? I just need an honest answer. I know you weren't allowed to tell it to me if you really did, but at least try to tell me. I also know that you know it would hurt me if you say you didn't and you never did fell for me, but I beg you .. please tell me. |
I'm so happy for Geralyn .. ! :))
She just texted me asking me if I'm online. From that message I can feel she's so happy, and what I have on mind is that maybe Alchris, her first love have visited her. Then, I immediately go online .. and boom! I was right!
I'm so happy for her! :)) I may be upset right now and broken hearted as well because of the difficulties I encounter with my lovelife, but knowing how happy a friend like her with her lovelife .. it's more than a gift of relief to me. Maybe I am not that lucky with love, but at least others are. :))
I'm so happy for her! :)) I may be upset right now and broken hearted as well because of the difficulties I encounter with my lovelife, but knowing how happy a friend like her with her lovelife .. it's more than a gift of relief to me. Maybe I am not that lucky with love, but at least others are. :))
Losing you is something I can't handle .... for now.
Kaya please lang . .. wag ka munang mawawala. Di ko pa kaya. Bigyan mo muna ako ng panahong ikundisyon ang sarili ko. Wag mo kong biglain, dahan dahan lang ang paglayo. Please lang. Please lang talaga. Isa ito sa mga bagay na pinakamahirap gawin.
You can reach me, but you don't want to.
You can reach me by rail way
You can reach me by trail way
You can reach me on an airplane
You can reach me with your mind
You can reach me by caravan
Cross the desert like a Arab man
I don't care how you get here
Just get here if you can
You can reach me by sail boat
Climb a tree and swing rope to rope
Take a sled and slide down slope
Into these arms of mine
You can jump on a speedy colt
cross the border in a blaze of hope
I don't care how you get here
Just get here if you can
There are hills and mountains between us
Always something to get over
If I had my way surely you'd be closer
I need you closer
There are hills and mountains between us
Always something to get over
If I had my way surely you'd be closer
I need you closer
You can windsurf into my life
Take me up on a carpet ride
You can make it in a big balloon
But you better get here soon
You can reach me by caravan
Cross the desert like a Arab man
I don't care how you get here
Just get here if you can
I need you right here right now
I need you here by my side
I don't care how you get here
Just get here if you can
Ti Pat,
I may appear so desperate, but yes, the only thing I want is your attention. When you're with me, I feel like I'm the luckiest girl ever created. I may sound possessive, but I want you to be mine only. But well, somebody owns you right now, and I don't want to have only a bit of your attention. I admit that I like it when you talk to me, even if you just have no choice why you do it, but at least I had the chance. I pity myself for it. I am such a beggar, hoping and waiting for at least a drop of your presence. Yes, that's how I loved you, but not now. I've just realized that I was so stupid waiting here but in fact, I've been waiting for nothing. You belong to her and she's yours. I won't wish for you to have two hearts so that I could be in the other one, if you know what I mean. I want the whole of you and I don't want anyone else to have you but me. But since I can never ever have you, I quit. Yes, I do. I know it's too late ... but at least I've come to this realization. I don't want to hurt myself anymore. From now on, I would stop thinking about you, missing you and loving you. But please, bear with me. This is something that isn't too easy to do. But I know someday, somehow, I'll do forget you. Please, just help me out. For now I still love you, and this is really true. I love you so much. But I have to stop at this point. I am so tired of torturing myself.
Love, ME.
LAZY ME
I really want to do a lot of things like read books, download songs, arrange my room, cook, eat, sleep ... but I can't seem do anything. I just end up sitting at a corner staring blankly at nothing and then realize it's late but then I still don't move. Yeah, I'm getting crazy .. I know. Can't you just help me out please??
The things I wanna tell you are those she had already told you.
Know why? Because I'm not allowed to tell you those things. You know what are those? I want to tell you that I MISS YOU, I NEED YOU, I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME, I WANT YOU IN MY LIFE, I ALWAYS DREAM OF YOU, I BELIEVE YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE FOR ME, I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY SECOND, I LOVE YOU ... !!! Now, tell me how could I tell all of this to you? And well, do you even really want to hear these things from me? I bet not.
Worst words to hear
- I never loved you.
- It was never real.
- Your ____ is dead.
- We can’t be together.
- I found someone else.
- I don’t remember you.
- I’m happier without you.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)