how can I force myself to smile
when the tears continuously flow from my eyes
can I continue to lie and say I am all right
even if my heart is breaking
Just to see you smile for me one last time
I know you had to do things on your own
I tried to understand and yet it still pains me so
to respect your decision is to allow myself to hurt
BUT SINCE I LOVE YOU, I'M GOING TO LET YOU GO..
it pains me so much but for you…I’m willing to sacrifice
When you were about to leave I said I was fine
Even when my heart was slowly breaking
I tried my best to fake a smile for you cause I don’t want to be your burden
I held on until you turned your back and slowly walked away
then the tears I was holding fell silently
I can only stare at your back as you slowly disappeared from my sight
It was then that everything came sliding down at me
although you promised me you’ll be back for me
somehow the image of your slowly disappearing back told me you might not
I BELIEVE IN YOU but something tells me I SHOULDN'T HOPE ANYMORE
And so I watched, as the plane you rode completely disappeared
Several people have arrived and left but I could not get myself to walk away
I just stood there staring like an idiot at the clear blue sky
Waiting and hoping for a miracle of any kind, SILENTLY PRAYING THAT THIS IS JUST A DREAM
just a nightmare and that you were still here with me
A good half hour passed and I finally got myself to walk out of there
YOUR'E REALLY GONE… this is no nightmare
I wiped the tears off my eyes and forced myself to smile again
You are pursuing your dreams so I have to pursue mine
Let’s take our time improving ourselves until we finally reunite
I paused once more and stared at the sky then whispered the words I wasn’t able to tell you
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF WHILE WE ARE APART
REMEMBER THAT THERE'S A GIRL WHO PATIENTLY WAITS FOR YOUR RETURN
COME BACK TO ME WHEN YOU ARE READY, WHEN YOU FEEL THAT YOU CAN BE PROUD OF YOURSELF
AND WHEN THAT TIME COMES...I'LL WELCOME YOU WITH OPEN ARMS
ui...emo!hahahaha!!hindi...actually di naman ako nakaka-relate dito...hindi ko naman kwento to kasi hindi naman ako iniwan..yung mga may kulay medyo..patama ko yun sa gusto ko sanang makabasa nito...lalo na yung mga all caps na kulay red...message ko sa kanya yun...si ano...hahaha!!pero imposibleng mabasa niya to...hay...
when the tears continuously flow from my eyes
can I continue to lie and say I am all right
even if my heart is breaking
Just to see you smile for me one last time
I know you had to do things on your own
I tried to understand and yet it still pains me so
to respect your decision is to allow myself to hurt
BUT SINCE I LOVE YOU, I'M GOING TO LET YOU GO..
it pains me so much but for you…I’m willing to sacrifice
When you were about to leave I said I was fine
Even when my heart was slowly breaking
I tried my best to fake a smile for you cause I don’t want to be your burden
I held on until you turned your back and slowly walked away
then the tears I was holding fell silently
I can only stare at your back as you slowly disappeared from my sight
It was then that everything came sliding down at me
although you promised me you’ll be back for me
somehow the image of your slowly disappearing back told me you might not
I BELIEVE IN YOU but something tells me I SHOULDN'T HOPE ANYMORE
And so I watched, as the plane you rode completely disappeared
Several people have arrived and left but I could not get myself to walk away
I just stood there staring like an idiot at the clear blue sky
Waiting and hoping for a miracle of any kind, SILENTLY PRAYING THAT THIS IS JUST A DREAM
just a nightmare and that you were still here with me
A good half hour passed and I finally got myself to walk out of there
YOUR'E REALLY GONE… this is no nightmare
I wiped the tears off my eyes and forced myself to smile again
You are pursuing your dreams so I have to pursue mine
Let’s take our time improving ourselves until we finally reunite
I paused once more and stared at the sky then whispered the words I wasn’t able to tell you
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF WHILE WE ARE APART
REMEMBER THAT THERE'S A GIRL WHO PATIENTLY WAITS FOR YOUR RETURN
COME BACK TO ME WHEN YOU ARE READY, WHEN YOU FEEL THAT YOU CAN BE PROUD OF YOURSELF
AND WHEN THAT TIME COMES...I'LL WELCOME YOU WITH OPEN ARMS
ui...emo!hahahaha!!hindi...actually di naman ako nakaka-relate dito...hindi ko naman kwento to kasi hindi naman ako iniwan..yung mga may kulay medyo..patama ko yun sa gusto ko sanang makabasa nito...lalo na yung mga all caps na kulay red...message ko sa kanya yun...si ano...hahaha!!pero imposibleng mabasa niya to...hay...
