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dear czarina,

lagi man tayong nag aaway, kaibigan pa din ang turing ko sayo. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ganito na lng lagi ang nangyayari?pero sa totoo lang di ko talaga kaya na nag aaway tayo lagi,un bang simpleng tampuhan pag di na nagpansinan aun wala na tingin na ng iba away na. na realized ko na malaking kawalan ka pala sa akin lalo na sa school yun bang lagi ka na lng nasa isip ko, o kaya di talaga ako makapakali na may namamagitang tampuhan sa atin (ang hirap kaya non) nakakapagod na talagang umiwas lalo na't maliit lang ang school at mag ka klase pa tayo, nakakailang din kaya...sana maintindihan mo na kaya lang naman ako nagkakaganito dahil sa mga dahilang simple lang.. hope you understand :) sorry sa mga kasalanang nagawa ko :)

.peace na tayo :))

. i love you as a friend

love,
wendy
— at sm mall of asia.

Sleepy. :))

My eyes goes like this. LOL. Yeah .. I mean .. I am really sleepy but I can't sleep because I know I have a lot of things to do .. but whenever I start doing those .. my eyes automatically shut. But when I walk to my bed, I become awake and here I am! Posting anything that I want. Well, ah .. I've just realized that 24 hours isn't really enough to accomplish everything. I mean, if I really wanted to do all those things on my list .. It would take me a week .. straight .. without sleep. But of course I can't do that. I am human, I have limitations and that's what is driving me so envious about machines. But I don't wish to be a machine .. . I just like how strong they are to handle everything. But you know what, even my computer retires .. I have restarted it for a lot of times because I think it's also as tired as me. LOL. 

By the way, before I jump off to my bed, I want to share some bits about how was my day. Hmm .. I haven't done my assignment in Filipino because I was so sleepy last Tuesday night, but thank God I have finished my assignment in Sociology. In the morning, I've tried to do it but I lack time .. I am actually late because I was supposed to leave the house at 6:30 am but I had it 7:00. Oh well, yeah .. there's heavy traffic but I didn't mind .. why? It's because I was so entertained by the music played on the jeepney I am riding on. The driver plays the Air Supply hits and wow ... what a wonderful morning it is! I have prayed that the song Two Less Lonely People be played and it was granted. I so thank God for it. And then, I wasn't really late because I have been in Southland at 7:30, but the problem is that there is heavy traffic again going to Lopez. So I've slept and the moment I woke up, I was on the place where I have to leave the jeepney. Then I called for the jeepneys but the first two ignored me. Then the third one was kind enough to fetch me. I have planned that I will sit behind the passenger's seat so that I could sleep but I failed.

One thing that I didn't expect is that, I saw Alchris, the lad Geralyn has always been telling us, her one and only love. :))) He was wearing black shades but I recognized him on his eyebrows and lips. Then when he did put off his shades, I have finally conclude that it was him. I have justified it when he jump off the jeepney in front of Puregold Jr. in Evacom, where his school is near.

I am late actually, but when I arrived in school, I was earlier than my teacher. I was so fortunate. The moment I saw Geralyn, I told her everything and she was like, "OMG!". Hahahaha!

Filipino. Reporting. I haven't reported yet because it's already time. :))

Next, we had our English make-up class. It was lead by Kia, Emmamae, Joseph, Leah and Ellen. It was a nice seminar .. they really feel like it. And .. ah .. it's fun but in the middle, kind of boring. Maybe it's because we are all hungry by that time.

Lunch Break. Geralyn and I went to McDonalds and we bought fries, her rice and a coke float. On our way to the store, I was opening up to her how I hate Jodi for being such a .. I don't know what to call it. I've really burst out , I mean .. I have really said everything that's bothering my head. I just can't handle the feeling anymore. Well, I became relaxed after that. It's really a good thing that you talk with someone. Upon returning to school, we ate and then we've chatted with Joyce and watched Eat Bulaga. Oh, I really hate the segment, Juan For All, All For Juan. Pinoy Henyo is what I like. :)))

After lunch, my plan to sleep was broken because I have to finish my assignment in Filipino, which by that time I am done yet but I'm half way through it. Second, I was chatting with Geralyn, Clay and Rodolf, and it was so fun. I missed them so much. Rodolf planned that we will be having our "gala" at the end of the semester. Well, I hope it's true. :)))

While talking, I was waiting for McKelvin. By the way, the whole day, I was joking that I like Mc Kelvin so much .. blah blah blah. Geralyn told me that I should stop because we don't fit to each other .. 'coz Mc is much .. so much taller than I. hahaha!

So while chatting with the guys, Mc approached me. I was asking him why and he just walk so fast, that I have to run his every step (of course he's a huge man, his steps are runs for me). he was serious. I thought he would confront me that he hates me because of what I say the whole day about us. But then, when we are on the main door, he told me that he was vomiting blood. We went to the c.r, yeah, believe it or not, I accompanied him in the male's comfort room. We are both there, but of course the door was widely open and I didn't do anything harmful to him. LOL. Then he asked me what do I think he's going through. I asked him if there's any part of his body that aches but he said none, and he has no illness except for his asthma. I told him to have a check up. I went back to our room to get him a drink and I returned there. I was so nervous that I can feel my internal organs shake. My hands are also ice cold. I worry about Mc so much. But thank God, he texted me a while ago and told me that the doctor said that he's ok and there's nothing to worry much about. :))

After Sociology, we are supposed to have our English make up class again but Ma'am wasn't around so we just had a meeting regarding our two plays, wherein, fortunately, I wasn't included. hahahaha!

During dismissal, Jodi asks me to join her and Wendy in going to SM, but I didn't. I want to go home straight because I am really tired. Good thing the movie marathon with Ellen and Geralyn was cancelled. :)) By the way, Geralyn and I were able to ride on the one and only airconditioned jeepney of Parañaque. it was such a nice experience. I mean, that jeepney is so hard to catch up, and we are just so fortunate to have it stop in front of us as soon as we finished crossing the street. :)) 

Well, this is all that happened today. Upon arriving home, as usual, I was alone ... and so tired. My parents and Sam arrived and are now asleep. I haven't slept yet because I've searched for pictures from my friends that I could use for our analysis in Psychology.

That's all for now, I have lots of things to share, but I'm so tired. :))) 

Let's all have a very nice sleep .. and may God be with us and spare us a nice dream. :)))

I'll talk to you if you'll talk to me. LOLzzzzz.... !