It's unfair.

It's only you ga!

I remembered before, he used to tell me that I never get out of his mind. He always want me to know that he keeps thinking of me wherever he is and whatever he is doing. But now ... everything has changed. He never uttered the exact words but his actions showed to me the real thing ... that now, I don't even cross his mind. It hurts. It really hurts. 

I miss the old days. They're not too old for you to forget. :/

... the steps that I'll have to take

Prelim exams next week. Oh well, everything's light this semester (again) and it bothers me. Really. Does this mean I have to expect fourth year to be on it's hardest? NO!!!!

Anyway, I'm not pressured for next week. It's just that ... I've realized that I'll have to work a little harder this time, especially that distractions are already out of my way. So I have to persevere, focus and .... work for better grades at the end of this sem. :D

After next week, I'll just have to work on the two coming terms and then another one year (two semesters, 6 terms) and then .... I'm finally FREE!!!!! :DDDDD

I'm giving you up, and I promise I'll get up.

I will miss the hugs, ga. :(

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