Procrastination AGAIN!

I was really about to do my assignment for tomorrow, but I don't know what exactly I have to do so I end up answering non-sense but very cute questions. I don't regret doing it though. I need a break just for a while. I am planning to do my assignment maybe later or tomorrow morning. :) 

Purple : 10 Facts About My Room

1. My room is located at the highest place in our house, just before our roof. It serves like an attic actually.

2. No one can stand in my room, it requires any person to just sit.

3. Though its height is less, my room is wide enough to accommodate at least 5 people in it.

4. My room only contains a bed, a pillow, an electric fan, a light bulb, a personal box with lock, a book, my puzzles and my countless bags.

5. I don't sleep in my room for like 3 months already, because it's so hot up there.

6. I clean my room regularly even though I don't sleep there.

7. I has no stairs. I'll have to use a table and a chair to get in there.

8. Its floor is made of wood and I love it. 

9. Unfortunately, my room doesn't have any windows.

10. It is the best room in our house on rainy days.

Blue : 9 Facts About My Family

1. I have parents who loves each other dearly.

2. I have an elder brother that is somewhere in Mindanao with his girlfriend and their kid.

3. I have a younger sister who is very pretty and so smart that she's actually a scholar of De La Salle Zobel.

4. I'm so proud of my family and I love them so much!

5. My family is one reason why I am still alive as of now.

6. We are one big happy family, just drop my brother in this case.

7. We love our brother even though he doesn't love us.

8. Our family is close to God and has one faith.

9. My family is a precious gift from God.

Green : 8 Facts About My Body

1. I have 2 dimples and a lot of pimple scars on my face.

2. I have obvious scars on my left arm.

3. I have huge thighs and very annoying large legs.

4. I have a lot of insect bite marks only on my left leg.

5. My tummy just got larger now that I'm single compared to its size when I was taken.

6. I am not tall. Not even reached at least 5 ft.

7. I have small feet sized 4 1/2.

 8. I hate my body so much that I want to change a lot about it.

Yellow : 7 Facts About My Childhood

1. I don't remember much of it.

2. If it never happened, I wouldn't be where and what I am now.

3. I've spent most of my childhood years in Bacoor, Cavite

4. I studied in a convent with Franciscan Sisters.

5. All I know is my childhood is better than my life now.

6. It's one part of my life I want to be back.

7. Nothing beats childhood.

Orange : 6 Facts About My Hometown

1. It never changed, still Las Piñas City since birth.

2. It has its never dying campaign, Clean and Green.

3. It doesn't have nice parks and very inviting recreational places but it has a lot of malls around.

4. It seems not improving unlike the other cities but  I love it as it is.

5. It's not as popular as the other cities, because no huge crimes were ever publicized here.

6. It is large enough that I haven't been on all of its barangays in my 20 years of residency.

Red : 5 Facts About My Best Friend

1. We became friends 3 years ago.

2. We fell in love with each other.

3. We broke up, just last December.

4. He doesn't exist anymore.

5. I told you, he doesn't exist anymore.

Pink : 4 Facts About My Parents

1. They are extremely hardworking individuals I've known.

2. They are God-fearing and are faithful Roman Catholics.

3. They love us so much and never fail to make us feel it.

4. They are simply perfect creations of God and I'm so blessed for having them.

White : 3 Facts About My Personality

1. I am hot tempered. I sometimes consider myself as Bipolar, but it is not clinically proven yet.

2. I am very adventurous. I love traveling and trying different things.

3. I am quiet. Silence is is my best friend.

Grey: Two Facts About My Favorite Things

1. My favorite things are the so-called 'BOOKS' and 'BAGS'.

2. I have two rooms full of each.

Black : 1 fact about the person I like

He knows the whole lyrics and is good in singing "We Didn't Start The Fire" by Billy Joel.

Oh Hooray for today! :D

Ok. So I just saw this photo and I was like, "yeah, very timely."

I survived. It's been 6 months and 18 days since that very hurtful day. After December 22, I was like a zombie walking in the street, an insane woman who doesn't know what to do with herself anymore. But now, here I am. Still not beautiful but more of a picture of a heartbreak survivor. I'm so proud I've been through it. I mean, if it didn't happen, I won't appreciate life as wonderful as it is today.

I admit that I still remember everything. E-V-E-R-Y-S-I-N-G-L-E-T-H-I-N-G. But it doesn't affect me gravely anymore. It sinks in when I suddenly thought about it, I still cry when I cannot really handle the pain left, but the good thing is, it rarely happens. If before it hits me every second of everyday, now once a month is just enough. :)

God has blessed me even though I have sinned a lot. That's so wonderful about Him. Even if we are at our darkest side, He still wants us to feel that He loves us. I would forever thank God for all the experiences I've been through and all the lessons I've learned from it. I made me stronger. And I would forever be thankful to God for loving me in spite of my every bad deeds. 

I survived. God helped me survive.