Love is wanting to be near YOU, even though it’ll probably only make things hurt more. Love is feeling safest with YOU, even though YOU’d broken MY heart. Love is trusting YOU, even though YOU'd lied to ME a thousand times. Love is YOU, even though for YOU it’s not ME.~
De Moi
- LadY kYu
- Love usually ends in pain and hurt…but that doesn't mean that it’s not worth it.~~
15 October 2011
I'm bored. :I
I wasn't supposed to be bored. I should have been very busy right now because I have to finish everything before noon time, but still I don't do anything. Yes, I might look stupid, but all I do is stare in my monitor and that's it. I have already spent an hour doing that. tsss....
Well, ah .. I confess that I am missing so badly right now. I don't know who, but I am longing for someone. Yeah, I just need to have someone beside me, which I don't. The fact that I am here all alone in our house kills me, even if I am so used to it. I feel lonely. I feel empty. I am free to go out and have fun, but I prefer to stay here inside my room and just sit. I feel tired .. I don't know why. Ah... I'm really bored to death. I hope I could write anything right now .. something sensible. Ah. !!!!!
I don't wanna miss a thing
Whenever I hear this song, I remember a classmate way back when I was in third year high school. It was a sunny morning, we are having our intramural and our foundation week as well. There are different booths and one of them is the 'Most Requested Song Booth'. He was so funny because he keeps on requesting this song and he would actually spend all his money for it. That week, we were amazingly very close with each other, which isn't usual during normal school days. My friends were like, "What's going on with you two?" and they believe that the song he always requested was for me. We just laughed about it.
Well, after that week, we have parted. I mean, not literally, but we were back to our normal lives, not too close from each other. We still talk, but as usual classmates. It was just like a .. one week happy bonding. No emotions attached. Maybe a bit physical, but it didn't exceed to the limit. :)
I've just shared this because it's one of the memories I want to stay here in my blog. I know someday I would be forgetting these kind of memories, so for now, let me cherish it as I can. :)
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