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Love usually ends in pain and hurt…but that doesn't mean that it’s not worth it.~~

04 April 2015

Bakit ako nagbubuntong hininga?

Bakit nga ba nagbubuntong hininga ang tao? 

Kagabi may kasabay ako umuwi. Maka-ilang ulit siyang nagbuntong hininga. Tinanong ko siya kung bakit, kung may hika ba siya o ano. Ang sagot niya sakin tanong din, ako daw ba ano bang dahilan kapag nagbubuntong hininga. Sabi ko, ewan ko, kasi di naman ako nagbubuntong hininga madalas. Partly nagsinungaling ako syempre. Partly kasi totoong di naman ako laging ganun, bihirang bihira. Kapag may hika lang ako tapos pag inlove. Oo, pag inlove. Nalalaman kong nagkakagusto na ako sa isang tao pag malalalim na ang paghinga ko. Ayun lang naman. Share lang. Alam niyo ba ngayon? Eto, ako ay nagbubuntong hininga. Hindi dahil inaatake ako ng hika. Kundi.........




Hayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,

Yes, I'm fat. Or stout. Whatever you call it, I am big and getting bigger. I know it could be because of unhealthy living, but I'd more likely call it CHANGE. I became fat because I'd personally like to be. When I was once browsing my past photos, I saw how thin I am --with all the fine lines, the invisible tummy everyone is dying to have... and I was like staring at a corpse's photo. It was way back when I still have a boyfriend hehe. Anyway, after I realized how zombielike I am that time, I've decided to gain weight. Now, I can say I have already achieved the round body I am after, but I guess I'm now pushing beyond the limit. hahaha! I now have this huge tummy that I wish I could get rid of, and two large thighs and legs. Anyway, when people say I am getting bigger than before and that I have to lose some weight, I don't feel that bad (which is, weird actually because I used to hate people calling me fat). I just have to monitor my tummy because I am always wearing dress. like later. I would be wearing my favorite white dress which perfectly fits in my body....except for the tummy part. XD I like it, I see myself more beautiful now (I'm humble. hahahaha!) than before. :)