what if one of them asks for freedom?? would you let them go even if it would hurt you that much???

When your dog asks you to untie him and let him go for a play...

-you'll let him go, then get him back when the time's up.

What if your dog asks you to let him go and it will never go back again??

-There are still other dogs out there.

When your friends asks you to let them go..

-I'll let them if they want...but with the best reason...I don't own them...but I admit it would hurt me..

When you loved one asks for freedom??

-I'll let him go if that's what he wanted...and I'll be thankful for the days I had him...it would hurt me but not for too long.

When one of your family members asks you to let them go...

-I will allow them if that's what will make them happy...but it would affect me for a lifetime...

I am now at peace... ( ^ ,^ ) V

A while ago, I was still very upset about what's happening in our family. I was starting to breakdown. I cried a lot. I don't know what to do...I really can't handle things like that especially when it comes to our family.

Despite all of these, I am still looking forward to attend the Thursday Meeting of El Shaddai Chapter in our parish. I know it's the best idea to unwind.

Before going to the church, I prayed to God that whatever message he has for me, as much as possible, He won't tell me things that are straight forward because I don't want to be emotional in front of many people. As I've said to myself, "There are certain things wherein the reactions are meant only for yourself."

I went with my father, my younger sister and my younger cousin. My father was a little bit hesitant because we thought at first that it was already through. But I was very determined to attend and listen to God's words.

I entered the church with a very heavy heart.

The lesson is about Peace. Yeah, I've learned a lot.

After the whole session, we walked towards the door and the first thing I saw is the wonderful art of God..the bright lights and stars...in the dark sky.

And with that scenario, I found peace. :)

Kahit Maputi Na Ang Buhok Ko

Soapdish

Kung tayo’y matanda na
Sana’y di tayo magbago
At kailan ma’y, nasaan ma’y
Ito ang pangarap ko

Makuha mo pa kayang
Ako’y hagkan at yakapin ooh
Hanggang pagtanda natin
Nagtatanong lang sa `yo
Ako pa kaya’y ibigin mo
Kung maputi na ang buhok ko

Pagdating ng araw
Ang `yong buhok
Ay puputi na rin (puputi na rin)
Sabay tayong mangangarap
Ng nakaraan sa `tin

[chorus]
Ang nakalipas ay ibabalik natin ooh
Ipapaalala ko sa `yo
Ang aking pangako
Na ang pag-ibig ko’y laging sa ‘yo
Kahit maputi na ang buhok ko

[repeat chorus]

Kahit maputi o wala na ang
Buhok ko

pinapaalis nanaman ako...

Hay nako nandito nanaman ang ipis pinapaalis nanaman ako...infairness late siya ngayon aa...alas dos na saka pa lang nagparamdam...hay..dami ko pang gustong gawin aa....tsk!

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: yeah
B - BIRTHDAY: August 3, 1992
C - CRUSHING ON: none as of this moment
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: water
E - EASIEST PERSON(S) TO TALK TO: myself xD
F - FAVORITE SONG: random
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy worms!
H - HOMETOWN: Las Piñas City
I - IN LOVE WITH: My Yen
J - JUGGLE: >.<
K - KILLED SOMEONE: in my day dreams... XD
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Manila to Bicol

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Mango, Choco, Avocado :D
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: two..
O - ONE WISH: to achieve all my dreams...
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: my brother
Q- QUICKIE: >.<
R- REASON TO SMILE: anything
S- SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Kahit Maputi na ang buhok ko
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9:30 AM
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: white! (sinilip ko pa yan! xD)
V - VEGETABLE(S): is what i hate the most. :P
W - WORST HABIT: too many to mention xD
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: none
Y-YOYOS ARE: none sense toys
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: leo

Random Questions About You:

Spell your name without vowels: ld ky (c-r- -r-t...xD)
Your favorite number: three
What color do you wear most?: black
Least favorite color?: green
What are you listening to?: none
Are you happy with your life right now?: yes :].
What is your favorite class in school?: none
When do you start back at school/college?: >.<
Are you outgoing?: yes
Favorite pair of shoes?: high heeled closed shoe.
Where do you wish you were right now?: Switzerland!

THE CANS

Can you dance?: yes, i can :D
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: NO
Can you whistle?: yes
Write with both hands?: yes
Cross your eyes?: no
Walk with your toes curled?: i can ! xD

THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: YES
Do you believe in miracles?: definitely :D
Do you believe in magic?: yes...at some point.
Love at first sight?: yes
Do you believe in Satan?: yes
Do you believe in Santa? yes
Do you know how to swim?: a little.
Do you like roller coasters?: no
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: NO

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?: >.<
Have you ever asked someone out?: yes...friends.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yes
Have you ever painted your nails?: yes

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?: dunno
What radio station do you listen to?: 90.7 Love Radio!!
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: mcdo
What was the last thing you bought?: mcfloat
What was the last thing on TV you watched? Diva

THE WHOS:

Who was the last person you IM'd?: I can't remember.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: myself xD
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: myself xD

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?: sure i did
Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: haven't tried that xD
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: yes
Do certain songs make you cry?: yes.

HAPPY SECTION.

Are you a happy person?: yes?
What can make you happy?: anything
you wish you were happier?:
Can music make you happy?: sometimes

LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken? I've never counted.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: yeah


What is your current hair color?: black
Current piercings?: on my ears..
Have any tattoos?: none
Eye color?: black

IN A BOY/GIRL:

Favorite eye color: black :D
Short or long hair: anything will do as long as it looks good on him
Short Or Tall: taller
Best clothing: whatever suits him

HAVE YOU EVER..

Been to jail: not yet..
Mooned someone: yeah
Ran away from home: no
Laughed so hard you cried: definitely
Cried in school: yes
Thrown up in a store: no
Wanted to be a model: yeah
Cheated on someone: yes
Done something really stupid that you still laugh today? yes! :D
Seen a dead body: yes
Gone skinny dipping: no

THIS OR THAT..

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.
Single or Group Dates: or...hehe...I mean..both
Strawberries or Blueberries: none
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Meat or Veggies: meat
TV or Movie: movie
Guitar or Drums?: guitar
Adidas or Nike: both
Chinese or Mexican: none
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: none
Cake or Pie: cake
MTV or VH1: MTV

I've done 88 out of the 108 stupid things. :)

You are required to answer ALL the following questions.



Level 1
() Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
(~) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex--sa cheeks lang:P
(~) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(~) Am / Been In Love

SO FAR: 3

Level 4

(~) Had A Crush On An Older Person--:">
(~) Skipped School
() Slept With A Co-worker
(~) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 6

Level 5
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
() Been To Spain
(~) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 7

Level 6
() Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(~) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
() Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 8

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(~) Taken Pain Killers
(~) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have-:(
(~) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 11

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(~) Flown A Kite
(~) Built A Sand Castle
(~) Gone mudding
(~) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 15

Level 9

() Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(~) Cheated While Playing A Game
(~) Been Lonely
(~) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 18

Level 10

(~) Watched The Sun Set
(~) Felt An Earthquake
() Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 20

Level 11

(~) Been Tickled
(~) Been Robbed
(~) Been cheated on
(~) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 24

Level 12

(~) Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
() Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 25

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(~) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(~) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 27

Level 14
(~) Hated The Way You Look
(~) Witnessed A Crime
(~) Pole Danced
(~) Questioned Your Heart
(~) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 32

Level 15
(~) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(~) Been Lost
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
() Swam In The Ocean
(~) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 35

Level 16
(~)Cried Yourself To Sleep
(~) Played Cops And Robbers
(~) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(~) Sang Karaoke
(~) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 40

Level 17
(~) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
() Made a Prank Phone Call
(~) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(~) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 43

Level 18
(~) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(~) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(~) Blown Bubbles
(~) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 47

Level 19
() Crashed A Party
() Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(~) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(~) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 49

Level 20
(~) Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
(~) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 51

Level 22
() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(~) Kissed A Fish
(~) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(~) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 54

Level 23
(~) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(~)Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(~) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about.

SO FAR: 57

Level 24
(~) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(~) Climbed A Tree
(~) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(~) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone.

SO FAR: 61

Level 25
(~) Believed In Ghosts
(~) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes!
(~) Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 64

Level 26
(~) Played Chicken
(~) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(~) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
(~) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 68

Level 27
(~) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(~) Caught A Butterfly
(~) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(~)Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 72

Level 28
(~) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(~) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(~) Cheated On A Test
(~) Forgotten Someone's Name
(~) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
() Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(~) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 78

Level 29
(~) Rode A Roller Coaster
() Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling.
(~) Had A Cavity
(~) Black-Mailed Someone.
(~) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 82

Level 30
(~) Been Used
(~) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(~) Licked by a Cat
(~) Bitten Someone
(~) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 87

Level 31
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(~) Flattened someones tires
() Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 88

Shalala lala xD

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
--Barbie Girl (baliw.)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
--Dr. Jones (anu daw??)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
--Awit kay Inay (layo...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
--Bakit nga ba mahal kita (ouch...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
--Complicated (it's complicated...xD)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
--Cry (haha..)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
--Dahil mahal na mahal kita (ngek.)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
--Gemini (Leo ako...xD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
--Hanggang Dito Na Lang (hmm...ayos gyud.)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
--Here I Am (yun o!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
--kapag ako ay nagmahal (hala...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
--Kung ako na lang sana (ouchness...)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
--Kung alam mo lang (kung alam mo lang talaga..!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
--Let me be the one (hayup!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
--Muntik na kitang minahal (ano ba yan...nakakasayaw ba yan??)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
--My happy ending (kyot!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
--Once in a lifetime (ha?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
--one and only you (haha!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
--Pain in my heart.. (yeah right!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
--Pakisabi na lang (kasi di ko alam. xD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
--Each Passing Night (haha..)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
--Shalala lala (tae, sakto.)

The Ex Survey.

isip ka ng isa sa mga ex mo. then answer the questions below.
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1. ano tawagan niyo dati?
- pare
2. pano kung makipagbalikan siya sayo ngayon?
- hindi ko alam
3. bat kayo nag break?
- may maaapektuhan kasi pag pinanindigan pa namin...
4. ilang months kayo tumagal?
- 11 months and 23 days
5. san siya nag-aaral?
- UPHR Molino
6. theme song niyo?
- I'd rather
7. kelan naging kayo?
- August 11, 2007
8. kelan kayo nagbreak?
- August 4, 2008
9. ilang beses kayo nagbreak?
- isa lang...
10. sakaling available kayong dalawa, are you ready to bring back the past?
- oo...sana...
11. mahal mo pa ba?
- oo..
12. na-kiss mo na ba siya?
- of course.
13. ano usually pinapanood niyong dalawa?
- Prince of Tennis..favorite niya e...
14. minahal mo ba siya?
- oo naman...
15. ilang months bago ka naka get-over sa kaniya?
- hindi ko alam.
16. kelan kayo huling nagsama?
- last month
17. close ka ba sa family niya?
- ok lang.
18. mahal ka pa rin kaya niya?
- sabi niya,.
19. nakapunta ka na ba sa bahay nila?
- oo..
20. ever been to the mall with him/her?
- definitely.
21. ano pinaka memorable na memory sa past niyo?
- lahat.
22. ever watched a movie together? what?
- yeah...the simpsons movie
23. pano kung one day, bigla ka niya i-kiss sa lips?
- haha...wala...
24. san kayo madalas tumambay dati?
- tennis court tsaka sa bahay nila
25. sino nanligaw sa inyo?
- siya.
26. ilang days?
- 150 days
27. any regrets?
- wala naman.
28. mahilig ba siya mag-pc?
- hindi masyado
29. napag awayan niyo na ba about his/ her friends?
- hindi..
30. eh yung paglalaro niya ng pc?
- hindi
31. what can you say bout the survey?
- badtrip. haha.