It's what I'm trying to preserve. Other than that, none.

:/

Totoo yan teh! Magising ka sa katotohanan! Wag tanga!

Dear Lord,

I'm so sorry for being such a stubborn child of yours. I've been blinded by the feeling I had with that person, but now, my eyes are open. I saw everything and I pity myself for being such a loser. Lord, may you continually help me get through this. It's so painful but I know that what you are doing is for my own good. Lord, be my strength so that I will soon fully overcome this misery. And Lord, I pray for someone whom I deserve more. Someone who would not let me shed a tear because I'm hurt by his actions but rather, because of too much happiness I could not handle anymore. I pray that you will put my heart on someone's good and caring heart. Someone who would love me more than the love I deserve. And Lord, I pray that this man would come as soon as possible. Someone who would heal my heart. A child of yours that abides in your will oh Lord. 

This I pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen. 

I don't miss him today, and I guess it was a good thing. I can feel that I'm already moving on. I'll just have to wait for another week, and everything will be alright. I will soon be busy with my studies and I swear, I will focus on my lessons more. I don't have to waste my time on people who consider me as a waste of their time. Damn them! Damn you for hurting me! 

so .. I guess my part in your story is already over. :)))