Another frustration.

I've just finished eating. While I was downstairs, I am watching "Walang Hanggan" with my parents. I am not really into it, it's just that I have no choice but to stare at it. Well, what's important are the scenes being played tonight. After the very tragic body of the series, now, the two main characters are enjoying their company in each other's arms. They are, after everything, married now and grasping every little moment of their honeymoon. 

While I was watching them cuddling each other, one thing came into my mind -- what kind of happiness would someone feel in having his love for the rest of his life? I mean, how happy you would be if you will be married to the one you truly love?

I think it's so great, more unexplainable than the feeling of an orgasm. Well, all I've got are knowledge from mere observation. As they say, unless you experience it, you don't have the capacity to explain it. :/

Well, the sad thing is, I know for fact that I will not experience it. It's because the one that I love have already felt that extraordinary happiness .... from someone else. After watching the series, I've imagined him being with her girl, from the day they were unified. They surely are very happy and so in love with each other. Ah, how I wish it was me. He could have waited, but he didn't. Anyway there's no sense in waiting, because whatever happens, still, it's her that he loves most, and I have nothing to do with it. :/

Still praying that someday, I'm going to be the most beautiful bride for my most handsome husband. :) Looking forward for my own wedding. :D