One of these days ... I will be receiving a big news. Yes, I'm expecting it .. to hurt me. I know I shouldn't be affected, I should be happy, I should not mourn .. but .. I'm so sorry. It's affecting me right now .. how about tomorrow? How about the next days? How about the day when this big news would pop up? 

I must not let it affect me. 

I must not let it affect me.

I must not let it affect me.