I'm really weak when any family is the subject....

Last Friday was our NSTP day. I really expected that after 2 consecutive meetings, Sir Lee (it) would be on our class. So there he was.

Ah...of course, he's not in his usual look. I have only known him for weeks as my professor, but his aura that day is really different. He's happy, yeah...he's a really jolly person. He can still throw jokes...but it's obvious...he's longing for something or...FOR SOMEONE.

It's been...ah...I'm sorry I can't remember how long it was since her loving mother died. But I tell you, the wound is still very fresh.

He dropped his class before us early so some of us (including me) jumped in the room early. We are only few. He looks sick. After a couple of minutes, a classmate of mine, who just arrived that time (she's the mole of asia...as she says...because she have this huge mole just below her nose.) asked Sir Lee (it) if they could photocopy the NSTP book authored by Sir Lee (it)'s dad...(he's Sir Lee (ki)). Then, an explanation from Sir Lee (it) followed...and I was a bit annoyed by the reaction of "mole of asia". She said, "what's the connection of his mother's death with my question??"...and then she laughed.

I can understand why she tells so, but she must have understood too what Sir Lee (it) was going through. And in fact, the answer delivered by Sir Lee (it) was the answer she needs...but she didn't expect.

Well, enough of it, the class started with his apology...for not attending the class 2 times. Then he tolds us about his mother, how much he loved her and how was it without her now. It was sad. Some of my classmates even cried while Sir Lee (it) express himself in tears. Yes, he's right. He's now 32 years old, but still he's like a little kid longing for is mother. I am emotional when it comes to these things...I admit I nearly cried...but only A DROP came out of my eyes. I don't want to add on the emotions inside our room.

One statement that I won't forget is... "when it hits you, it hits you like shit...!". Yeah, it really hits like shit. If it would happen to me, I don't know what I'm going to do.

But the best thing that he repeatedly told us is the common lesson...show your loved ones how much you care for them before it's too late.

He dismised us early and as soon as I walked out the camp, I opened my bag, got my sandwich my mom made for me, and eat it with so much happiness and love while heading my way to SM Sucat.

I wish I could tell my parents how much I love them.....

may sapak nanaman!

kani-kanina lang...

(si bunso umakyat ng hagdan...)

Bunso : Te, kain na...

Ako : Sige...hindi na ko kakain...kumain na ko kanina...

(si bunso bumaba na...)

Ako : (sa isip...) bibig pa lang ng nanay mo busog na ko eh....


-.-

there's this guy....I REALLY LOVE..... (grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!)

While I was busy on FB...biglang nag-pop up ang isang chat message na galing sa taong ito:

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : eow

Me : hi

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : hu u?

Me : haha..inna.

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : lam ko

nababasa ko

i mean sino ka?

Me : aa...good.

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : annalyze nlng pho ung question

Me : aa...ganon...

so slow ako....hmmm...

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : ahh

ganun ba?

kaya pla

ahaha

joke lng love u

Me : sus...alam mo wag ka na magtanong kasi di rin kita kilala...kung ayaw mo edi burahin mo ko sa friends mo ok.

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : hala

Me : at paki analyze din yung sarili mong question next time.

love u din. (^^)V

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : ok pho sowi huh

^_^,v

Me : o bat ka nagsosori??

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : wala lng

ayaw mo ba?

Me : aa...ok.

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : geu

Me : ayoko.haha.

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : bkt

?

Me : close?

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : mj]

mj

Me : ?

then.,....

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : + eloow po s0wee po knina, xP aheheh fwend ko lang po un ng 33p lng s0wee letz :) -

Me : ha?????????????????????????????????

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : + uhmMmm wala po ^_^ -

Me : wala pala e....

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : + ^_^ -

...grabe ang kapal din naman ng pagmumukha niyang hayop siya. Nakakainis. Para siyang tanga. Asar na asar talaga ko sa kanya. Hayop siya. Mali pa spelling ng analyze! Bwist!

haven't posted for like ages....

...it's obvious, I'm so not in the mood. But really...there are a lot of things that happened in the past weeks like...

1.) First day of school as a first year student...again!
2.) 2nd day of school which really knocked me down..err!!!
3.) Being alone eating...aa...I felt sorry for myself.
4.) My newest and cooooolest tambayan...the adoration chapel of our school.
5.) My new school, professors and classmates.
6.) The attire!haha!
7.) The unusual feeling of happiness even if I wasn't supposed to? am I right?
8.) The first crush? na a,,,..!
9.) The book finding...a huge expense!
10.) The happy P.E activity...where my team lose. haha.
11.) My first 10 meter sight with Bro. Mike. :)
12.) The "supposed to be humble" registrar officer.
13.) The seatmate and the first talk.
14.) Concentration.
15.) The 1 meter sight of Bro. Mike. :)
16.) The grocery galore.
17.) JAMLI :)
18.) The McDonald's Fries addiction
19.) Letter of Application story
20.) The death of a bird was blamed to my father.
21.) Inaug and the promises...
22.) Everything's meaningless...I hope one day I'll understand.
23.) The note of encouragement.
24.) My mom and dad's family.
25.) Nice rain experience with Hakuni. :)
26.) The return of the come back at PLMun.
27.) The dirty puppy.
28.) Ang pangarap kong maging isang aktibong mamamayang Pilipino.

29.) And a lot more...... hehehe. :)

I wish I could post everything that's going on my mind...haha. well... I'll try...

Eclipse is now showing...but still I can't watch...a waste of everything.haha.

Well for now...good night.!:)