I've just called him a while ago, and for 5 minutes, I haven't uttered a single word.

It's because, ... I want to just hear his voice. I missed it so much. It seems like I haven't heard of it a long time ago, though we had talked a couple of hours ago. I've just ... appreciated it more tonight. How I miss him so much. 

I just want to hear his breath. It was so cool. I miss that too. 

I miss everything about him. Really. :'(