I'm a bit sad right now. My favorite blog from Tumblr that I have been following and reading everyday is gone. I don't know if the owner have just changed her url or have intentionally deleted the account. I am worried about her, because she is diagnosed with depression and do self-harm. The last post that I have read is about her panic attack which she altered by cleaning her room. I hope she's ok. I hope the url has only been changed .. and she's still alive and stronger right now. Her other blog, the first one I have read before is still available and still helps and give encouraging words to those self-injurers like me. I really pray she's ok right now.