I am a fool for my wish is you .. always. But how can I stop myself from wanting you .. if the happiness I am looking for is in you?? Am I bad because I have loved you this much? Can you blame me for feeling this way? Do you think I like this? It hurts like hell. It crashes me .. knowing that I am dreaming for something no one ever can give me. It's you that I want. It's you that I always think of .. it's you that I wish for. Loving you means punishing myself . but please .. just let me love you ..