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Love usually ends in pain and hurt…but that doesn't mean that it’s not worth it.~~

29 August 2011

Walang 'real you'.

Ito ang isa sa mga pinaka hindi ko malilimutan sa mga sinabi ni Sir Celeste. Walang REAL YOU. Hindi natin dapat sabihing, "hindi ako ito, di mo pa nakikita ang tunay na ako". Bakit? Kasi ayon kay Sir, kung ano ka at sino ka nung time na yun ... ikaw talaga yun. At dahil iba ibang tao ang na-e-encounter natin araw-araw, hindi maaaring may iisang pag-uugali lang tayo na ipapakita sa lahat ng yun .. ang ugali at pagkatao ng isang tao ay nagbabago depende sa sitwasyon at kung sinong tao ang kasama niya.

For example, iba ako pag kasama ko mga classmate ko nung high school, iba pag kasama ko mga classmates ko nung nasa Muntinlupa pa ako at iba rin pag kasama ko ang mga kaklase ko ngayon. Hindi iyon dahil may itinatago akong tunay na ako .. kundi nung mismong oras o panahon na yun .,, yun talaga ako. Kaya di natin masasabi na meron tayong fixed 'us'. Kung pagsasama-samahin ang lahat, iyon ang bumubuo satin .. pero hindi pa rin natin ito matatawag na ma-e-enclose sa tawag na 'tunay na ako' dahil ang lahat ay nagbabago.

Agree ako kay Sir. Dati madalas kong sabihin sa sarili ko at sa ibang tao na .. 'ibang ako ang kilala mo ngayon .. yung tunay na ako di mo pa alam.. ' ngayon.. di ko na sinasabi yan .. kasi isa yang malaking kalokohan.


You are changing every minute, every second. You are not the same person as your are earlier..

echosera lang. XD

Bat lagi kitang namimiss??? daya naman o.. para namang ako miss mo .. tsk. unfair!!

19 August 2011

DEAR FATHER, we know that JESUS CHRIST is Your only provision for our sins. Through JESUS, we can know and experience Your love and plan for our lives. We deserve to pay for our sin and know that payment should be death. Because of Your love for us, You sent JESUS to die in our place so we would not die separated from You. Amen.

nakakainis kaya!hahaha!

Yung feeling na
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ang crush moh may crush na iba..
pinakamasakit kaibigan mo pa!
ANG HIRAP BURAHIN ANG MGA TEXT
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LALO NA KUNG KAY CRUSH NANGGALING.

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kaso minsan kailangan ng burahin .. kasi pag paulit ulit mong babasahin .. lalo ka lang nitong paaasahin. XD

sarap!

Yung feeling na..
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nagtapat sa'yo si CRUSH! :">

gawain niya to ah. hahaha!

Kapag maingay ang Girlfriend mo...
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Takpan mo ang bibig niya, nang bibig mo.

oo nga!!!!!!!!

Isusulat ko sa maraming bato na MAHAL
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Tapos ibabato ko sayo para malaman mo Kung gaano kasakit na mahalin ka!

Parang ngayon lang.

YUNG FEELING NA..

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Ang dami mong ASSIGNMENTS/RESEARCH PAPERS pero mas una mong ita-type ang FACEBOOK kesa kay Google xD

magawa nga minsan . XD

Paano malalaman kung gusto ka ng CRUSH mo?
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I-kiss mo siya. Kapag tumagal, gusto ka din niya. Kapag hindi, okay lang. At least naka isa. >:)))

ouch again.

Kaya mo nasasabi na binabalewala ka ng isang tao kasi,
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iniisip mo na mahalaga ka sakanya..
kahit hndi naman talaga.
DEAR FATHER, we come humbly to You today. Bless our steps! Thank you that Jesus took all of our sin on Himself and completely paid for it. The Just died for the Unjust so that He might bring us close to You. Jesus saved us, not because of righteous things we did, but because of Your Mercy. We want to be closer to You Father! Amen! ♥

18 August 2011

I miss you .. :')


You can miss someone who died, someone who moved away. But the worst thing? is having to miss someone you see everyday. :)

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One of the worst feelings ever. Ewan ko ba .. missing someone is a positive thing for me .. kasi it tells na you remember someone and you are being remembered .. so .. ibig sabihin .. mahalaga ka. Pero it is not a so good feeling .. kasi .. masakit. Masakit maka-miss ng isang tao. Yung tipong naiisip mo na 'sana andito siya sa mga oras na to' ..

Hay. Pero ang pinaka nakakainis .. e yung mamiss mo yung taong nakikita mo naman araw-araw. Sabihin na natin di araw-araw .. pero yung mamiss mo ang isang tao sa oras na magkasama o nagkita kayo .. para sakin malupit yun. Sobrang sakit. Parang kanina lang e .. (haha!)

Alam mo yun. Yung naiisip mo na ,.. "sana .. sa mga oras na to .. pwede kong gawin to .. pwede kong sabihin yun .. " .. pero ni di mo malapitan. Malapitan mo nga limitado naman kasi alam mong maraming matang nakatingin .. at isa pa, hindi na tulad ng dati ang lahat. May lamat na, sabi nga ni Geh. Hai.

Basta, hindi masarap ang feeling na maka miss ng tao lalo na kung ang taong yun e nag iwan ng maraming memories sa buhay mo. Nakakainis. Kung pwede lang kalimutan ang lahat .. edi sana di ka malulungkot at maghahanap pag wala na ...

Tama nga si Sir Celeste. Sabi niya sa comment niya sa post ni Caesey na ..
When someone is so sweet to you,

Don't expect that he/she will be like that all the time
because even the sweetest chocolate,

"Expires!"
"Everything in this world have an expiration date. The point is to make everything worthwhile while it's still there."

Habang andyan pa at ok pa ang lahat . .. go! Wag mo ng hintayin pa ang araw na katulad nito .. maiisip mo siya at mamimiss mo ..na sigurado namang sooner or later mangyayari ... lahat may expiration. Ahai ..


"5 fingers of prayer"



1. Your thumb is nearer to you,so pray for those who are closest to you.
2. Pointing finger: pray for those who teach, instruct & heal.
3. Tallest finger: pray for our leaders, they need God's guidance.
4. Ring finger: weakest finger, so pray for those who are weak, troubled or in need.
5. Little finger: the smallest to remind you to pray for yourself.
Kung hindi ka gagawa ng kalokohan
habang bata ka pa,
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Wala kang maaalalang nakakatawa
kung matanda ka na. =))

Wanted : Kausap.

Naloloka na talaga ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grabe.. ang hirap ng ganito. Yung naiipon lahat sa isip at puso mo .. na gusto mong ilabas pero hindi pwede. Hindi pwede kasi walang makikinig .. at walang interesado.

Ito ang problema ko mula pa noon. Lagi akong mag-isa .. tapos nagtataka ako .. marami naman akong kaibigan pero wala akong mapagsabihan ng mga nararamdaman ko ni isa.

Nagkaroon naman ako ng mga kaibigang may pakinabang .. yung nakikinig sakin .. pero wala e .. wala na sila ngayon. Malayo sila sakin at limitado ang sharing portion. Yung isa naman .. wala na kasi inaway ko. Oo, tanga na kung tanga .. e ganun e. Nagsisisi naman ako .. pero wala na e .. nangyari na .. di ko na rin naman mababawi pa.

So ayun na nga. Yun namang mga nakakasama ko sa kasalukuyan .. kung hindi ko mapagkatiwalaan, di naman interesado. Meron namang sobrang judgemental .. di ka pa nga tapos magkwento yung facial expression nakakababa na ng pagkatao. Alam mo yun?? Bakit ganun?? Bakit parang pinagkaitan ako ng mga taong matino?? Bakit parang bawal ako mag open kung kanino??

Naiinggit ako sa mga palabas na .. ayun .. may bestfriend yung bida na sinasabihan niya ng lahat ng sikreto niya tapos naiintindihan pa rin siya. Yung di siya pinaplastik. Yung di siya hinuhusgahan. Yung mahal pa rin siya kahit na nakakahiya na ang mga pinagkukwento niya (shet naiiyak ako .. I'm getting emotional nanaman..hahahaha!) Alam mo yun. Nakakainggit talaga .. kasi hindi pa ako nagkakaroon ng mga ganyang kaibigan.

Yung mga nagiging kaibigan ko .. gusto lagi sila ang pinakikinggan. Ok lang naman sakin yun kasi feeling ko talent ko ang makinig kahit na paulit ulit at walang kwenta na .. pero kasi naman .. diba. Hindi man ako umaasa ng kapalit sa serbisyo ko bilang kaibigan .. tingin ko naman may karapatan akong umasa sa serbisyo nila bilang kaibigan ko rin. Diba? Haizt.

Tapos may mga kasama (hindi ko sila kaibigan ,,.. swear!) naman ako ngayon na grabe .. bumababa ba naman ang tingin sayo pag may shinare ka katulad na lang yung sa lovelife ko na alam ko namang mali at isang malaking katarantaduhan .. katulad din nung galit na gait at asar na asar ako sa isang tao .. pero naman diba .. di nakakatulong e. Kasi sa mga panahong ganun ... emotionally weak ka at kailangan mo ng kausap at understanding nila .. pero hindi e. Lalo ka nilang dina-down, which is very depressing.

Ako na talaga ang dakilang tanga. Minsan na kong binigyan ng Panginoon ng matinong kaibigan, inaway ko pa. Ngayon .. back to normal ang lahat .. eto nanaman ako .. nagkikimkim ng emosyon .. kahit parang sasabog na ko kailangan kong magpigil para lang maging maayos ang lahat. Para lang hindi ako mahusgahan. Para meron pang respeto kahit konti ang mga taong nakapaligid sakin.

Hai. Buti sana kung walang kapaguran ang tao e .. kung malakas lang ako parati at kung mahaba lang ang oras .. dito ko na lang ikukwento ang lahat .. pero limitado ang mga kakayahan ko e. Hay. Kaya nga maraming tao sa mundo e ... para marami kang kaibigan. Para may nakakausap ka. Pero di ganun sakin. Hai..... grabe talaga.

Kaya di na ko nagtataka kung bakit kaya kong magpuyat para makausap lang ang kung sino, gumasta may makakwentuhan lang .. kasi kailangan ko talaga ng kausap. Konti na lang maloloka na ko ng tuluyan .. Grabe .. Grabe talaga ..

I need somebody.

"Kailan kaya ako magkaka boyfriend ulit ??"

Yan ang naiisip ko kanina sa jeep. Hay. Hindi naman sa desperada na ko na magka boyfriend o gustong gusto ko talaga o kailangang kailangan ko talaga no .. pero naisip ko lang .. kelan kaya?? Antagal naman, sana ngayon na. Joke lang. hahaha!!!

Wala lang. Kasi .. feeling ko ... ok masama na kung masama pero .. tingin ko makaka move on lang ako kapag may bago na kong pagbubuhusan ng atensyon ko. hahaha! Ansama e no.

Ang totoo niyan, ayoko naman talaga ng ideya ng 'rebound' no .. hindi ko gawain yan .. pero bukod sa panibagong experience siya kung magkataon .. parang yun kasi yung instant way e. Alam mo yun .. tsk. Hirap i-explain. hahaha!

Kasi .. nakakainis e. Ok na e .. di na ko nasasaktan .. tapos eto nanaman. Nakakasawa pero antanga ng puso at isip ko kasi yun at yun pa rin ang sinisigaw nila. Mga leche. Mas marunong pa sakin! hahahaha!!!

O sige wag na nga .. baka sabihin ni Lord lalo akong di karapat dapat mag boyfriend. Siguro ang hihilingin at pagpi pray ko na lang .. yung mawala na tong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. Tama na .. sobrang kinakawawa ko na ang sarili ko dahil sa katangahan kong ito. Kahit pagbali-baliktarin ko ang mundo, wala na talaga .. suntok sa buwan ang lahat ng ninanais at minimithi ko. ahai. Ayoko na .. ayoko na .. ayoko na ....





I'm 19 but I act like I'm 20. (Parang di naman .. )

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee

[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar or electronic device

[] You own a credit card

[] You know how to change the oil in a car

[x] You've done your own laundry

[x] You can vote in an election

[] You think politics is interesting

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[x] You show(ed) up for school late a lot

[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket

[X] You've never gotten a detention

[] You have forgotten your own birthday

[x] You like to take walks by yourself

[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up

[] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[x] You know how to do the dishes

[x] You can count to 10 in another language

[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it

[] You study even when you don't have to

[] You have hand washed a car before

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up

[] The people at Starbucks know you by name

[] Your favorite kind of food is take out

[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need

[] You understand political jokes the first time they are said

[x] You can type pretty quick

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[] Your only friends are from your place of employment (school counts)

[x] You have been to a Tupperware party

[] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.

[] You have more bills than you can pay

[x ] You have been to the beach

[x] You use the internet every day

[] You have traveled overseas for more than 5 times

[X] You make your bed in the morning

[x] You realized people of the opposite sex might just make better friends.

TOTAL: 20

Repost this with the subject as:I'm (how old you are) but I act like I'm (what you got on the test)

The number of people you have to tag is the number you got on the test

And you have to tag the person who tagged you back

emotions test, dont u dare cheat


Copy, Paste, Dont look at the bottom before you do the thing or it won't work!

This is scary but pretty accurate.

1. Which color is better red, black, green, blue, or yellow?

-- red

2. What is your middle initial?

-- J

3. What month is your birthday?

-- August

4. Which color do you like more, black or white?

-- white

5.Name one of your friends.

-- Czar

6. Your favorite number?

-- 3

7. Do you like flying or driving more?

-- Driving

8. Ocean? Lake?

-- Ocean

9. Think of a wish, but don't write it.

--Answers--

1. If you chose:

Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.

Black : You are conservative and aggressive.

Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.

Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down.

Yellow - You are a very happy person.

2. If you're initial is:

A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.

L-R: You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.

S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:

Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.

April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last forever. :]

July-Sept: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great, and eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:

Black: Your life will take you on a different direction, it will seem hard at times but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. If it is

1-50 you are a very lovable person and you have a great life

More then 50 is nothing

7. If you chose:

Flying - You like adventure.

Driving - You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:

Lake - You are loyal to your friends, your lover, and yourself. You are very reserved and not emotional.

Ocean - You are spontaneous and like to please people sometimes.

9. This wish will come true only if you repost this with the title:

emotions test, dont you dare cheat

When Love And Hate Collide

When Love and Hate Collide. T.T


"You could have a change of heart
If you would only change your mind
Instead of slamming down the phone, girl
For the hundredth time "

This verse is pretty obvious: They had a fight, maybe even split up, and she's still so angry that she refuses to talk to him, only hangs up on him. He says that if she'd just change her mind about talking to him, she could have a change of heart about getting back together.


"I got your number on my wall

But I ain't gonna make that call "

He's getting tired of phoning only to have her "slam down" the phone, and his pride is preventing him from keeping on trying.


"When divided we stand, baby

United we fall "

One of the most profound lines Def Leppard ever wrote. When you are in a relationship and you are not pulling the weight together (in other words, you are "standing divided"), then the relationship can't work out, and the two of you won't succeed as a couple ("united we fall").


"Got the time, got a chance, gonna make it

Got my hands on your heart, gonna take it
All I know, I can't fight this flame "

He's saying that he knows she loves him, he has this opportunity to make this relationship work out with her, and he's going to do his best to make it work, because his feelings are so strong, he can't forget about her.


"You could have a change of heart

If you would only change your mind
Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby
Time after time "

If she'd just change her mind and start talking/listening to him, he could convince her to give the relationship another chance, because no matter how much they fight, or how many times they break up, or how bad it gets, he's still crazy about her.


Without you

One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone?
"Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide "

The first 3 lines are obvious. Then he says that when they're apart or split up, all those feelings of anger and frustration and love and joy and longing hurt too much, but when he's with her, he can bear it. That's why "without you (I) can't stop the hurt inside".


"I don't wanna fight no more

I don't know what we're fighting for
When we treat each other, baby
Like an act of war"

He's tired of fighting with her, and he can't even see the point of arguing when all they do is hurt each other without achieving anything.


"I could tell a million lies

And it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger
Hits you right between the eyes "

This one is always a bit tricky for me, and I'd like some input. I think he's saying that no matter how many times he lies, he's not surprised, but the truth (that he does love her, and wants to make it work) comes as a huge surprise.


He's lied to her so many times now that it doesn't surprise her anymore, in fact she's actually surprised when he tells the truth. And even though he knows he deserves her distrust, it still feels like he's being hit between the eyes every time she expresses it.

"There's a time and a place and a reason

And I know I got a love to believe in
All I know
Got to win this time "

Same as the previous bridge. They have something special, and they have this opportunity to really find true love in each other, and he really wants it to work.


--Lilandra and achoryzentwo
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Your change of heart turns my love for you into hate... still it hurts to hate you as much as it hurts to love you... I feel like a prisoner locked in this misery since I know you... knowing I meant nothing to you... I'm hurt because I can't shake from this love I have for you... - tigress

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http://www.songmeanings.net/songs/view/78803/#73015512236

17 August 2011

Jesus, I want to know you. I want you to come into my life. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sin so that I could be fully accepted by you. Only you can give me the power to change and become the person you created me to be. Thank you for forgiving me and giving me eternal life with God. I give my life to you. Please do with it as you wish. Amen.

CHRIST took my dirty pieces---> and created a pure MASTERPIECE.
CHRIST took my unclean things---> and became my EVERYTHING.
CHRIST took my old nature---> and gave me a NEW NATURE.
CHRIST took my filthy rags–––> and washed me clean on HIS CROSS.†

When I am angry.......HE CALMS ME.
When I am desperate.......HE RESCUES ME.
When I am inadequate.......HE COMPLETES ME.
When I take my final breath.......HE WILL RECEIVE ME INTO GLORY. My Savior.
I said I'm too afraid to move.....JESUS SAID I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS.
I said I'm spiritually starving.....JESUS SAID I AM YOUR BREAD OF LIFE.
I said I'll die without water.....JESUS SAID I AM YOUR LIVING WATER.
I said I have no clothing...JESUS SAID PUT ON MY WHOLE ARMOR.
JESUS, STARTING TODAY I WILL TRAVEL WITH YOU ALONE! ?

16 August 2011

I love you BRO .. :D



Ang Dakilang Tanga

Ayun o. Kakatapos ko lang i-print ang questionnaire ko para sa Statistics na naglalaman lamang ng dalawang katanungan. Grabe. Sa sampung tanong na pinasa ko dalawa lang ang tumama. Di ko tuloy madagdagan kasi baka mali nanaman... si Sir di man lang nagchecheck. tsk. Bahala na. Hindi ko pa nga alam ang gagawin ko e .. di ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan. Sabi ng iba, tables and graphs lang ang ipapasa muna ... tapos di pa sure kung kukunin na ni Sir this week. Ahai!!! Grabe!!!

Ayoko pang matulog pero ansakit kasi ng katawan ko e .. tsaka antok na antok na ko. Pero may gusto pa sana akong i-share...

Kanina,nakita ko ang isang tao. Tapos after kong makita siya .. may na-realize ako .. mahal ko pa siya hanggang ngayon. Tanga na kung tanga ..Bobo na kung bobo. .. pero naman .. nagpapakatotoo lang ako sa nararamdaman ko. Ito talaga ang nafifeel ko hanggang sa mga oras na to .. gusto ko pa siya .. at nakakainis .. alam mo yun??!!

Alam ko namang walang patutunguhan to pero bakit ganun?? Bakit ganito pa rin ako?? Wala na ba akong ibang makita at masyado kong sinisiksik sa kanya ang mundo ko?? Haizt.

O siguro, hindi naman sa mahal ko pa siya .. namiss ko lang siguro siya ng sobra. Hai. Pag naaalala ko ang mga nangyari noon na sumira sa maganda naming 'relasyon' (pagkakaibigan para safe) .. hai .. sising sisi ako. Ang gago ko. Ansama ko. Antanga ko. Tingin ko hindi ako naging dakilang tanga dahil minahal ko siya .. naging dakilang tanga ako kasi pinabayaan kong masira ang pagkakaibigan naming dalawa. Naiinis akong isipin na sa kabila ng kabutihan niya, kagaguhan pa ang naisukli ko sa kanya. Nakakainis talaga!!! Kung pwede lang kumitil ng buhay uunahin ko na ang sarili ko e!! Nakakainis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ngayon, hindi na maibabalik pa ang noon. Kung noon di siya matipid magtext, ngayon .. di na talaga nagtetext. Kung dati may pakialam pa siya sakin .. ngayon .. wala na. Kung dati mahalaga pa ko sa kanya .. ngayon hindi na. Ayoko na ... nakakaiyak isipin at ang hirap tanggapin.. T.T Kung pwede lang talaga balikan e .. itatama ko na talaga.. T.T

Ayoko ng ganito .. nakakainis. Haizt. Antanga ko talaga. Ako lang naman ang nanghihinayang at nalulungkot .. siya .. malamang ni di man lamang ako nasasagi sa isip niya. Ang gago ko .. masyado kong pinahihirapan ang sarili ko. Hai. Ang hirap pala talaga pag ikaw lang ang nagmamahal at nakakaalala. Gusto mong sabihin na unfair pero alam mo naman ang sagot e .. hai.

Wala na kong ibang magagawa kundi ang tanggapin na lamang ang katotohanang ganito na lang talaga .. na di na kailanman maibabalik ang dating meron kami sa isa't isa. Isang kaibigan at mahalagang tao nanaman ang nawala sa buhay ko .. nakakaasar talaga .. di na ko natuto .. T.T

antok much!

Ayun o. Kakatapos ko lang i-print ang questionnaire ko para sa Statistics na naglalaman lamang ng dalawang katanungan. Grabe. Sa sampung tanong na pinasa ko dalawa lang ang tumama. Di ko tuloy madagdagan kasi baka mali nanaman... si Sir di man lang nagchecheck. tsk. Bahala na. Hindi ko pa nga alam ang gagawin ko e .. di ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan. Sabi ng iba, tables and graphs lang ang ipapasa muna ... tapos di pa sure kung kukunin na ni Sir this week. Ahai!!! Grabe!!!

Ayoko pang matulog pero ansakit kasi ng katawan ko e .. tsaka antok na antok na ko. Pero may gusto pa sana akong i-share...

Kanina,

nakaka relate.

Patulog ka na sana nang may biglang nagtext..
pagtingin mo.. si CRUSH pala!

Crush: Matutulog ka na?

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Ikaw: Hindi pa! ^^

Air Supply - The One That You Love

kaya nga ayaw kitang kamustahin e .. pansin mo?? haha!

Huwag ka magtatanong ng mga bagay bagay
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kung hindi mo lang din naman
kayang tanggapin ang mga sagot. >.<

I think God can explain - The Splender



"... this song tells of a person so desperate for answers. answers to why they're in going through tough times or heart break that their only comfort is in knowing that some1 a being greater than them knows why, and therefore because he knows why everything they're going through ultimately makes sense and has a reason although they themselves cant see it in the very moment but in time it'll all make sense. " -sweetthickie16

gusto ko sanang sabihing mahal kita e ..kaso ..


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SHUT UP :'c
Mas mabuti pang tumawa ng walang dahilan,
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kaysa umiyak ka nang umiyak
ng dahil sa kanya na akala mo
kung sinong kawalan.

15 August 2011

100 Day Picture Challenge

*mai-try nga ..pero hindi ngayon .. mamaya na .. may pasok pa ko e .. tsaka hindi sa fb .. dito sa blog. haha.

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with 15 facts
Day 02 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 03 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 04 - A picture of your favorite drink
Day 05 - A picture of you wearing School uniform
Day 06 - A picture of your dream car
Day 07 - A picture of your favorite game
Day 08 - A picture of your most favorite movie
Day 09 - A picture of you with your bestfriend
Day 10 - A picture of someone you do the craziest things with
Day 11 - A picture of your favorite cartoon character
Day 12 - A picture of the sexiest Woman alive
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of your favorite store
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of you with your seatmate.
Day 19 - A picture of something you love to do
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of your favorite hollywood actor and actress.
Day 22 - A picture of something you never leave the house without
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of someone you miss
Day 25 - A picture of you from last year
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of your favorite night
Day 28 - A picture of your favorite place in the world
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30 - A picture of your favorite quote
Day 31 - A picture of food you made
Day 32 - A picture of what you ate today
Day 33 - A picture of somewhere you went today
Day 34 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 35 - A picture of your room
Day 36 - A picture of your favorite proffessor
Day 37 - A picture taken at school
Day 38 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite food
Day 40 - A picture of your friends
Day 41 - A picture of your favorite weather
Day 42 - A picture of you listening to music
Day 43 - A picture of someone you eat lunch with.
Day 44 - A picture that describes your life and expain why.
Day 45 - A picture of something you hate
Day 46 - A picture that you edited
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite animal
Day 48 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago
Day 49 - A picture of you suited up.
Day 50 - A picture of yourself sleeping
Day 51 - A picture of you wearing sunglasses
Day 52 - A picture of you dressed up
Day 53 - A picture of you in a car
Day 54 - A picture of you on your last vacation
Day 55 - A picture of you with a date
Day 56 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 57 - A picture of you outside
Day 58 - A picture of your hair all done
Day 59 - A picture of you at debut
Day 60 - A picture of you at a sports game
Day 61 - A picture of you wearing black
Day 62 - A picture of you on a Train
Day 63 - A picture of your CR
Day 64 - A picture of you at classroom
Day 65 - A picture of you at bed
Day 66 - A picture of you watching tv
Day 66 - A picture of you doing something childish
Day 67 - A picture of you sitting in the floor
Day 68 - A picture of you buying something
Day 69 - A picture of a crazy night out
Day 70 - A picture of someone you don't go a day without talking to
Day 71 - A picture of you with people you work with
Day 72 - A picture of you with unbelievable scenery
Day 73 - A picture of you somewhere warm
Day 74 - A picture taken professionally
Day 75 - A picture of you receiving a reward
Day 76 - A picture of you drinking something
Day 77 - A picture of you and friends making silly faces
Day 78 - A picture of you in the dark
Day 79 - A picture of you in the water
Day 80 - A picture of you and someone you love being silly
Day 81 - A picture of you with a character
Day 82 - A picture of someone you love asleep
Day 83 - A picture of you and a teammate
Day 84 - A picture of a school project
Day 85 - A picture of your favorite holiday
Day 86 - A picture of someone who helps you with school
Day 87 - A picture of someone you grew up with
Day 88 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
Day 89 - A picture of you at a hotel
Day 90 - A picture of you wearing your favorite color
Day 91 - A picture of you and your friends playing a game
Day 92 - A picture of your school
Day 93 - A picture of your favorite board game
Day 94 - A picture of you and your friends eating
Day 95 - A picture of you on a plane
Day 96 - A picture of your favorite movie
Day 97 - A picture of something you no longer have
Day 98 - A picture of you and your friends out somewhere
Day 99 - A picture that was first on your facebook.
Day 100 - A picture of the person you love

14 August 2011

tulog na nga ko. tsk.

andami kong gustong ikwento pero .. gusto ko ng matulog .. hay!!! kulang ang 24 hours sa dami ng kailangan kong gawin!! kailangan kaya ako matatapos !!! hahay !!! gusto ko na lang magkwento ng magkwento .. :D

USERS.


Partners help each other undress b4 sex..

However, after sex, they aLways dress on their own..

Lesson:
in life, even d person hus nearest 2u

wont always try 2 help u after They GET what they WANT..

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Tama!!! Excellent example! Totoong totoo. Hay nako .. mga user !! Pagkatapos makuha ang nais echapwera ka na!! Tapos maaalala ka na lang ulit pag kailangan ka nanaman !! tsk!

Pero salamat sa kanila . dahil sa kanila natuto akong maging tulad nila .. akala nila ah .. marunong akong gumanti .. sabihin na nilang user ako .. well .. ginagawa ko lang sa kanila ang ginawa nila sakin .. ganti-ganti din .. XD

ams. tft ~


Hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon Bad Influence ang BARKADA,

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sadyang may mga bagay lang na masarap gawin kapag sila ang KASAMA. :)


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Namiss ko sila . infairness ..

My ever loved friends .. :D

Kahit kailan di ko sila ipagpapalit kahit na kanino .. ! :D

ang selfish ..! hahaha! sayo ba?? !! XD



Bakit ba ang FACEBOOK
tanong nang tanong,
"What’s on your mind"
eh ikaw lang naman ang nasa isip ko
alangan namang i-share kita

para ano?
i-Like ka ng iba

NO WAY!!!

DASAL NG ISANG NAGMAMAHAL:



Lord , Please Give Me A Sign Kung Siya Na Nga..
Pero Kung Hindi Siya....
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eeeeh! Siya Na Lang Po Please?









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hahahaha !! Parang ako lang e .. hai. Kaso kahit anong gawin kong dasal .. di na magiging akin yun .. pagmamay-ari na siya ng iba . :'(

nga naman . XD


aanhin mo pa ang matamis na tawagan?
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kung sa kanya naman ito’y gaguhan.
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mainam pang magmurahan,
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at least bukal sa kalooban.. ^_^

ouch!! hahaha!!!

Yung feeling na may narinig kang kanta

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tas naalala mo siya :/


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Ainako ..ayokong ayokong nito. Nakakainis . alam mo yun. Yung tipong lahat na lang ng favorite song mo na maipe-play maaalala mo siya.. badtrip! Kaya ako, di ko ugaling nagkakaroon ng theme song pag may boyfriend ako .. at ayoko din ng nakanta kami ..nakakainis. Yung huli lang e . nadali ako kasi mahilig sa mga kanta .. ayan tuloy .. antagal bago ako makamove on. Pag nakakarinig ako ng mga kantang trip namin noon at mga dinedicate niya sakin .. ainako! emo na ko! hahaha!!!

paghihintay ..

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Kailan mo ba malalamang kailangan mo ng huminto sa paghihintay?? Kailan mo ba malalaman na wala ng pag-asa?? Ang hirap. Lalo na kung may pinanghahawakan ka. Minsan naisip ko, di rin maganda ang mga pangako. Kasi kadalasan, kahit alam mong di na dapat, umaasa ka pa rin kasi may iniwang pangako sayo at dun ka dumedepende. Kasi pag bumitaw ka dun tapos biglang andyan na siya ulit ikaw pa ang masisisi.

Pero napansin ko lang .. sa mga ganitong pagkakataon nagagamit ng maigi ang 'wisdom'. Dapat alam mo ang tamang desisyon .. desisyon na alam mong di mo pagsisisihan dahil ginusto mo.

Pero tama talaga ang nakalagay dito. Di lahat ng bagay nadadaan sa paghihintay. Dapat sinusunggaban, kung hindi naman .. dapat .. pinakakawalan na lang ..

Great is the Lord - Hillsong :D

God of this City - Chris Tomlin



So inspiring. Yan ang kantang kakantahin namin sa Anniversary .. :D Nakakapangilabot in the sense na sobrang totoo at nakakapagbigay ng hope sa gitna ng mga kaguluhan sa mundo .. :D

THERE IS NO ONE LIKE OUR GOD .. !!!!

05 August 2011

Friend of Mine



I so love this song. Wala lang .. feel na feel ko lang.. ewan ko ba. ahai ...

02 August 2011

Nalulungkot ako ngayong bisperas ng kaarawan ko .. :(

Ilang minuto na lang bday ko na .. pero ewan ko ba .. parang nalulungkot talaga ako. Hindi pala parang .. kasi matamlay talaga ako ngayon .. malungkot talaga. Ewan ko ba. Nagi-guilty kasi ako .. napansin ko parang andami palang taong nagmamahal sakin pero .. ansama ko sa kanila. Hindi ko pinapansin ang efforts nila. Taken for granted ko sila. Alam mo yun. Nakakalungkot talaga. Nalulungkot ako sa ugali ko. Napakasama ko. Ayoko na nga. Nakakainis lang. hay. Ansama ko talaga. Napakasama ko. Ayoko na.

Insulto?!

Ganda ko eh. XD

Partey! partey!

Sarap ng feeling ... haha!

Astig talaga pag Saturday. Daming cartoons.

Feeling malinis pag kaka toothbrush lang.

Feeling ko astig ako e. hahaha!

Parang wala naman. haha!

AUGUST=ATTITUDE

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind-hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

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Outgoing personality = NO. I'm not friendly and I'm not comfortable starting conversations with other people .. but I'm not too bad. .. I entertain people who talks first to me.

Takes risk = My job.

Feeds on attention = I don't want having the attention of others. So no.

Self control = my weakest point.

Kind-hearted = at times. :D

Self confident = NO.

Loud and boisterous = sometimes

Very revengeful = of course. XD

Easy to get along with and talk to = Yes, but sometimes, it depends.

Has an "everything's peachy" attitude = Not all the time .. but I'm trying.

Likes talking and singing = talking only. XD

Loves music = not so.

Daydreamer = I'm a topnotcher.

Easily distracted = not so but sometimes, it depends on the distraction.

Hates not being trusted = Yeah right.

Big imagination = yeah, yeah, yeah ... I'm an expert.

Loves to be loved = who doesn't?

Hates studying = not really studying. It's the people around me that I hate.

In need of "that someone" = Yeah, I admit.

Longs for freedom = I'm already free. :D

Rebellious when withheld or restricted = no, I'm not.

Lives by "no pain, no gain" caring = hmm .. not always. haha.

Always a suspect = Definitely. I don't know why.

Playful = not so.

Mysterious = :D

"Charming" or "Beautiful" to everyone = none of the two.

Stubborn = before. hahaha!

Curious = super.

Independent = I'm working on it.

Strong willed = before and sort of now. :D

A fighter = yes.