De Moi

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Love usually ends in pain and hurt…but that doesn't mean that it’s not worth it.~~

10 March 2010

goodbye...may you live in peace...

I don't regret erasing all your contact numbers...your comments on my web pages....all of my connections with you...even with this blog....I even don't regret and won't regret erasing you in my heart...

I can live without you...

At first I was afraid of losing you 'coz I thought you're the only one I have..

But I was wrong...

I have lots of them other than you...

And if I don't have anyone else...

I won't mind about it...

I've already experienced living alone...

You said you don't care??

I as well don't care...

You know what, I'll tell the truth..

It hurts to know that we've been and we have to get through this...

But if it's the only way I won't hurt you anymore...

Then let it be..

I don't mind sacrificing my happiness for somebody else,,

I love and I think I'm destined to sacrifice for someone else...

Sacrifice....then got nothing....

Well, Let me tell you this...

I LOVE YOU AS I LOVE YOU BEFORE..
I CARE FOR YOU..

I thought you understand me...

But I was wrong...

Now I know...

No one in this world could ever stand being with me,...

No can can love me...

Thanks.

For everything.

Your patience is really amazing.

Don't worry...

I know God has given you a reward for being patient with my attitude...

And you know what's that reward?

YOUR FREEDOM.
AND YOUR
YOUR HAPPINESS.

And you know what...?

I prayed to God for you to have it...

And now it's in your hands..

And I can feel how much you enjoy it.,..

It pains me right now..

For this moment...

I even cried in front of so many strangers in a jeepney a while ago...

My tears can't wait home...

But I promise...

It would be the last time I'll cry for you...

Congratulations my dear!

Hope you'll enjoy your life...

Having me out of your life...

Forget everything about me..

If you want to live peacefully...

Thank you again.

Thank you for this pain.

I love it.

'coz I was born to be lonely...

I don't deserve happiness in my life...

I know you know that...

'coz you know me more than anyone else...

I know you'll agree with that...

Don't worry...

Soon I'll be gone...

REALLY GONE..

And if it happens all the people in this world could breath normally..

And I know you'll be one of "them" who'll be extremely happy..

It won't take too long...

I'm still gathering some courage to do it,,..

Continue hurting me with your words...

So I won't think twice someday...

If I decided to disobey God's commandment..

I told you...

I could do anything...

Even sacrifice my own happiness and life...

For those that I love...

And you're one of them..



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