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Love usually ends in pain and hurt…but that doesn't mean that it’s not worth it.~~

14 December 2012

yeah right?!






I'm so tired of begging for you to stay. Now that you chose to stay AWAY, then, I have nothing left to do but let you fly. Anyway, it doesn't matter. I'll still live my life without you. You're not a loss.

I still believe ... in LOVING YOU!



I'd sing to you all our songs Ga.




When I get older, losing my hair, many years from now
Will you still be sending me a valentine, birthday greetings, bottle of wine?
If I'd been out 'til quarter to three, would you lock the door?
Will you still need me, will you still feed me when I'm sixty-four?

You'll be older too
Ah, and if you say the word, I could stay with you

I could be handy, mending a fuse when your lights have gone
You can knit a sweater by the fireside, Sunday mornings, go for a ride
Doing the garden, digging the weeds, who could ask for more?
Will you still need me, will you still feed me when I'm sixty-four?

Every summer we can rent a cottage
In the Isle of Wight if it's not to, dear
We shall scrimp and save
Ah, grandchildren on your knee, Vera, Chuck and Dave

Send me a postcard, drop me a line stating point of view
Indicate precisely what you mean to say, yours sincerely wasting away
Give me your answer, fill in a form, mine forever more
Will you still need me, will you still feed me when I'm sixty-four?





Would you believe that I don't miss him right now?

05 December 2012

It's unfair.




It's only you ga!



I remembered before, he used to tell me that I never get out of his mind. He always want me to know that he keeps thinking of me wherever he is and whatever he is doing. But now ... everything has changed. He never uttered the exact words but his actions showed to me the real thing ... that now, I don't even cross his mind. It hurts. It really hurts. 

I miss the old days. They're not too old for you to forget. :/




... the steps that I'll have to take




Prelim exams next week. Oh well, everything's light this semester (again) and it bothers me. Really. Does this mean I have to expect fourth year to be on it's hardest? NO!!!!

Anyway, I'm not pressured for next week. It's just that ... I've realized that I'll have to work a little harder this time, especially that distractions are already out of my way. So I have to persevere, focus and .... work for better grades at the end of this sem. :D

After next week, I'll just have to work on the two coming terms and then another one year (two semesters, 6 terms) and then .... I'm finally FREE!!!!! :DDDDD

I'm giving you up, and I promise I'll get up.


I will miss the hugs, ga. :(


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