~soooo high school. :D

I DON'T KNOW..
BUT ONE THING'S FOR SURE ... 

Kung maaalala mong mahal kita, balik ka lang. Mamahalin pa rin kita. :">


Ga ........... kalimutan mo na lahat ng ala alang meron tayo ... wag lang yung katotohanan na noon, hanggang ngayon at sa marami pang bukas ... mahal pa rin kita. Ikaw lang, wala ng iba. 

Balik ka lang, MAMAHALIN PA RIN KITA ............ 

I thought I did accepted it, but I was so wrong. I wish I could admit to myself that you ... you are now just a part of my yesterday, a past that cannot be changed, never forgotten and erased. It hurts whenever I tell that fact to myself. I cannot ACCEPT it, and that's my biggest problem. And now, I'm hurt. Only a brain damage might help me right now .... so I could never ever think of you anymore. I wish ... I really wish that you and our memories would be deleted in my mind ..forever. Wish I could, wish I might. 

Exhausted. :/

I don't know exactly why I feel this way. But thank God, He answered my prayers right away. 

Is this really is it? 

That wishing for both of our good would result to a pain that only my blades can stop hitting inside my heart?? 

I'M SORRY FOR THAT, BUT I'M TIRED OF LIES AND USED TO INSULTS.

ACCEPT IT. RIGHT NOW. HE'S NEVER COMING BACK, AND HE DOESN'T DESERVE A COME BACK EITHER.

I've browsed some of my older posts in 2012 ... and I end up crying. The hurt was not here, though I pity myself for loving a man who doesn't even care. I'll get through this one day. And if we'll ever meet again, I'd swear he'd see how wonderful I've been without him .... 

Seriously.

But I don’t care about just anyone. 
I care about you.
And I wonder if you think of me even half as much as I think of you…