I've been loving him more as the days pass by .........

Despite of  all the pain I have felt this past few days, I still love him. No question about that. The hatred inside just vanishes away when I feel the love flowing in my veins once again. 

When I browse different things on the internet, I can't help but imagine myself doing and going this and that with him. It's always with him. I can't dream without him on it. He's always a part of me.

We have always been talking about the things we would want to do. I failed to write a list, but I will try to gather what I have the fondest of memory. 

When tough times come to us, I panic. I actually come to a point that I nearly quit and leave. But when I remember these things, it keeps me going. We still have a lot of things to do together. We have promised that we will not be apart until all these are fulfilled. :)

(RANDOM)

1. Go to Enchanted Kingdom.
2. Go to Avilon Zoo
3. Go to Manila Zoo
4. Go to Malabon Zoo
5. Jogging at MOA
6. Walk through Roxas Boulevard
7. Eat at the Pizza All You Can in SM Manila (failed)
8. Watch Taken 2 (failed)
9. Watch a Comedy Film
10. Watch a Romantic Film
11. Watch a Horror Film
12. Do our hobby in school
13. Jogging and biking at CCP
14. Record our songs
15. Sing in a videoke / music room
16. Go to Clark
17. Go to Subic
18. Go and swim at Splash Island 
19. Live together after 1 1/2 years
20. Build a home with two doors in the main entrance and with mirrors around the room :)
21. Have one remembrance of our love
22. Buy identical cell phones (we have it right now, but we want another model)
23. Bathe in the rain (and have a sweet kiss)
24. Bring him in his place.
25. (October 14, 2012) Go to Nagcarlan Underground Cemetery
26. Banchetto @ Araneta Center, Cubao
27. Eat Lots a Pizza
28. Buy identical flash drives
29. Celebrate our first anniversary on February 29, 2016
30. Send each other a mail in the Post Office in Manila.
31. Tour me in Tarlac.
32. Experience zip line together.

This is all I could remember, so far. I would try to ask him again what else we wish to do, and I promise to put all of it here. :))) 

The Rizal Park

The place that until my next life, I will never forget. :')

Last Ocotber 9, 2012, I have been here with the one that I love. It was not a planned trip tough. He had invited me to be there. I've always been telling him that one day, we should go there. Now, it happened. 

I failed to bring my camera :( but then, the memories will forever be in my heart and my mind. It was one of the most romantic thing that ever happened to me, really. Whenever I reminisce every scene, I can't help but cry and wish it didn't stop.

To cut the short story even shorter, we went to the middle part in from of this monument. There, he had kissed me so passionately, it made me melt. My knees literally got weak. It was such a nice drama. Then, he told me that it was the start of our new beginning. He again kissed me. He lifted me and turned round and round. What is so nice about the scene? It's that there is no other people there but us. Others are a few meters away from us, staring and watching our romantic scene.

I've never imagined in my 20 years of existence that it will ever happen in my life. That kind of a romantic scene? It's one of the corniest things, but it happened to me and I love it. :) 

I just love him more and more each day. I hope this day would end immediate.  I'm missing him so much right now.