Someone Who Believes In You

When there's a dark storm on your horizon
And you think you can't get through it
Just put your hand in my hand
And I'll show you how to do it

When the future looks uncertain
You can count on me to be there
And when your heart and soul are hurtin'
Just look and you'll see me there

Just follow where I lead
I'll give you what you need
A love that's always true
And someone who believes in you

So when you're searching for that rainbow
I will help you find it
And when a mountain stands before you
I will help you climb it

Just follow where I lead
I'll give you what you need
A love that's always true
And someone who believes in you

It's time to come alive
Your moment has arrived
I'll bring out the best in you
We can have it all
No, we will never fall
Looking down from our celestial view

Just follow where I lead
I'll give you what you need
And I'll tell you something else
You'll start believing in yourself
It's an easy thing to do
When you have someone who believes in you

Someone who believes
Someone who believes
I'm someone who believes
And you've got someone who believes in you

Calling Your Name Again

I wake up in the dark
Silence brings me to my senses
I wonder where you are
Then I feel a pain, a pain in my heart
Cause I'm living without your love
And I'm all alone for the first time
And it doesn't seem to be a dream
A dream that will be over



All the words you said
Weren't enough to fool this heartache
Memories in my head
Aren't enough to stop me falling apart
Cause I'm living without your love
And maybe it won't be the last time



I don't know how much more I can take
Hope is wide awake and here I go



(*) Calling your name again
Thinking of all that we two had before
There's got to be more this I know
Calling your name again
Remembering all the love you gave to me
And how we used to be



I think of what's to come
Then I turn and see your picture
The tears begin to fall
And soon I can make sense of nothing at all
Cause I'm living without your love
Hoping that I'll make it this time



Something tells me this is not the end
Wish I could pretend but here I go

What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

I wish you knew how much I love u

For you .. my YEN .. :(

so help me God ..

To call or not to call?? 

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

GTG to Puregold .. :)

Sulitin ang sem break! Yahoo!!! hahaha!

This is what I have been longing for .. . ..

Naalala ko nanaman siya. :'(

sooooo sweeeettttt!

wwweeeeeeee!!!

A mother tiger lost her cubs due to premature labour. Shortly after, she became depressed and her health declined. She was later diagnosed with depression. Since tigers are endangered, every effort was made to secure her health. Zoologists wrapped piglets up in tiger-print cloth, and presented them to the mother tiger. She now loves these piglets and treats them like her own. And needless to mention, her health is back on track. ♥
Yes, they ALL have feelings....just like we do. And yes, their feelings ought to be respected. They shouldn’t have to suffer because of our ignorance and ego.

~just saw this from Facebook. :)

Bubbly :)

I may say that October 22, 2011 was not my day. It's as if everything was ruined. Of course there are a lot of blessings that I had but there are also a lot of misfortunes and waste-of-time things that I have done. Yeah, I should not look at the negative side of my day, but I just can't simply ignore everything especially that those things are what made my whole day.

So what happened?

Morning:

-not enough sleep because of last night's torment

-no breakfast. geee!

-having my flash player crash

-ruined editing of the next book I want to read

-someone I've been texting with didn't sent any reply

Afternoon

-late meal

-unable to sleep (that's why I'm so sleepy right now)

-doing absolutely nothing in front of this computer

-I have not received my most awaited text message (which resulted for not accomplishing a task. tsk)

-not able to go out early (as planned. tsk. it sucks.)

Evening

-I am with my super annoying sister (I hate her today)

-not able to meet a person after I have brought everything that he asked from me

-unable to listen well from the 'talk'

-hating myself for being such a bad girl

- texting a user classmate

-being annoyed with a classmate who finds me disgusting (which is, she is more disgusting than me.. swear!)

-unable to ride the right jeepney (that's why I came home soooooooo late ... 12:45 am I think)

These are the not-so-good things that happened to me .. but you know what?! After experiencing all this and cursing myself for it, my day was save (before it actually turn out to be the worst). 

While I was unconsciously (jk) walking to Kabihasnan .. My eyes have caught this guy in a jeepney ... who looked so familiar to me. I have looked at him for about 30 seconds (that long) before I have recognized him. He was my classmate, Justin. He wears I think pink (if I'm not mistaken .. well he's inside a jeepney and I can't see him clearly) and he has this black and white scarf. He waved at me and flaunted his sensational smile (wooooohooooo!!!!). Of course, I smiled and waved back.

That was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo amazing. I mean, a smile .. could actually turn my whole ruined day into a refreshing one. That's how magical his smile is. Like every morning when I went to school, I am always in a bad mood .. but whenever I see his huge smile towards me .. I feel better. 

I don't think I have a crush on him .. I mean .. I don't feel any weird thing in me. It's just that I like the way he smile because it affects me .. in a way that it can convert my anger into happiness. 

Until now I can't forget that scenario earlier. That was so cooooooool. I thank him, even if he doesn't know ... for ending up my day positively. 

If you'd see him in person, you'd know what I mean. His bubbly face would remain in my mind as I sleep tonight. :)

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I am so blessed by the way. The 'talk'  a while ago was so timely and inspirational. 

I thank God for everything and I love Him sooooooooooooo much. :)

Renewable Marriage

Just to inform you, Renewable Marriage is having an expiration date on the marriage license. It is a proposed bill here in the Philippines that pursue a 10 year life span for a marriage license. After this period, the couple have the opportunity to decide whether they want to renew it or not. If not renewed, it means that their marriage have been nulled or void or simply, they are separated.

It was a bill made by very intelligent minds. How could someone think of it? He or I may say, they are really men of brains. 

But well, if you would ask me if I am in favor of this, well, ... let me tell you this.

I am not yet a professional and I admit that I know very minimal about this issue. I may not be a reliable person to talk about this, but please just bear with me as I share whatever a mind of a typical teenager has regarding this subject. 

As a Christian, of course I am not in favor of this, especially that the Catholic Church, which I have been one, is after the sanctity of marriage. It is not a game, it is a commitment not only between the couple but also with God. Married people have promised that they will love each other until their last breath, so the expiration of marriage is not good to consider. 

Also, if it would actually happen, when most couples felt tired about their marriage without any valid reason, they would just wait for that expiration date. The one who will be left out will be severely affected, most especially their kids. This would also increase the number of broken families in our society. 

Moreover, this idea would also trigger individuals to take marriage as a 'trial and error' thing. This would also promote infidelity, and it simply tells us that we could try everybody, which is very disgusting. It was like prostitution being legalized. It would actually spread sex-related diseases, which would contradict the other hot bill, which is the reproductive health bill in some ways like when you try this woman, then after ten years another woman... then another on the next. But yeah, it would also support the RH Bill by having safe sex within couples especially when they have planned and have known that after ten years they will separate, so they should not have kids so that no one will be affected. 

See how disgusting this idea goes? And if this happens, where's the love? This thing that keeps everyone going and alive, where would it be? Do you think there will still be love after these things? It's as if marriage would not be out of love but out of nothing, just a mere lust and attraction.

Also, if this would ever happen, it will just be an additional burden to families because they have to pay every ten years for the renewal of the license. It would be very stressful.

But well, if more personal reasons would be taken, a part of my mind actually agrees with it. Like if it would ever happen, I could have the opportunity to marry the man that I love even if he's married right now. I'll just have to wait for their marriage's expiry and then we could do what we want. Also, it would be a great test to a husband because after ten years and then when he choose to still renew your marriage, it would prove how much he loves you, which is a very sweet thing. 

But well at the end, this would affect everybody and more on negative side effects, so this is not favorable. I may wish to have that man who have already been taken by someone else, but I don't want to ruin his children's life (but if they don't have children, I will push myself for it. Just kidding!). After all, I don't want to experience being left behind by my husband someday .... and I can't imagine myself when my husband would tell me that he doesn't want to renew our marriage anymore. It would hurt me a lot.

The faithful husband. :) I love it. :)

;' )

yiheee!!!!!!!!!!!! parang ako lang kagabi .. :)

The DEADLY Terms! Bwahahahahahahaha!!!!

What about the girl stupid enough to love you after you've married another? IS SHE THE ONE? :)

The essence of a WOMAN

I have seen this last night in Facebook. I don't have any accurate knowledge about the unit and measures of pain, but reading this have really made me stand up on my sit, applaud and salute all the moms out there. Yeah, I know I look stupid but well, this is incredible. This is really amazing. 

Women are the carriers of life that God has made. They are the ones who take care of it in their wombs. Isn't it very hard to have something inside your tummy for 9 months? Yes, women's body are built for it, but imagine the sacrifice they undergo for it. For that span of time they are living their lives not just for themselves but also for that special someone inside them who needs them so much. Isn't it  fearful while you wait for that 9th month? Just think of yourself in the 8th month, after all the precautions .. the days are passing so fast .. you have to be ready for that final day. The Labor Day. One of the most painful days. And of course, the DELIVERY.

This is something that we should always keep in our minds and hearts. Our MOMS are not ordinary people. They are EXTRAORDINARY. They are SPECIALLY MADE by GOD for a special mission ..and that is, to take care of us in their womb. 

Now, if you are living whether a good or bad life right now, it's not a reason to hate your mom and blame her for having you here in this world. THE MERE FACT THAT YOU ARE ALIVE IS SOMETHING YOU SHOULD THANK FOR. Especially if you're a boy, you would never experience this sacrifice, so whatever grudges you have against women, just shut your mouth up.

I personally want, of course, to have my own children someday. Before, I was really afraid about this idea because they say it is very painful to bear a child. But well, it's what women are made for. .. and that's what I look forward to. :)