Taylor Swift - Back To December

Lord, I pray for him .. whatever it is he is in right now. In Jesus' name I pray, AMEN.

Pag-ibig Ko Sanay Mapansin

This was the song I have sang for my ex boyfriend when we are in Batangas during our retreat... I've just remembered. hahaha! :))

Before, I used to say .. "Las Piñas siya, Cavite ako .. " because he lives in LPC and I'm in Cavite. :))

I don't know how was he right now. We last talked during our graduation day in the year 2005. Well, I don't care about him.

I've just thought .. before, when I was younger, I wished that whoever you had or loved that time, that was the one that will God give you. But fortunately, it isn't. If so, I will be sure now that he's the one, and thinking about it, it sucks! hahaha! Of course I say this because my love for him was already gone .. but being in love with him was one of the most stupid things I have done in my life. hahaha!

DI KO NA KAYA .. PROMISE. T . T

'Di ko na kaya pang itago
Ang nararamdaman sa iyo

Umaasang ikaw sana'y mayakap

'Di ko na kaya pang ilihim
Nasasaktan lang ako

Sa 'king pag-iisa, hinahanap ka

CHORUS

'Di ko kailangan ng kayamanan

Puso mo ang tangi kong inaasam

Hindi ko kayang ikaw ay malayo
Mawalay ka sa piling ko

Sana ay ikaw ang kapalaran

Sa bawat araw ay aking mahahagkan

Habang ang buhay ko ay narito

Handa kong ibigay sa iyo

INTERLUDE

[Repeat 2nd Stanza]

[Repeat CHORUS]

BRIDGE

Kay sarap damhin

Ang tunay na pagmamahal

Katulad nitong pag-ibig ko sa 'yo

CHORUS

'Di ko kailangan ng kayamanan

Puso mo ang tangi kong inaasam

Hindi ko kayang ikaw ay malayo

Mawalay ka sa piling ko

Sana ay ikaw ang kapalaran

Sa bawat araw ay mahahagkan

Habang ang buhay ko ay narito

Handa kong ibigay sa iyo

Shocks .. ang hirap itago. T . T

            Alam mo yung pakiramdam na in love ka ..at alam na alam mo yun ..at di mo man lang masabi kahit kanino .. kasi walang mapagkatiwalaan sa paligid mo .. kasi alam mong lahat sila di maiintindihan ang pinagdadaanan mo ... Nakakaasar right? Hindi mo malaman kung nasasaktan ka ba o ano e .. may kakaibang feeling kasi sa dibdib. Grabe. Parang nagpipigil lang ng galit. Ang hirap. Parang di ako makahinga. Parang kasalanan pag nabanggit ko siya. Grabe talaga. Ayoko ng ganito. Nakakainis. Kaya naiinggit ako sa mga taong may bestfriend na well trusted talaga e... buti pa sila may napagsasabihan ng nararamdaman nila. Ako wala. Oo, siguro nga kasalanan ko rin dahil bakit di ako magtiwala kahit kanino sa dami ng taong nakapaligid sakin . e kasi naman .. kung ikaw nasa kalagayan ko ngayon maiintindihan mo ako for sure. Ang hirap mabuhay kung napapaligiran ka ng mga taong ang gusto sila lang ang pinakikinggan. Tapos yung iba naman nangangakong papakinggan ka pero huhusgahan ka naman. Yung iba naman sadyang wala lang talagang interes sayo. Ang hirap. Nakakaiyak. Ahai ... ayoko talaga ng ganito .. :((((((((

NEVER QUIT. NO MATTER WHAT. :))

A quitter never wins .. 

So I will never quit ... 

Until I win your heart ♥. :))

Jet Lag

Soundtrip!! :) GOOD MORNING!

Pampasaya sa Tanghali. LOLz! :)

BONGBONG: can we talk?
NOYNOY: who you?
BONGBONG: kapal mo! you deleted my number na?
NOYNOY: kupal ka pala eh. sino ka ba?
BONGBONG: gago! senator BONGBONG here.
NOYNOY: tae ka! why would i have your #?

BONGBONG: di ka ba talaga pwedeng makausap nang matino?
NOYNOY: di tayo close, you know that!
BONGBONG: ulol! we have a lot of things in common, tandaan mo ‘yan.
NOYNOY: magkaiba tayo.
BONGBONG: ‘di ah! pangalan pa lang natin, pareho na! bong-bong! noy-noy!
NOYNOY: tanga! anong pareho dun!? magkaiba ‘yon. ferdinand ka, benigno ako.
BONGBONG: see? kapangalan pa natin ang ating mga ama.
NOYNOY: bobo! junior ka, the third ako. malaki ang difference no’n.
BONGBONG: pati sa mga kapatid natin, may similarity tayo. ‘yong panganay naming si ate IMEE: saksakan nang ‘tigas ng ulo noong dalaga. kapag nagustuhan ang lalaki, nagrerebelde.
NOYNOY: sira! hindi ganun ang panganay naming si ate ballsy.
BONGBONG: ha-ha-ha! sinong may sabing si ballsy ang tinutukoy ko?
NOYNOY: huwag mong idamay si viel, tahimik ‘yon.
BONGBONG: sige na nga. regards na lang kay kris. joke!
NOYNOY: namemersonal ka na!
BONGBONG: ikaw ang nagsimula!

NOYNOY: fault ko pa? sino bang sumisira sa diwa ng edsa? singapore your face! I’ve got two words for you: “martial law!”
BONGBONG: ah gano’n? babalikan na naman natin ang nakaraan? do not provoke me!
NOYNOY: really? here’s another: “marcos cronies!”
BONGBONG: pakyu ka! “kamag-anak incorporated!”

NOYNOY: “plaza miranda bombing!”
BONGBONG: “mendiola massacre!” hoy! wala kang alam sa history! si joma sison ang nambomba sa plaza miranda! ‘yon ang nasa libro ni ka jovy salonga!
NOYNOY: ah basta!
BONGBONG: ha-ha-ha naubusan ka na ng bala!

NOYNOY: noong panahon ng tatay mo, walang freedom of the press!
BONGBONG: noong panahon ng nanay mo, walang kuryente!

NOYNOY: marcos billions sa europa!
BONGBONG: whatever! hacienda luisita!
NOYNOY: engot! in five years, ipapamahagi na namin ‘yon!
BONGBONG: i don’t believe you! gawin mo muna!

NOYNOY: wala ka na sa Bagong Lipunan. wake up!
BONGBONG: wala ka na sa poder ng nanay mo, grow up!

NOYNOY: teka nga! bakit ka ba text nang text?
BONGBONG: eh bakit reply ka nang reply?
NOYNOY: ano ba talagang gusto mo?
BONGBONG: simple lang, state funeral and an honorable burial para sa aking tatay sa Libingan ng mga Bayani.

NOYNOY: that’s not for me to decide.
BONGBONG: i’m not surprised.
NOYNOY: what do you mean?
BONGBONG: wushuuu! aminin mo, hindi naman talaga ikaw ang nagdedecide sa government kundi ang mga taong nakapaligid sa ‘yo eh!

NOYNOY: that’s democracy.
BONGBONG: that’s weakness.

NOYNOY: hindi ako diktador!
BONGBONG: oops, i’m sorry mr. symbolic president.
NOYNOY: sumusobra ka na! ang pagiging sobra ang dahilan kung bakit kayo pinalayas ng people power sa edsa. you’re way out of line!

BONGBONG: out of line??? no! we’re so back! isa sa senado, isa sa kamara at isang gobernadora.
NOYNOY: WALANG STATE BURIAL!
BONGBONG: ha-ha-ha, now you’re talking! fine!

NOYNOY: tapusin na natin ‘tong usapang ‘to. stop txting me!
BONGBONG: agad? i’m just warming up.
NOYNOY: maghanap ka ng kausap mo.
BONGBONG: may ipapakilala akong chick. 25 lang. maputi, mahilig sa jazz music.
NOYNOY: huwag mo akong daanin sa babae. sa dami ng problema ng bansa these days, women are the least of my concerns.
BONGBONG: talaga? ok. fine. bye!
NOYNOY: sandali lang!!! chinita ba?

Note: BONGBONG Marcos didn’t reply. An aide said, “Na-check operator services po si Sir.”

Muntik Na Kitang Minahal

I so love this song.. !!! :D

I'm bored. :I

I wasn't supposed to be bored. I should have been very busy right now because I have to finish everything before noon time, but still I don't do anything. Yes, I might look stupid, but all I do is stare in my monitor and that's it. I have already spent an hour doing that. tsss.... 

Well, ah .. I confess that I am missing so badly right now. I don't know who, but I am longing for someone. Yeah, I just need to have someone beside me, which I don't. The fact that I am here all alone in our house kills me, even if I am so used to it. I feel lonely. I feel empty. I am free to go out and have fun, but I prefer to stay here inside my room and just sit. I feel tired .. I don't know why. Ah... I'm really bored to death. I hope I could write anything right now .. something sensible.  Ah. !!!!!

Wherever You Will Go

I don't wanna miss a thing

Whenever I hear this song, I remember a classmate way back when I was in third year high school. It was a sunny morning, we are having our intramural and our foundation week as well. There are different booths and one of them is the 'Most Requested Song Booth'. He was so funny because he keeps on requesting this song and he would actually spend all his money for it. That week, we were amazingly very close with each other, which isn't usual during normal school days. My friends were like, "What's going on with you two?" and they believe that the song he always requested was for me. We just laughed about it.

Well, after that week, we have parted. I mean, not literally, but we were back to our normal lives, not too close from each other. We still talk, but as usual classmates. It was just like a .. one week happy bonding. No emotions attached. Maybe a bit physical, but it didn't exceed to the limit. :)

I've just shared this because it's one of the memories I want to stay here in my blog. I know someday I would be forgetting these kind of memories, so for now, let me cherish it as I can. :)

It's wrong for me to stay and love you .. .

Fate led you straight to me
You came and suddenly
I was weak beyond control
I had given you my soul
My life was no longer mine.

Chorus:
I love you more than life itself
I never loved anyone else
I've tried to stop myself so many times
It hurts me
A love like ours
Where can it go?
I must be strong
'Cause now i know
It's wrong for me to stay and love you.

One life won't let love grow
It has no place to go
So you tell yourself be strong
But the world tells you you're wrong
'Cause life has the final say.
(Repeat Chorus)
(Instrumental)

Coda:
A love like ours
Where can it go?
I must be strong
'Cause now I know
It's wrong for me to say
Wrong for me to stay
And love you
And love you.

The only thing I can't wait for. LOL

You're weird and that's what I like most about you. :)

iwantyou

I know you don't know this, but all I really want is you. i wish I could have you for at least a day. I just want to experience how it is to call you as my own. I really want you. I want you so badly that if this would happen even in my dreams, I will surely beg the Lord not to wake me up anymore. I know you don't want me, I don't care about it. I WANT YOU. IT'S ONLY YOU WHOM I AM WISHING FOR. IT'S ONLY YOU THAT I LIKE. IT'S YOU THAT I LOVE.

WAIT

This is one thing that I have been an expert of. I am fond of waiting. I used to be impatient before, but now I learned how to wait. Well, it's one of the worst things a man can do. To wait is to kill yourself, especially when you are waiting for something you don't know if will ever come. 

There is just one thing that I have been waiting for. It's you. LOL. Kidding aside, I was actually waiting for someone .. but .. ah .. I'm murdering myself. The outcome appears to be impossible, but still I'm hoping. I won't stop waiting and hoping until the answer is in my hands.

IT KILLS ME. REALLY.

Yes. I admit it. NOT TALKING TO YOU KILLS ME. It's as if talking to you has been a very important part of my life. It's like a life support that once it is taken out, I would die. It's like oxygen that I need in every second of my life. It's like food that once I forgot to take up, I will feel dizzy and I have less energy. That's how precious your time for me is. That's how I value you in my life. The simple things like talking to you is my life.

I just have this one wish ... please. .. STAY and TALK TO ME ALWAYS. :)

Laugh Trip to grabe! XD