11

Remember, remember, the 11th of September.


Weird Coincidences:
...
1) New York City has 11 letters


2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.


3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened todestroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.


4) George W Bush has 11 letters.


5) The two twin towers make an “11″


This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:


1) New York is the 11th state.


2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11.

3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11


4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers.
6+5 = 11


5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11


6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911.
9 + 1 + 1 = 11.


Sheer coincidence. .?!

Read on and make up your own mind:


1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.


2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year.
Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.


3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11.


4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers incident.


Sheer coincidence. .?! Read on and make up your own mind: Now this is where things get totally eerie:
The most recognized symbol for the US,after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Koran, the Islamic holy book:
“For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah and there was peace.”


That verse is number 9.11 of the Koran.
Still unconvinced about all of this..?!

Try this
Open Microsoft Word and do the following (TRY THIS FOR REAL)


1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.


2. Highlight the Q33 NY


3. Change the font size to 48.


4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS 1.

Friday...nanakawan ako ng digicam. Nakakalungkot talaga pero di ko na lang masyadong inisip....gamit lang naman kasi yun,..napapalitan. Sabi nga nung manong na nasa jeep din,

"Ok nang gamit ang nawala kesa naman buhay mo diba...."

Nanghihinayang ako sa picture dun..oo pinagtatawanan ako nung classmate ko kasi nga yung pictures yung pinanghihinayangan ko..pero kasi yung camera kaya kong palitan pa ulit...kahit kaparehong kapareho pa nun...pero yung mga memories na nandun...buti na lang kaunti lang kaso yung mga pictures yun ng kapatid ko sa GSP niya pati yung mga pictures namin sa MOA. Napaka-careless ko talaga. Nakakainis. Haizt. Hindi ko na kasi mauulit ang mga nakunan dun. Sabi nung mga classmate ko pwede ko naman daw ulitin...pero hindi na. Hindi ko na mauulit na naging GSP ang kapatid ko nung Gr. 5. Di ko na maibabalik na nag-MOA kami. Maaaring may GSP pa next year ang kapatid ko...maaari ring makapag-MOA pa kami..pero di na mauulit yung time na yun...yung mga ngiti...yung lokasyon...magbabago lahat. Di na kami babalik sa original na place. Bumalik man kami maaaring naurong na ng one inch yung paa namin. Alam niyo yun? Di na maibabalik pa muli ang mga iyon....

Kahapon, Sabado. Naging tanga nanaman ako. Nawala ang cell phone ko. Ayoko sanang isipin,..binalewala ko na nga lang kahapon kasi maloloka lang ako pag inisip ko pa. Kaso...nasasaktan talaga ko. Di ko na maitago. Lalo na ngayong nakabili na ko ng bago. Namimiss ko siya. Parang tanga no? Kala mo tao. Para kong nawalan ng syota. Para kong iniwan ng bestfriend. Nawalan na ko ng gana. Hindi naman sa ayaw ko sa bago kong phone. Syempre gusto ko yun ako pumili nun e. Pero kasi...iba pa rin yung dati.

Naalala ko last month ata yun sabi ni Mama palitan ko na daw yung cell phone ko. Sabi ko wag na muna kasi nagagamit ko pa naman siya at isa pa napakahalaga niya talaga sakin. Yung kasi yung unang cell phone na nabili ko sa ipon ko...as in ako ang nag ipon. Yun din ang lagi kong kasama (andrama a!). Yun din ang aking phone diary. Kapag wala akong kasama siya ang sumasalba sakin. Hindi ako nagmumukang tanga kahit na wala akong load. Lahat ng nararamdaman ko nasasabi ko sa kanya...hindi naman niya napalitan ang diary ko pero kasi siya kahit nasaan ako, basta may naisip ako bigla handa siya. Tapos kahit na naihhagis ko siya kapag galit ako ok lang sa kanya...malakas pa rin siya. Andami ko pang pictures dun...gaganda pa naman ng kuha ko.Andun din ang mga messages sakin ng mga dati kong kakilala.

Grabe napaka walang konsensya naman nung nakapulot nun. Hindi man lang binalik sakin. Taga doon lang samin sa Cavite ang nakakuha kaya malamang alam niyang sa tindahan namin niya dapat yun ibalik. Umaasa pa rin akong maibabalik yun. Kahit bilhin ko na lang ulit dun sa nakapulot. Basta makuha ko ulit yung cell phone. Kahit di na yung sim.

Ngayon lang (as in ngayon lang) sinubukan kong tawagan ulit yung phone ko. Ayun nag-ring kaso pinatay nung nakakuha. Hindi pa rin naman ako nawawalan ng pag asa. Alam ko at naniniwala akong makukuha at maibabalik uli sakin yun. Alam kong pinapaasa ko na lang ang sarili ko ngayon..pero as in talaga...aasa ako hangga't nabubuhay ako...

Ayun...nalulungkot pa rin ako..haizt. Nawa'y makuha ko siyang muli. God please! Help me..! Touch the heart of whosoever have my cell phone....

sana di na bumalik.

Kanina in-edit ko ang mga picture namin at ayun gagawin ko na sana ang plano kong i-crop ang picture naming dalawa...kaso parang bigla na lang akong nagsawa sa mukha niya. hahaha. ayos yun...kasi nitong mga nakaraang araw namomroblema talaga ko kung paanong gagawin ko pag na-fall nanaman ako. Syempre ako nanaman ang kawawa kung nagkataon...sasaktan ko nanaman ang sarili ko. Imposible kasing may mangyaring something special saming dalawa e. Kaya dapat talaga hangga't maaga pa matutunan kong kontrolin ang nararamdaman ko at isa pa, sa tingin ko talaga natutuwa lang ako sa atensyong binibigay niya sa akin. Yun lang yun. Haizt! Kaya buti na lang din talaga ayun nawalan ako ng gana kanina...pero tingin ko tuloy pa rin ang plano. hahaha.

Sa Tuesday...sana pag nakita ko siya wala na nga talaga. may isang araw pa ko para kalimutan at itapon ang lahat.

Kaya ko to! :D

ako nanaman ang talo....

for the nth time...ito nanaman ako...nai-in love nanaman sa isang taong suntok sa buwan kung maangkin ko.

bokalista. artista. taga ibang section. taga ibang bansa. kapitbahay. classmate. teacher.

ngayon classmate nanaman.

grabe. ayoko sa lahat yung ganito. yung AKO NANAMAN ANG TALO.

minsan naisip ko bakit hindi na lang kaya binigay ni God agad sa mga tao ang mga nararapat sa kanila para sana wala na lang nasasaktan.

(alam ko sasabihin niyo sagot ni God, "epal ka, ikaw na diyos.")

kaso kung ganun nga ang nangyari,..wala ng thrill. syempre kung binigay na niya agad,,..hindi natin mararanasan ang ibang tao...di natin sila matitikman (o wag green.!) at di tayo makakaranas ng pananabik.

tapos naisip ko rin na bakit hindi na lang yung mahal mo ang ibigay niya.

(yes i know epal nanaman ako...)

pero naisip ko ulit, kung ganito ang nangyari, ang makakatuluyan ko ngayon ay yung una kong minahal...at kung iisipin nakakadiri yun...eeww....ayoko sa kanya.

ayun. so ok na lang din na ganito. no choice e. si God ang may gusto nito.

eto, nag-e-enjoy ako. masaya ako s atensyon at kalandian ng lalaking nagugustuhan ko ngayon. kaso syempre nahihirapan ako kapag naaalala ko kung hanggang saan ko lang dapat ilugar ang sarili ko.

mahirap kapag nalulunod ka na sa emosyon mo. mahirap kapag nalulugmok ka sa pagkakamali sa interpritasyon mo sa pakikitungo niya sayo. mahirap kapag nababaon ka sa pag-asang wala namang patutunguhan. mahirap kapag naiipit ka sa sitwasyong mamimili ka kung bibigay ka o hindi. mahirap kapag nahuhulog ka kahit ayaw mo kasi masasaktan ka.

ewan ko ba. sa tuwing nakikita ko siya masaya ko talaga. sa tuwing lumalapit siya sa akin parang bumabaliktad ang takbo ng buhay ko. sa tuwng hinahawakan niya ko lalo akong nagkakagusto sa kanya.

kailangan habang maaga pa pigilan ko na ang sarili ko. habang kontrolado ko pa ang nararamdaman ko dapat aksyunan ko na to. ayokong masaktan ng dahil din sa katangahan ko. ayokong umiyak sa taong hindi naman nagsabing iyakan ko siya. ayokong masira nanaman ang buhay ko dahil lang sa pagmamahal ko sa isang taong tulad niya.

kaya nga hangga't maaga...iiwasan ko na...pero kaya ko kaya?

sana...sa Martes...pagkakita ko sa kanya...natural na lang ang lahat.

at kung hindi man, sana....nawa....ibigay na lang siya sa akin ng Diyos.

kahit sandali lang..mga 1 year ok na....

:)

kaso imposible yun.

kasi gwapo siya, pangit ako.

haizt.

paanomagingboyfriendsiyen

1. SUPER SWEET. Hindi super sweet si Yen. Kahit kailan di kami nagkaroon ng public display of affection. Sinasabihan naman niya ko ng "I love you" sa harap ng mga kaibigan namin tsaka inaakbayan niya rin naman ako. Pero kahit minsan di ako umasa sa words niya...kasi mas ok siyang magpakita ng love kesa magsalita.

2. CUTE MAGSELOS. Sa lahat ng naging boyfriend ko siya na ang pinaka-cute magselos. Hindi siya mabilis magselos sa tao...kundi sa cartoon character. Para mas specific, yung main character ng Prince of Tennis pinagseselosan niya. Ang babaw. Hindi siya iimik pag tuwang tuwa ako sa character...tapos maya maya papatayin niya bigla ang TV tapos sasabihin, "Wala ka pa rin namang mapapala sa kanya kasi di mo siya nahahawakan...e ako eto katabi mo pa..."

3. EXCLUSIVELY MINE. Hindi rin naman siya mahilig mag-entertain ng iba lalo na pag kasama ako. Masungit siyang lalaki. Pero hindi siya exclusively mine. Yun nga yung naging main issue e. Kasi kung ganun edi sana kami pa.

4. MAKIKITEXT PA SA IBA. Oo gawain niya to. It's what we call "effort". Kahit na walang kwenta ang text ko sa kanya tulad ng, "Good morning" sasagutin niya talaga ako ng "Good morning, I love you" gamit ang kinuha niyang cell phone ng kapatid niya. Minsan nga nag away pa sila dahil last extra load na lang pala ang ginamit niya.

5. RESPECTS ME. Hindi naman siya mahigpit tsaka di nga siya seloso sa tao kaya ok lang sa kanya kahit inuuna ko friends. Nagtatanong siya at nakikinig sa mga opinyon at desisyon ko pero di niya ko kinokontra at dinidiktahan. Hindi niya rin ako binabastos.

6. HINDI MASYADONG MA-PRIDE. Laging siya ang nagso-sorry. Ma-pride ako e.

7. FULL OF SURPRISES. Hindi ako binigyan ng matinong bulaklak nun. Improvised na isang piraso pa. Hindi ako nasu-surprise sa mga ginagawa niya kasi nalalaman ko agad dahil sa kapatid niya na best friend ko. Katulad na lang nung picnic date namin under the tree...nagkunwari lang akong nasorpresa nun.

8. ADDICTED TO ME. Ayoko ng addicted saken kasi mahirap na. Pero pag magkasama kami lagi siyang nakatingin sakin tapos ayun expert yung magnakaw ng halik. Pero ok lang.

9. HONEST AND TRUSTWORTHY. Nag cheat siya saken pero inamin niya rin naman agad. Ang kasalanan niya lang naman di niya agad sinabing hindi na pala pwede. Pero yung ginawa niya bago nabunyag ang katotohanan alam ko yun. Ito gusto ko sa kanya e. Sinasabi niya. At kahit nasasaktan ako ok lang at least naging honest siya.

10. GENTLEMAN. Kalahating gentleman kalahating hindi. Gentleman talaga siya...sweet pa. Kaso pag umuulan lagi niyang tinitiklop ang payong at nakikipaghabulan sakin...at....kinikiss ako pag nahuli ko na siya. :)

11. CAN PROTECT ME. Wala naman akong naging kaaway kaya wala rin siya. Mababait kaming mga bata kaya malayo kami sa gulo. Pero sabi niya pag may nag-attempt na gaguhin ako mas gagaguhin niya.

12. WILL CRY TO ME. Nadevelop nga kami sa isa't isa nung naabutan ko siyang umiiyak sa tennis court at kinomfort ko siya. Iyakin siya. Pag may problema kaming dalawa umiiyak lagi yun.

13. LOVES ME THE WAY I AM. Tinanggap niya ang pagkatao ko. Tsaka kahit minsan di yun nagkwento tungkol sa ex niya. Nagalit nga siya nung nabanggit ko yung ex niya at kinumpara ko sarili ko. Sabi niya iba ako dun. Sabi niya past na yung mga yun, di nag work dahil hindi yun ang hinahanap niya. Sa present niya daw nakita yung mga wala sa mga past niya. E kaso past niya na rin ako ngayon. Tsk.

Ganyanan na ngayon aa.!

Birthday ko nga nung Tuesday. Masayang masaya talaga ako nung araw na yun. Pero medyo nakakalungkot lang kasi hindi man lang ako binati nung ILAN sa mga tinuturing at ipinagmamalaki kong 'kaibigan'. haizt. Buti pa yung iba kahit plastic lang naalala ako. Kakalungkot. Pero masaya pa rin ako kasi maraming bumati sakin...puro unexpected na tao. Na-appreciate ko rin yung efforts nung iba kong friends na magload at itext at tawagan ako kahit iba ang network ko. Hay...astig. Walang dahilan para ikalugmok ko ang di pagbati sakin nung mga taong yun...bagkus, dapat ko pa itong ipagdiwang. Kasi dahil sa birthday ko, nalaman ko kung sino ang mga nakakaalala pa rin sakin at kayang magsayang ng effort nila para batiin ako.

Kaya...

• Zafirah (ok lang sana kaso nakapag message ka sakin nung araw na yun...kaya walang dahilan para di mo ko batiin.haha.)
  
• Cenaimy (ewan ko sayo.)
  
• Utangera (ampness! nakakaalala ka lang pag mangungutang ka!)
  
• Toxic (di ko naman talaga siya ine-expect kaya medyo ok lang sakin)
• 'agent espie' (di ko naman talaga siya ine-expect kaya medyo ok lang sakin)

...ok lang...ganyanan na ngayon e!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*bitter ba? wala lang...nakakatampo lang. Kasi sila yung ine-expect ko talaga. Haizt. Pero ok na. Ok na talaga. Ok na.

I'm really weak when any family is the subject....

Last Friday was our NSTP day. I really expected that after 2 consecutive meetings, Sir Lee (it) would be on our class. So there he was.

Ah...of course, he's not in his usual look. I have only known him for weeks as my professor, but his aura that day is really different. He's happy, yeah...he's a really jolly person. He can still throw jokes...but it's obvious...he's longing for something or...FOR SOMEONE.

It's been...ah...I'm sorry I can't remember how long it was since her loving mother died. But I tell you, the wound is still very fresh.

He dropped his class before us early so some of us (including me) jumped in the room early. We are only few. He looks sick. After a couple of minutes, a classmate of mine, who just arrived that time (she's the mole of asia...as she says...because she have this huge mole just below her nose.) asked Sir Lee (it) if they could photocopy the NSTP book authored by Sir Lee (it)'s dad...(he's Sir Lee (ki)). Then, an explanation from Sir Lee (it) followed...and I was a bit annoyed by the reaction of "mole of asia". She said, "what's the connection of his mother's death with my question??"...and then she laughed.

I can understand why she tells so, but she must have understood too what Sir Lee (it) was going through. And in fact, the answer delivered by Sir Lee (it) was the answer she needs...but she didn't expect.

Well, enough of it, the class started with his apology...for not attending the class 2 times. Then he tolds us about his mother, how much he loved her and how was it without her now. It was sad. Some of my classmates even cried while Sir Lee (it) express himself in tears. Yes, he's right. He's now 32 years old, but still he's like a little kid longing for is mother. I am emotional when it comes to these things...I admit I nearly cried...but only A DROP came out of my eyes. I don't want to add on the emotions inside our room.

One statement that I won't forget is... "when it hits you, it hits you like shit...!". Yeah, it really hits like shit. If it would happen to me, I don't know what I'm going to do.

But the best thing that he repeatedly told us is the common lesson...show your loved ones how much you care for them before it's too late.

He dismised us early and as soon as I walked out the camp, I opened my bag, got my sandwich my mom made for me, and eat it with so much happiness and love while heading my way to SM Sucat.

I wish I could tell my parents how much I love them.....

may sapak nanaman!

kani-kanina lang...

(si bunso umakyat ng hagdan...)

Bunso : Te, kain na...

Ako : Sige...hindi na ko kakain...kumain na ko kanina...

(si bunso bumaba na...)

Ako : (sa isip...) bibig pa lang ng nanay mo busog na ko eh....


-.-

there's this guy....I REALLY LOVE..... (grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!)

While I was busy on FB...biglang nag-pop up ang isang chat message na galing sa taong ito:

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : eow

Me : hi

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : hu u?

Me : haha..inna.

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : lam ko

nababasa ko

i mean sino ka?

Me : aa...good.

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : annalyze nlng pho ung question

Me : aa...ganon...

so slow ako....hmmm...

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : ahh

ganun ba?

kaya pla

ahaha

joke lng love u

Me : sus...alam mo wag ka na magtanong kasi di rin kita kilala...kung ayaw mo edi burahin mo ko sa friends mo ok.

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : hala

Me : at paki analyze din yung sarili mong question next time.

love u din. (^^)V

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : ok pho sowi huh

^_^,v

Me : o bat ka nagsosori??

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : wala lng

ayaw mo ba?

Me : aa...ok.

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : geu

Me : ayoko.haha.

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : bkt

?

Me : close?

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : mj]

mj

Me : ?

then.,....

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : + eloow po s0wee po knina, xP aheheh fwend ko lang po un ng 33p lng s0wee letz :) -

Me : ha?????????????????????????????????

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : + uhmMmm wala po ^_^ -

Me : wala pala e....

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : + ^_^ -

...grabe ang kapal din naman ng pagmumukha niyang hayop siya. Nakakainis. Para siyang tanga. Asar na asar talaga ko sa kanya. Hayop siya. Mali pa spelling ng analyze! Bwist!

haven't posted for like ages....

...it's obvious, I'm so not in the mood. But really...there are a lot of things that happened in the past weeks like...

1.) First day of school as a first year student...again!
2.) 2nd day of school which really knocked me down..err!!!
3.) Being alone eating...aa...I felt sorry for myself.
4.) My newest and cooooolest tambayan...the adoration chapel of our school.
5.) My new school, professors and classmates.
6.) The attire!haha!
7.) The unusual feeling of happiness even if I wasn't supposed to? am I right?
8.) The first crush? na a,,,..!
9.) The book finding...a huge expense!
10.) The happy P.E activity...where my team lose. haha.
11.) My first 10 meter sight with Bro. Mike. :)
12.) The "supposed to be humble" registrar officer.
13.) The seatmate and the first talk.
14.) Concentration.
15.) The 1 meter sight of Bro. Mike. :)
16.) The grocery galore.
17.) JAMLI :)
18.) The McDonald's Fries addiction
19.) Letter of Application story
20.) The death of a bird was blamed to my father.
21.) Inaug and the promises...
22.) Everything's meaningless...I hope one day I'll understand.
23.) The note of encouragement.
24.) My mom and dad's family.
25.) Nice rain experience with Hakuni. :)
26.) The return of the come back at PLMun.
27.) The dirty puppy.
28.) Ang pangarap kong maging isang aktibong mamamayang Pilipino.

29.) And a lot more...... hehehe. :)

I wish I could post everything that's going on my mind...haha. well... I'll try...

Eclipse is now showing...but still I can't watch...a waste of everything.haha.

Well for now...good night.!:)

No JamLi na... :(

Ann was already evicted... :( ... it's really obvious that votes are being manipulated...aa...how sad...

then what's next?? DEVON who is a PRETENDER would win for the big night?
OR
FRETZIE who's flirt and selfish would?

NO WAY!!

I HATE THEM BOTH!!!

I'D RATHER HAVE ALL THE BOYS WIN THAN THE TWO OF THEM!!!

SEE???

BOTH FLIRTS AND SELFISH GIRLS ARE LEFT IN THE HOUSE WITH THE BOYS...

PBB IS SUCH A BULLSHIT!!!

IT'S NOT REALLY A "TELESERYE NG TOTOONG BUHAY"

IT'S A BIG JOKE!!!


WELL I'M STILL HAPPY 'COZ I SAW HOW JAMES KISSED ANN...YEAH..IT'S SO SWEET!!!

AA...THERE'S ONLY RYAN AND JAMES LEFT...

You can't have everything all at the same time....

I remembered talking to Ate Shell about something before. It's about what God gives you. As we can see, we can't have everything all at the same time. Like that time, Ate Shell realized that after having her break up with her long time boyfriend, she had much time with her family...that she doesn't have when she had her boyfriend. I am into something different right now...different because I haven't experienced it pa before. I am thinking why am I being a loner when I am in college? Why do I have no boyfriend since I disintegrated with my last guy. I talked to myself and this is my conclusion:

Elementary-First Year High School :

I have lots of friends, money, committed, good grades
No time for Family, broken family as well (we don't have my brother with us), no time to stay at home

2nd Year-3rd Year High School :

I have lots of friends, committed, good grades, I am starting to have time with my family, have a little time to stay at home
I had a little (very, very little) problem with money, I still don't have my brother fully with us

College :

Good grades, I have my full time and strong attachment to my family (I am happy to be with them), my brother finally is with us (thanks LORD!), I had much time to stay at home, I have money again
Single, have friends but not with me, I'm a loner

See the difference? So even though things are just not fair and imbalance, still I thank God for being so good to me. I may fail to have satisfaction on some things but at least I have time for the things and I have the things I wish I had before. At least I've experienced it all....:)

pasok nanaman...thank God Friday ngayon..last day of class for the week.!!

Grabe,..title pa lang post na. Ayun na yun e. Friday. May pasok nanaman. Pero ok lang kasi last day for the week. Hapon ang pasok. Mainit. Maaga akong aalis kasi gagala pa muna ako. Buti na lang isa lang ang subject...walang lunch break...di ako magiging loner. ampness. I didn't expect anything like this talaga. Pero kahit na ganun naiisip ko..fortunate pa rin ako. Kasi basta. And one thing...dati sa PLMUN kahit na may mga kasama ako pag nagiging loner ako as in loner talaga...ambigat sa loob and everything...ngayon..kahit na loner ako..of course nasasaktan ako pero at the end of the day...hindi ko pinagsisisihan ang pagpasok ko sa school...masaya pa rin ako..no hatred. Kaya nga naisip ko, before ako mag exam dito, I asked God na if He would pass me and give me the scholarship, I will use this opportunity to change. And then siguro ito na yung change na hinihintay ko. Trials and tests for change. Change na naumpisahan ko sa PLMUN na dapat kong ipagpatuloy dito at mas pagbutihin pa. Kaya I really thank GOD for everything that happens to me.

AGREE AGREE!!!!!!!

How stupid can that Big Brother get?

I didn’t watch last night’s episode because I was too fed up with my life but I am completely aware of what happened. Oh well, again. Read my rant.

So kanina, nandun ako sa bahay ng pinsan ko.. dun ako nanunuod ng PBB kasi ang boring manuod mag-isa. So yun, uminom pa kami ng konti habang iniintay yung PBB.. Bongga pa rin ang katarayan ni Rubi =))

PBB na, pinakita yung mga nangyari kahapon so nalaman ko na kung ano yung mga violations nila and !@#$ like that. But then, I don’t get the point of having a forced eviction lalo na kung yung nangyari eh TEST lang para sa mga housemates. Test lang yun, hindi task. Yes, they didn’t obey some of the house rules but did Big brother even realize that if that happened to his own friends, he would most probably do the same thing.. RISK EVERYTHING TO SAVE YOUR FRIENDS. Ginagago lang ni Big brother yung mga kabataan sa loob ng bahay niya.. Look, he has all the power to control things inside the house diba? Natural lang na maniniwala ang mga housemates na siya yung nag-uutos ng kung anu-ano nung una like yung sa phone call since siya lang naman yung pwedeng tao sa likod kung bakit may cellphone sa loob ng bahay niya. Siya rin naman yung may control sa mga pinto ng bahay kaya pwede ba, wag niyang sabihin na hindi dapat pagkatiwalaan ang mga housemate. Siya ang dapat hindi pagkatiwalaan, he plays trick very well.. he plays with those people’s feelings. Plus the fact na yung mga sinabi niya sa housemates are really emotional torture/abusive.. How he told everybody how much he regret that he trusted them and !@#$ like that. I couldn’t remember what he told to each of them but I know for myself that if someone WHO IS NOT EVEN MY FATHER OR MOTHER OR EVEN RELATED to me told me something like that, I swear to tell how bad I feel and everything I wanna tell him with respect. Just because you’re older and you’re the watchumacallit GOD inside that house doesn’t mean that you can hurt those people’s feelings. You don’t know how much that can affect them.. Maybe those kids are still blinded because they think you know all that.

If I were in that situation, hindi ko pipigilan sarili ko magsalita. IDK who the hell he is.. I obeyed everything inside the house but I only happened to disobey one of the rules and he treated me like I killed a dozen of people. Tutal may violation na rin naman ako, baka kung anu-ano lang masabi ko. Pinoy Big Brother isn’t a reality show anymore because there is one person or a group of people who are manipulating everything that is happening inside the house. Nakakagago lang eh. Nag-eemo pa siya na akala mo he was betrayed eh pakana niya naman yun.

That whole BUZZER thing is just stupid, I could not stress it more ‘cause it is really stupid. It only showed how selfish Pinoy housemates are, how desperate they are to get to the Big Night. Srsly, why does it have to be Jenny? Why not Fretzie since she was the one who answered the call when everyone tried to stop her? I’ve got something to tell y’all.. Have you watched the DEBATE? someone on the side of the teenternationals stressed out that Pinoy housemates had 3 violations while the Teenternationals don’t have any. So, since Big Brother want things to be FAIR, he did something para magkaron din ng Forced eviction sa Teenternationals.. He chose Jenny and Fretzie to kidnapped because Jenny is kind and she thinks of others first while Fretzie just plays safe. You heard it when the kidnapper asked the housemates to choose between Jenny and Fretzie, they chose Jenny but Jenny told them to choose Fretzie.. the one who started it all. Have you seen her felt happy and forget about Jenny when she got back inside the house? Oh Goddamnit. Plus, they only have a few days left.. kaya nira-rush na nila ang pagtanggal sa teenternationals since yung 3 slot eh para na sa Pinoy.. that means, isa na lang matatanggal sa teenternationals para gora na sa big night.

and about that buzzer thing, Fretzie was really a disappointment and I like how Ivan argue with her. Imbes na mag-isip ng maayos, sarili pa inisip. Actually, nagbilang pa sila ng mga nagawa ng mga teenternationals at kung sino lang yung mga tumutulong sa loob ng bahay.. THATS NOT THE POINT KIDS. You saw how the teenternationals take the whole buzzer thing? They prepared themselves but did not talk about behind Pinoy housemates’. I pity Jenny for she deserve the slot for the big night more than Fretzie/Devon. Pinoy made it to the BIG 6 but I really hope that Fretzie and Devon will not win, none of them deserve it.

Teenternationals FTW. Ryan Bang FTW!

PS. I DON’T !@#$ KNOW WHY I AM STILL WATCHING THIS STUPID REALITY SHOW.

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Sleepy...

I still have lots of something on my mind that keeps me up this late but I think I really have to jump up on my bed 'coz I'm really very sleepy. Good night guys. And good night Lord. Thank you for giving me this feeling of sleepiness... :) I love you God!

Ganun???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kanina, habang nasa Cavite pa kami, dumaan yung Tita ko kasama yung asawa niya tsaka ewan ko kung anak ba nila yun kasi ngayon ko lang nakita. Madilim na sa labas kaya parang ang ganda nung babae...tapos pinapasok siya ng nanay at tatay niya nga ata sa amin para mag-bless sa Papa ko.. (anak nga nila...haha...). So yun, pumasok..sus...maganda nga...ang ganda sobra...ng legs...yun lang! Wala naman pala siyang pinagkaiba saken sa mukha...pareho kaming maraming pimples. So yun. Umalis na sila after mag-bless ng napilitang nagmamagandang babae...ng biglang nagpahabol pa ang Papa niya nung sinabi ng Papa kong ang ganda niya. Sabi ba naman... "Kaya may syota na e maganda kasi..kung pangit to malamang wala." Aba, narindi ako! Isa iyong kalapastanganan! Alam ko nakakatawa kasi apektado ako...oo naman! Syempre, pangit ako...tapos ganun? Kahit pangit ako nagkasyota naman ako noh...(so dahil nagka-syota ako, hindi ako pangit.,..maganda ako..hmmm...asa!!wahahaha!!nasusuka ako sa mga sinasabi ko....!!) so yun na nga, diba nakakainis...(ako lang naiinis alam ko.) Ang yabang kasi...akala mo naman maganda nga talaga ang anak niya. At isa pa, naniniwala akong hindi totoo ang sinabi niya dahil kung sa pangit ay walang pumapatol, bakit siya nagka-asawa?? (yung Tito kong pangit ang tinutukoy ko ha...) Kainis. Badtrip. Ako pa naman, alam nila NBSB ako...syempre kung pinaalam ko edi patay na ko ngayon diba...hay nako..nakakainis talaga...lalo tuloy akong pinanghinaan ng loob....feeling ko hindi na ako magkaka-asawa...at parang tinanggalan ako ng karapatang mangarap na magkaroon ng boyfriend na ka-level ni James...ampness!!!hahaha!! nag-drama??!! Hmp! Hai...

Joe and Patrick..finally evicted!

This is the best eviction night ever!!! Joe and Patrick are finally out of the house! Now I still have this desire of mine to watch PBB every night. And well, I'm so happy too that James and Jenny are safe. I also like Angelo to be out but he's not nominated...aa...

Now the nominees are Devon, Tricia, Jenny and Bret...and only one will be evicted on Saturday. I'm a bit disappointed 'coz Fretzie is not one of the nominees...I really hate her...she's a bitch. Hmm...I also hate Devon..yeah...she's pretty,...that's all. I hate them both because they nominated Jenny for eviction just because of the "slot thing". Their attitude are disgusting. And, I hate Devon and Angelo because they are both "paawa effect". Not because they're poor, they deserve to win. If that's the case, Kuya should welcome only poor people in His house instead of having poor and rich mixed. arrggghH!!!

Oh well, let's first forget about the nomination. What's important now is that Patrick and Joe are out of the house. That's all. :)

I'll post it!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll post it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll post the songs that was sang in the Pssion Manila 2010 but not now 'coz I'm hungry and I'm so tired...:)But I'll really post it...and by the way....

I wanna tell you that I'm gonna buy cds of Chris Tomlin, Kristian Stanfill and the Awakening one-by-one...and of course Louie Giglio's books. I really want it and i told you this because I really want to buy it...and this post would be my driving force for it...

na-miss ko agad..

Tama na'ng kaka-english...hmm..ayun..na-miss oo agad ang Passion Manila...hindi na ko makapaghintay para sa susunod pa..kaso sa 2012 pa yun...ahh!!!!!!

Hay...ampogi talaga ni Kristian Stanfill...grabe..pero mas crush ko pa din si Chris Tomlin. Ganda talaga astig ang experience. Nakakadala lang ang Araneta e sobrang layo kasi. Pero astig talaga sobra..parang gusto ko araw araw na lang yun..........