Charlie: Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date? 
Bill: We accept the love we think we deserve. 
~~
Charlie: Can we make them know they deserve more? 
Bill: We can try. 

The exact words I've told myself last August 3, 2012 .....

YES, HE IS. AND I SWEAR I'D DO ANYTHING JUST TO HIDE ALL THOSE BAD THINGS HE HAD DONE AND STILL DOING. IT'S NOT WHAT SHOULD DEFINE HIM. HE'S A REALLY GOOD MAN, AND I KNOW IT. I KNOW IT BY HEART. HE'S JUST OUT OF CONTROL. AND BESIDES, HE HAD DONE NOTHING WRONG TO ANYONE BUT ME. HE'D NEVER DO IT IF I DIDN'T EXIST. I'M THE ONE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING .... 

sHiT.

BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT A PART OF IT ANYMORE .....

~soooo high school. :D

I DON'T KNOW..
BUT ONE THING'S FOR SURE ... 

Kung maaalala mong mahal kita, balik ka lang. Mamahalin pa rin kita. :">


Ga ........... kalimutan mo na lahat ng ala alang meron tayo ... wag lang yung katotohanan na noon, hanggang ngayon at sa marami pang bukas ... mahal pa rin kita. Ikaw lang, wala ng iba. 

Balik ka lang, MAMAHALIN PA RIN KITA ............ 

I thought I did accepted it, but I was so wrong. I wish I could admit to myself that you ... you are now just a part of my yesterday, a past that cannot be changed, never forgotten and erased. It hurts whenever I tell that fact to myself. I cannot ACCEPT it, and that's my biggest problem. And now, I'm hurt. Only a brain damage might help me right now .... so I could never ever think of you anymore. I wish ... I really wish that you and our memories would be deleted in my mind ..forever. Wish I could, wish I might. 

Exhausted. :/

I don't know exactly why I feel this way. But thank God, He answered my prayers right away. 

Is this really is it? 

That wishing for both of our good would result to a pain that only my blades can stop hitting inside my heart?? 

I'M SORRY FOR THAT, BUT I'M TIRED OF LIES AND USED TO INSULTS.