It's what I'm trying to preserve. Other than that, none.

:/

Totoo yan teh! Magising ka sa katotohanan! Wag tanga!

Dear Lord,

I'm so sorry for being such a stubborn child of yours. I've been blinded by the feeling I had with that person, but now, my eyes are open. I saw everything and I pity myself for being such a loser. Lord, may you continually help me get through this. It's so painful but I know that what you are doing is for my own good. Lord, be my strength so that I will soon fully overcome this misery. And Lord, I pray for someone whom I deserve more. Someone who would not let me shed a tear because I'm hurt by his actions but rather, because of too much happiness I could not handle anymore. I pray that you will put my heart on someone's good and caring heart. Someone who would love me more than the love I deserve. And Lord, I pray that this man would come as soon as possible. Someone who would heal my heart. A child of yours that abides in your will oh Lord. 

This I pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen. 

I don't miss him today, and I guess it was a good thing. I can feel that I'm already moving on. I'll just have to wait for another week, and everything will be alright. I will soon be busy with my studies and I swear, I will focus on my lessons more. I don't have to waste my time on people who consider me as a waste of their time. Damn them! Damn you for hurting me! 

so .. I guess my part in your story is already over. :)))

I like :)

No hard feelings. Just happy thoughts. Everything will be alright soon. :D

I don't want to consider it, but I think I have already given up. After all the hurts I've been through, and all the tears I have already shed, the time has come for me to choose between loving him and loving myself. I really never wanted the idea, but yes, people just have to give up sometimes. Not because they are weak, but because they had been strong enough (at last) to let go of the things that bring nothing but heartaches and heartbreaks in their life. 

In my case, giving up on him doesn't mean I'm quitting. Everything will still be fine between us, like how we used to promise each other. We'd still be friends. I know I still love him, but not like how I loved him before. I think that's how I've given up.I don't mean that my love for him is not as strong as before ... I just want to say that I now know the limits I have, from which I have been blinded from earlier. 

AFTER ALL (LSS mode)

Well, here we are again; 

I guess it must be fate. 

We've tried it on our own, 

But deep inside we've known 

We'd be back to set things straight. 

I still remember when 

Your kiss was so brand new. 

Every memory repeats, 

Every step I take retreats, 

Every journey always brings me back to you. 

After All the stops and starts, 

We keep coming back to these two hearts, 

Two angels who've been rescued from the fall. 

After All that we've been through, 

It all comes down to me and you. 

I guess it's meant to be, 

Forever you and me, After All. 

When love is truly right 

(This time it's truly right.) 

It lives from year to year. 

It changes as it goes, 

Oh, and on the way it grows, 

But it never disappears, 

Always just beyond my touch, 

You know I needed you so much. 

After All, what else is livin' for? 

I'd like to get up soon. :/

I miss you last night

I miss you yesterday

I miss you today

And probably I would miss you tomorrow

But don't laugh at me

Because I promise you, one day

I'd learn not to miss you anymore

I am alone again at this point of time

And I can't resist thinking about what and how we used to be

It breaks my heart to realize those things slowly vanish

I never though we'd come to this

I wasn't warned, you haven't told me

that we'll end up like this

You promised not to hurt me but you did

No, it's not your fault, I know

It's mine because I haven't seen the limits in front

I'm so sorry if I'm acting like this

I was only shocked, I didn't expect this

I didn't mean to cry tonight

Just let me be like this for a while

I swear it won't take long

I will soon find my way to move on

~ladykyu

Yes, it will.

I'd like to write him a letter, but I don't know how would I start .. :/

Yes. Definitely. But closing it could very painful, if you know what I mean. Even if you know it wasn't worth to be read, but because you love it just the way it is, it would be very difficult for you to let go.