... and I will wait for the rest of my life.

...and I was like, "how'd you do that?!"

places i want to be with YOU before i die. :) #95

AND YOU KNOW WHAT EXACTLY ARE WE GOING TO DO THERE, HONEY?!

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

— Marilyn Monroe

LET US KEEP ON CARING AND LOVING ... EVEN IF IT HURTS. SHARING CARE AND LOVE DOESN'T KILL US, AND MAY ONE DAY GIVE US WHAT WE DESERVE IN RETURN. SO NEVER FEAR SHOWING IT TO OTHER PEOPLE ...YOU MAY HELP THEM IN ON WAY OR ANOTHER. LET'S START OUR DAY RIGHT. :) INCREASE THE DOSE~!

She's so gorgeous and I'm soooooo in love with her. :)))) ♥♥♥

Yes, EVERY SINGLE DAY......

I just want to hold your hand ..... ~~~~

Increase the dosage! :D

:'(

While I was on my way home, I've met one of my former classmates in Muntinlupa. I have seen her first but I've no plan of approaching her, good thing she recognized me and she was like so happy seeing me I don't know why. Anyway, I've been glad too because it was such a nice thing that someone still know you after three years of nothing. 

So there, we just had a minimal conversation. Some sort of question-and-answer about our whereabouts, and she told me that they will be graduating this April 12, 2013. I'm so happy for them, I still can feel it right now. :)))

She's a psychology student, and she's wearing white all over. She's pretty in her uniform. She looks so neat and professional. At one point, I imagined myself like her, though not a psychology student, but someone whose graduating in two months! Isn't that amazing?! I'm more excited for them. hahahaha!


Anyway, I don't regret where I am now, though there are circumstances that I thought about what would I be if I chose to stay there and live my life normally. No one knows, but I think it would be the same ... I would still be happy and hurt just the same, but not for similar reasons of course. I believe that whatever choice we have in life, both holds its own positive and negative side, so there's no way we actually have to regret anything ... because in the first place, it's us who chose it right?! For me, there's no such thing as "Oh, I think it's better if I chose that" or "I am better now because I chose this". For me, (just for me, I don't care about what's yours ok?!) whether I choose to stay in Muntinlupa or not, I'd still be happy and I'd still encounter trials and pains. It's just that ... I chose to stay away from my life there, and so I was here. I can't say I'm better now, though I have no choice but to accept where I am now and be happy for it.

After a year, I'll be graduating like them. Delayed, yes...but never too late. Anyhow, seeing my former classmate made my day. And I live the fact that we hugged each other and we're just way too happy to meet again. :))) 

 I had a good day today, and tomorrow would be another chance for me to have a nice one again.  :)

MISS KO PERO AYOKO NG GAWIN ULIT. XD
SARAP KAYA MATULOG! 

"Ano ba naman yung tampuhan natin ngayon, compared sa maraming taon, buwan at araw na masaya tayo? "
-FATHER ALIGAN

...and I've loved you with my heart, not with anything else ...

Lumipas na ang araw ng mga puso .. :) So, sana naman normal na ang mga tao.. haha!

Anyway, hindi ko naman masyadong na-feel ang bitterness ng araw na yun ... :) Sabagay wala namang dapat ika-bitter. Isa pa, at higit sa lahat, ang Valentine's Day ko ngayong taon ay naipagdiwang ko sa isang napakagandang paraan ... ang retreat. :) 

Tulad nga ng aking naunang nabanggit, wala namang dapat ika-bitter sa araw na yun ...dahil dapat, bago natin i-celebrate ang pag-ibig na yan ... alam muna natin ang pinaka sa pinakang pagmamahal na naranasan natin sa ating buhay .. at ito'y walang iba kundi ang ............

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places i want to be with YOU before i die. :) #96

not only visit .. I'd live with you here ... :)

Remember When ~ Avril Lavigne

Remember when I cried to you a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise

But I'm not lost
I'm not gone
I haven't forgot

These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again

Remember when...
I remember when it was together till the end
Now I'm alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there's no regrets
And say you won't forget
But I'm not lost

I'm not gone
I haven't forgot

These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again
Remember when...

That was then
Now it's the end
I'm not coming back
I can't pretend
Remember When

These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again..

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At last, I'm home! :) Actually it was last night, but I wasn't able to post because I have severe headache. Anyway, the retreat was so much fun I want more of it, though I really miss our house. :) 

Again, God has showed me how good He is. I'd like to tell about what happened in there, but since my sister and I have to go now I think it would be when I get back home. 

I miss blogging! @.@

I've just realized that I will be missing this blog for about .. three days. I will be out for our retreat, and I still don't know what could possibly happen to me there ...

I hope God will put me on a very nice situation .... I know He wouldn't allow me to suffer on the very first day. Ah! I really want this retreat to be as happy as possible. 

Anyway, I have to go. I'll miss posting .. really. :(

I'm leaving you with this wonderful quote, a choice of my younger sister. 

Read, ponder and start doing. 

♥google. ~