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19 September 2010

11

Remember, remember, the 11th of September.


Weird Coincidences:
...
1) New York City has 11 letters


2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.


3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened todestroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.


4) George W Bush has 11 letters.


5) The two twin towers make an “11″


This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:


1) New York is the 11th state.


2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11.

3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11


4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers.
6+5 = 11


5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11


6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911.
9 + 1 + 1 = 11.


Sheer coincidence. .?!

Read on and make up your own mind:


1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.


2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year.
Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.


3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11.


4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers incident.


Sheer coincidence. .?! Read on and make up your own mind: Now this is where things get totally eerie:
The most recognized symbol for the US,after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Koran, the Islamic holy book:
“For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah and there was peace.”


That verse is number 9.11 of the Koran.
Still unconvinced about all of this..?!

Try this
Open Microsoft Word and do the following (TRY THIS FOR REAL)


1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.


2. Highlight the Q33 NY


3. Change the font size to 48.


4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS 1.

Friday...nanakawan ako ng digicam. Nakakalungkot talaga pero di ko na lang masyadong inisip....gamit lang naman kasi yun,..napapalitan. Sabi nga nung manong na nasa jeep din,

"Ok nang gamit ang nawala kesa naman buhay mo diba...."

Nanghihinayang ako sa picture dun..oo pinagtatawanan ako nung classmate ko kasi nga yung pictures yung pinanghihinayangan ko..pero kasi yung camera kaya kong palitan pa ulit...kahit kaparehong kapareho pa nun...pero yung mga memories na nandun...buti na lang kaunti lang kaso yung mga pictures yun ng kapatid ko sa GSP niya pati yung mga pictures namin sa MOA. Napaka-careless ko talaga. Nakakainis. Haizt. Hindi ko na kasi mauulit ang mga nakunan dun. Sabi nung mga classmate ko pwede ko naman daw ulitin...pero hindi na. Hindi ko na mauulit na naging GSP ang kapatid ko nung Gr. 5. Di ko na maibabalik na nag-MOA kami. Maaaring may GSP pa next year ang kapatid ko...maaari ring makapag-MOA pa kami..pero di na mauulit yung time na yun...yung mga ngiti...yung lokasyon...magbabago lahat. Di na kami babalik sa original na place. Bumalik man kami maaaring naurong na ng one inch yung paa namin. Alam niyo yun? Di na maibabalik pa muli ang mga iyon....

Kahapon, Sabado. Naging tanga nanaman ako. Nawala ang cell phone ko. Ayoko sanang isipin,..binalewala ko na nga lang kahapon kasi maloloka lang ako pag inisip ko pa. Kaso...nasasaktan talaga ko. Di ko na maitago. Lalo na ngayong nakabili na ko ng bago. Namimiss ko siya. Parang tanga no? Kala mo tao. Para kong nawalan ng syota. Para kong iniwan ng bestfriend. Nawalan na ko ng gana. Hindi naman sa ayaw ko sa bago kong phone. Syempre gusto ko yun ako pumili nun e. Pero kasi...iba pa rin yung dati.

Naalala ko last month ata yun sabi ni Mama palitan ko na daw yung cell phone ko. Sabi ko wag na muna kasi nagagamit ko pa naman siya at isa pa napakahalaga niya talaga sakin. Yung kasi yung unang cell phone na nabili ko sa ipon ko...as in ako ang nag ipon. Yun din ang lagi kong kasama (andrama a!). Yun din ang aking phone diary. Kapag wala akong kasama siya ang sumasalba sakin. Hindi ako nagmumukang tanga kahit na wala akong load. Lahat ng nararamdaman ko nasasabi ko sa kanya...hindi naman niya napalitan ang diary ko pero kasi siya kahit nasaan ako, basta may naisip ako bigla handa siya. Tapos kahit na naihhagis ko siya kapag galit ako ok lang sa kanya...malakas pa rin siya. Andami ko pang pictures dun...gaganda pa naman ng kuha ko.Andun din ang mga messages sakin ng mga dati kong kakilala.

Grabe napaka walang konsensya naman nung nakapulot nun. Hindi man lang binalik sakin. Taga doon lang samin sa Cavite ang nakakuha kaya malamang alam niyang sa tindahan namin niya dapat yun ibalik. Umaasa pa rin akong maibabalik yun. Kahit bilhin ko na lang ulit dun sa nakapulot. Basta makuha ko ulit yung cell phone. Kahit di na yung sim.

Ngayon lang (as in ngayon lang) sinubukan kong tawagan ulit yung phone ko. Ayun nag-ring kaso pinatay nung nakakuha. Hindi pa rin naman ako nawawalan ng pag asa. Alam ko at naniniwala akong makukuha at maibabalik uli sakin yun. Alam kong pinapaasa ko na lang ang sarili ko ngayon..pero as in talaga...aasa ako hangga't nabubuhay ako...

Ayun...nalulungkot pa rin ako..haizt. Nawa'y makuha ko siyang muli. God please! Help me..! Touch the heart of whosoever have my cell phone....




29 August 2010

sana di na bumalik.

Kanina in-edit ko ang mga picture namin at ayun gagawin ko na sana ang plano kong i-crop ang picture naming dalawa...kaso parang bigla na lang akong nagsawa sa mukha niya. hahaha. ayos yun...kasi nitong mga nakaraang araw namomroblema talaga ko kung paanong gagawin ko pag na-fall nanaman ako. Syempre ako nanaman ang kawawa kung nagkataon...sasaktan ko nanaman ang sarili ko. Imposible kasing may mangyaring something special saming dalawa e. Kaya dapat talaga hangga't maaga pa matutunan kong kontrolin ang nararamdaman ko at isa pa, sa tingin ko talaga natutuwa lang ako sa atensyong binibigay niya sa akin. Yun lang yun. Haizt! Kaya buti na lang din talaga ayun nawalan ako ng gana kanina...pero tingin ko tuloy pa rin ang plano. hahaha.

Sa Tuesday...sana pag nakita ko siya wala na nga talaga. may isang araw pa ko para kalimutan at itapon ang lahat.

Kaya ko to! :D

28 August 2010

ako nanaman ang talo....

for the nth time...ito nanaman ako...nai-in love nanaman sa isang taong suntok sa buwan kung maangkin ko.

bokalista. artista. taga ibang section. taga ibang bansa. kapitbahay. classmate. teacher.

ngayon classmate nanaman.

grabe. ayoko sa lahat yung ganito. yung AKO NANAMAN ANG TALO.

minsan naisip ko bakit hindi na lang kaya binigay ni God agad sa mga tao ang mga nararapat sa kanila para sana wala na lang nasasaktan.

(alam ko sasabihin niyo sagot ni God, "epal ka, ikaw na diyos.")

kaso kung ganun nga ang nangyari,..wala ng thrill. syempre kung binigay na niya agad,,..hindi natin mararanasan ang ibang tao...di natin sila matitikman (o wag green.!) at di tayo makakaranas ng pananabik.

tapos naisip ko rin na bakit hindi na lang yung mahal mo ang ibigay niya.

(yes i know epal nanaman ako...)

pero naisip ko ulit, kung ganito ang nangyari, ang makakatuluyan ko ngayon ay yung una kong minahal...at kung iisipin nakakadiri yun...eeww....ayoko sa kanya.

ayun. so ok na lang din na ganito. no choice e. si God ang may gusto nito.

eto, nag-e-enjoy ako. masaya ako s atensyon at kalandian ng lalaking nagugustuhan ko ngayon. kaso syempre nahihirapan ako kapag naaalala ko kung hanggang saan ko lang dapat ilugar ang sarili ko.

mahirap kapag nalulunod ka na sa emosyon mo. mahirap kapag nalulugmok ka sa pagkakamali sa interpritasyon mo sa pakikitungo niya sayo. mahirap kapag nababaon ka sa pag-asang wala namang patutunguhan. mahirap kapag naiipit ka sa sitwasyong mamimili ka kung bibigay ka o hindi. mahirap kapag nahuhulog ka kahit ayaw mo kasi masasaktan ka.

ewan ko ba. sa tuwing nakikita ko siya masaya ko talaga. sa tuwing lumalapit siya sa akin parang bumabaliktad ang takbo ng buhay ko. sa tuwng hinahawakan niya ko lalo akong nagkakagusto sa kanya.

kailangan habang maaga pa pigilan ko na ang sarili ko. habang kontrolado ko pa ang nararamdaman ko dapat aksyunan ko na to. ayokong masaktan ng dahil din sa katangahan ko. ayokong umiyak sa taong hindi naman nagsabing iyakan ko siya. ayokong masira nanaman ang buhay ko dahil lang sa pagmamahal ko sa isang taong tulad niya.

kaya nga hangga't maaga...iiwasan ko na...pero kaya ko kaya?

sana...sa Martes...pagkakita ko sa kanya...natural na lang ang lahat.

at kung hindi man, sana....nawa....ibigay na lang siya sa akin ng Diyos.

kahit sandali lang..mga 1 year ok na....

:)

kaso imposible yun.

kasi gwapo siya, pangit ako.

haizt.

26 August 2010

paanomagingboyfriendsiyen


1. SUPER SWEET. Hindi super sweet si Yen. Kahit kailan di kami nagkaroon ng public display of affection. Sinasabihan naman niya ko ng "I love you" sa harap ng mga kaibigan namin tsaka inaakbayan niya rin naman ako. Pero kahit minsan di ako umasa sa words niya...kasi mas ok siyang magpakita ng love kesa magsalita.

2. CUTE MAGSELOS. Sa lahat ng naging boyfriend ko siya na ang pinaka-cute magselos. Hindi siya mabilis magselos sa tao...kundi sa cartoon character. Para mas specific, yung main character ng Prince of Tennis pinagseselosan niya. Ang babaw. Hindi siya iimik pag tuwang tuwa ako sa character...tapos maya maya papatayin niya bigla ang TV tapos sasabihin, "Wala ka pa rin namang mapapala sa kanya kasi di mo siya nahahawakan...e ako eto katabi mo pa..."

3. EXCLUSIVELY MINE. Hindi rin naman siya mahilig mag-entertain ng iba lalo na pag kasama ako. Masungit siyang lalaki. Pero hindi siya exclusively mine. Yun nga yung naging main issue e. Kasi kung ganun edi sana kami pa.

4. MAKIKITEXT PA SA IBA. Oo gawain niya to. It's what we call "effort". Kahit na walang kwenta ang text ko sa kanya tulad ng, "Good morning" sasagutin niya talaga ako ng "Good morning, I love you" gamit ang kinuha niyang cell phone ng kapatid niya. Minsan nga nag away pa sila dahil last extra load na lang pala ang ginamit niya.

5. RESPECTS ME. Hindi naman siya mahigpit tsaka di nga siya seloso sa tao kaya ok lang sa kanya kahit inuuna ko friends. Nagtatanong siya at nakikinig sa mga opinyon at desisyon ko pero di niya ko kinokontra at dinidiktahan. Hindi niya rin ako binabastos.

6. HINDI MASYADONG MA-PRIDE. Laging siya ang nagso-sorry. Ma-pride ako e.

7. FULL OF SURPRISES. Hindi ako binigyan ng matinong bulaklak nun. Improvised na isang piraso pa. Hindi ako nasu-surprise sa mga ginagawa niya kasi nalalaman ko agad dahil sa kapatid niya na best friend ko. Katulad na lang nung picnic date namin under the tree...nagkunwari lang akong nasorpresa nun.

8. ADDICTED TO ME. Ayoko ng addicted saken kasi mahirap na. Pero pag magkasama kami lagi siyang nakatingin sakin tapos ayun expert yung magnakaw ng halik. Pero ok lang.

9. HONEST AND TRUSTWORTHY. Nag cheat siya saken pero inamin niya rin naman agad. Ang kasalanan niya lang naman di niya agad sinabing hindi na pala pwede. Pero yung ginawa niya bago nabunyag ang katotohanan alam ko yun. Ito gusto ko sa kanya e. Sinasabi niya. At kahit nasasaktan ako ok lang at least naging honest siya.

10. GENTLEMAN. Kalahating gentleman kalahating hindi. Gentleman talaga siya...sweet pa. Kaso pag umuulan lagi niyang tinitiklop ang payong at nakikipaghabulan sakin...at....kinikiss ako pag nahuli ko na siya. :)

11. CAN PROTECT ME. Wala naman akong naging kaaway kaya wala rin siya. Mababait kaming mga bata kaya malayo kami sa gulo. Pero sabi niya pag may nag-attempt na gaguhin ako mas gagaguhin niya.

12. WILL CRY TO ME. Nadevelop nga kami sa isa't isa nung naabutan ko siyang umiiyak sa tennis court at kinomfort ko siya. Iyakin siya. Pag may problema kaming dalawa umiiyak lagi yun.

13. LOVES ME THE WAY I AM. Tinanggap niya ang pagkatao ko. Tsaka kahit minsan di yun nagkwento tungkol sa ex niya. Nagalit nga siya nung nabanggit ko yung ex niya at kinumpara ko sarili ko. Sabi niya iba ako dun. Sabi niya past na yung mga yun, di nag work dahil hindi yun ang hinahanap niya. Sa present niya daw nakita yung mga wala sa mga past niya. E kaso past niya na rin ako ngayon. Tsk.

05 August 2010

Ganyanan na ngayon aa.!

Birthday ko nga nung Tuesday. Masayang masaya talaga ako nung araw na yun. Pero medyo nakakalungkot lang kasi hindi man lang ako binati nung ILAN sa mga tinuturing at ipinagmamalaki kong 'kaibigan'. haizt. Buti pa yung iba kahit plastic lang naalala ako. Kakalungkot. Pero masaya pa rin ako kasi maraming bumati sakin...puro unexpected na tao. Na-appreciate ko rin yung efforts nung iba kong friends na magload at itext at tawagan ako kahit iba ang network ko. Hay...astig. Walang dahilan para ikalugmok ko ang di pagbati sakin nung mga taong yun...bagkus, dapat ko pa itong ipagdiwang. Kasi dahil sa birthday ko, nalaman ko kung sino ang mga nakakaalala pa rin sakin at kayang magsayang ng effort nila para batiin ako.

Kaya...

  • Zafirah (ok lang sana kaso nakapag message ka sakin nung araw na yun...kaya walang dahilan para di mo ko batiin.haha.)
  • Cenaimy (ewan ko sayo.)
  • Utangera (ampness! nakakaalala ka lang pag mangungutang ka!)
  • Toxic (di ko naman talaga siya ine-expect kaya medyo ok lang sakin)
  • 'agent espie' (di ko naman talaga siya ine-expect kaya medyo ok lang sakin)
...ok lang...ganyanan na ngayon e!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*bitter ba? wala lang...nakakatampo lang. Kasi sila yung ine-expect ko talaga. Haizt. Pero ok na. Ok na talaga. Ok na.

18 July 2010

I'm really weak when any family is the subject....

Last Friday was our NSTP day. I really expected that after 2 consecutive meetings, Sir Lee (it) would be on our class. So there he was.

Ah...of course, he's not in his usual look. I have only known him for weeks as my professor, but his aura that day is really different. He's happy, yeah...he's a really jolly person. He can still throw jokes...but it's obvious...he's longing for something or...FOR SOMEONE.

It's been...ah...I'm sorry I can't remember how long it was since her loving mother died. But I tell you, the wound is still very fresh.

He dropped his class before us early so some of us (including me) jumped in the room early. We are only few. He looks sick. After a couple of minutes, a classmate of mine, who just arrived that time (she's the mole of asia...as she says...because she have this huge mole just below her nose.) asked Sir Lee (it) if they could photocopy the NSTP book authored by Sir Lee (it)'s dad...(he's Sir Lee (ki)). Then, an explanation from Sir Lee (it) followed...and I was a bit annoyed by the reaction of "mole of asia". She said, "what's the connection of his mother's death with my question??"...and then she laughed.

I can understand why she tells so, but she must have understood too what Sir Lee (it) was going through. And in fact, the answer delivered by Sir Lee (it) was the answer she needs...but she didn't expect.

Well, enough of it, the class started with his apology...for not attending the class 2 times. Then he tolds us about his mother, how much he loved her and how was it without her now. It was sad. Some of my classmates even cried while Sir Lee (it) express himself in tears. Yes, he's right. He's now 32 years old, but still he's like a little kid longing for is mother. I am emotional when it comes to these things...I admit I nearly cried...but only A DROP came out of my eyes. I don't want to add on the emotions inside our room.

One statement that I won't forget is... "when it hits you, it hits you like shit...!". Yeah, it really hits like shit. If it would happen to me, I don't know what I'm going to do.

But the best thing that he repeatedly told us is the common lesson...show your loved ones how much you care for them before it's too late.

He dismised us early and as soon as I walked out the camp, I opened my bag, got my sandwich my mom made for me, and eat it with so much happiness and love while heading my way to SM Sucat.

I wish I could tell my parents how much I love them.....

12 July 2010

may sapak nanaman!

kani-kanina lang...

(si bunso umakyat ng hagdan...)

Bunso : Te, kain na...

Ako : Sige...hindi na ko kakain...kumain na ko kanina...

(si bunso bumaba na...)

Ako : (sa isip...) bibig pa lang ng nanay mo busog na ko eh....


-.-

08 July 2010

there's this guy....I REALLY LOVE..... (grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!)


While I was busy on FB...biglang nag-pop up ang isang chat message na galing sa taong ito:


-Jhason ≧◡≦ : eow
Me : hi
-Jhason ≧◡≦ : hu u?
Me : haha..inna.
-Jhason ≧◡≦ : lam ko

nababasa ko

i mean sino ka?

Me : aa...good.
-Jhason ≧◡≦ : annalyze nlng pho ung question
Me : aa...ganon...

so slow ako....hmmm...

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : ahh

ganun ba?

kaya pla

ahaha

joke lng love u

Me : sus...alam mo wag ka na magtanong kasi di rin kita kilala...kung ayaw mo edi burahin mo ko sa friends mo ok.
-Jhason ≧◡≦ : hala
Me : at paki analyze din yung sarili mong question next time.

love u din. (^^)V

-Jhason ≧◡≦ : ok pho sowi huh

^_^^_^,v

Me : o bat ka nagsosori??
-Jhason ≧◡≦ : wala lng

ayaw mo ba?

Me : aa...ok.
-Jhason ≧◡≦ : geu
Me : ayoko.haha.
-Jhason ≧◡≦ : bkt

?

Me : close?
-Jhason ≧◡≦ : mj]

mj

Me : ?



then.,....


-Jhason ≧◡≦ : + eloow po s0wee po knina, xP aheheh fwend ko lang po un ng 33p lng s0wee letz :):) -
Me : ha?????????????????????????????????
-Jhason ≧◡≦ : + uhmMmm wala po ^_^^_^ -
Me : wala pala e....
-Jhason ≧◡≦ : + ^_^^_^ -

...grabe ang kapal din naman ng pagmumukha niyang hayop siya. Nakakainis. Para siyang tanga. Asar na asar talaga ko sa kanya. Hayop siya. Mali pa spelling ng analyze! Bwist!

01 July 2010

haven't posted for like ages....

...it's obvious, I'm so not in the mood. But really...there are a lot of things that happened in the past weeks like...

1.) First day of school as a first year student...again!
2.) 2nd day of school which really knocked me down..err!!!
3.) Being alone eating...aa...I felt sorry for myself.
4.) My newest and cooooolest tambayan...the adoration chapel of our school.
5.) My new school, professors and classmates.
6.) The attire!haha!
7.) The unusual feeling of happiness even if I wasn't supposed to? am I right?
8.) The first crush? na a,,,..!
9.) The book finding...a huge expense!
10.) The happy P.E activity...where my team lose. haha.
11.) My first 10 meter sight with Bro. Mike. :)
12.) The "supposed to be humble" registrar officer.
13.) The seatmate and the first talk.
14.) Concentration.
15.) The 1 meter sight of Bro. Mike. :)
16.) The grocery galore.
17.) JAMLI :)
18.) The McDonald's Fries addiction
19.) Letter of Application story
20.) The death of a bird was blamed to my father.
21.) Inaug and the promises...
22.) Everything's meaningless...I hope one day I'll understand.
23.) The note of encouragement.
24.) My mom and dad's family.
25.) Nice rain experience with Hakuni. :)
26.) The return of the come back at PLMun.
27.) The dirty puppy.
28.) Ang pangarap kong maging isang aktibong mamamayang Pilipino.

29.) And a lot more...... hehehe. :)

I wish I could post everything that's going on my mind...haha. well... I'll try...

Eclipse is now showing...but still I can't watch...a waste of everything.haha.

Well for now...good night.!:)

23 June 2010

No JamLi na... :(

Ann was already evicted... :( ... it's really obvious that votes are being manipulated...aa...how sad...

then what's next?? DEVON who is a PRETENDER would win for the big night?
OR
FRETZIE who's flirt and selfish would?

NO WAY!!

I HATE THEM BOTH!!!

I'D RATHER HAVE ALL THE BOYS WIN THAN THE TWO OF THEM!!!

SEE???

BOTH FLIRTS AND SELFISH GIRLS ARE LEFT IN THE HOUSE WITH THE BOYS...

PBB IS SUCH A BULLSHIT!!!

IT'S NOT REALLY A "TELESERYE NG TOTOONG BUHAY"

IT'S A BIG JOKE!!!


WELL I'M STILL HAPPY 'COZ I SAW HOW JAMES KISSED ANN...YEAH..IT'S SO SWEET!!!

AA...THERE'S ONLY RYAN AND JAMES LEFT...


18 June 2010

You can't have everything all at the same time....

I remembered talking to Ate Shell about something before. It's about what God gives you. As we can see, we can't have everything all at the same time. Like that time, Ate Shell realized that after having her break up with her long time boyfriend, she had much time with her family...that she doesn't have when she had her boyfriend. I am into something different right now...different because I haven't experienced it pa before. I am thinking why am I being a loner when I am in college? Why do I have no boyfriend since I disintegrated with my last guy. I talked to myself and this is my conclusion:


Elementary-First Year High School :

I have lots of friends, money, committed, good grades
No time for Family, broken family as well (we don't have my brother with us), no time to stay at home

2nd Year-3rd Year High School :

I have lots of friends, committed, good grades, I am starting to have time with my family, have a little time to stay at home
I had a little (very, very little) problem with money, I still don't have my brother fully with us


College :

Good grades, I have my full time and strong attachment to my family (I am happy to be with them), my brother finally is with us (thanks LORD!), I had much time to stay at home, I have money again
Single, have friends but not with me, I'm a loner


See the difference? So even though things are just not fair and imbalance, still I thank God for being so good to me. I may fail to have satisfaction on some things but at least I have time for the things and I have the things I wish I had before. At least I've experienced it all....:)

pasok nanaman...thank God Friday ngayon..last day of class for the week.!!

Grabe,..title pa lang post na. Ayun na yun e. Friday. May pasok nanaman. Pero ok lang kasi last day for the week. Hapon ang pasok. Mainit. Maaga akong aalis kasi gagala pa muna ako. Buti na lang isa lang ang subject...walang lunch break...di ako magiging loner. ampness. I didn't expect anything like this talaga. Pero kahit na ganun naiisip ko..fortunate pa rin ako. Kasi basta. And one thing...dati sa PLMUN kahit na may mga kasama ako pag nagiging loner ako as in loner talaga...ambigat sa loob and everything...ngayon..kahit na loner ako..of course nasasaktan ako pero at the end of the day...hindi ko pinagsisisihan ang pagpasok ko sa school...masaya pa rin ako..no hatred. Kaya nga naisip ko, before ako mag exam dito, I asked God na if He would pass me and give me the scholarship, I will use this opportunity to change. And then siguro ito na yung change na hinihintay ko. Trials and tests for change. Change na naumpisahan ko sa PLMUN na dapat kong ipagpatuloy dito at mas pagbutihin pa. Kaya I really thank GOD for everything that happens to me.

AGREE AGREE!!!!!!!

How stupid can that Big Brother get?

I didn’t watch last night’s episode because I was too fed up with my life but I am completely aware of what happened. Oh well, again. Read my rant.

So kanina, nandun ako sa bahay ng pinsan ko.. dun ako nanunuod ng PBB kasi ang boring manuod mag-isa. So yun, uminom pa kami ng konti habang iniintay yung PBB.. Bongga pa rin ang katarayan ni Rubi =))

PBB na, pinakita yung mga nangyari kahapon so nalaman ko na kung ano yung mga violations nila and !@#$ like that. But then, I don’t get the point of having a forced eviction lalo na kung yung nangyari eh TEST lang para sa mga housemates. Test lang yun, hindi task. Yes, they didn’t obey some of the house rules but did Big brother even realize that if that happened to his own friends, he would most probably do the same thing.. RISK EVERYTHING TO SAVE YOUR FRIENDS. Ginagago lang ni Big brother yung mga kabataan sa loob ng bahay niya.. Look, he has all the power to control things inside the house diba? Natural lang na maniniwala ang mga housemates na siya yung nag-uutos ng kung anu-ano nung una like yung sa phone call since siya lang naman yung pwedeng tao sa likod kung bakit may cellphone sa loob ng bahay niya. Siya rin naman yung may control sa mga pinto ng bahay kaya pwede ba, wag niyang sabihin na hindi dapat pagkatiwalaan ang mga housemate. Siya ang dapat hindi pagkatiwalaan, he plays trick very well.. he plays with those people’s feelings. Plus the fact na yung mga sinabi niya sa housemates are really emotional torture/abusive.. How he told everybody how much he regret that he trusted them and !@#$ like that. I couldn’t remember what he told to each of them but I know for myself that if someone WHO IS NOT EVEN MY FATHER OR MOTHER OR EVEN RELATED to me told me something like that, I swear to tell how bad I feel and everything I wanna tell him with respect. Just because you’re older and you’re the watchumacallit GOD inside that house doesn’t mean that you can hurt those people’s feelings. You don’t know how much that can affect them.. Maybe those kids are still blinded because they think you know all that.

If I were in that situation, hindi ko pipigilan sarili ko magsalita. IDK who the hell he is.. I obeyed everything inside the house but I only happened to disobey one of the rules and he treated me like I killed a dozen of people. Tutal may violation na rin naman ako, baka kung anu-ano lang masabi ko. Pinoy Big Brother isn’t a reality show anymore because there is one person or a group of people who are manipulating everything that is happening inside the house. Nakakagago lang eh. Nag-eemo pa siya na akala mo he was betrayed eh pakana niya naman yun.

That whole BUZZER thing is just stupid, I could not stress it more ‘cause it is really stupid. It only showed how selfish Pinoy housemates are, how desperate they are to get to the Big Night. Srsly, why does it have to be Jenny? Why not Fretzie since she was the one who answered the call when everyone tried to stop her? I’ve got something to tell y’all.. Have you watched the DEBATE? someone on the side of the teenternationals stressed out that Pinoy housemates had 3 violations while the Teenternationals don’t have any. So, since Big Brother want things to be FAIR, he did something para magkaron din ng Forced eviction sa Teenternationals.. He chose Jenny and Fretzie to kidnapped because Jenny is kind and she thinks of others first while Fretzie just plays safe. You heard it when the kidnapper asked the housemates to choose between Jenny and Fretzie, they chose Jenny but Jenny told them to choose Fretzie.. the one who started it all. Have you seen her felt happy and forget about Jenny when she got back inside the house? Oh Goddamnit. Plus, they only have a few days left.. kaya nira-rush na nila ang pagtanggal sa teenternationals since yung 3 slot eh para na sa Pinoy.. that means, isa na lang matatanggal sa teenternationals para gora na sa big night.

and about that buzzer thing, Fretzie was really a disappointment and I like how Ivan argue with her. Imbes na mag-isip ng maayos, sarili pa inisip. Actually, nagbilang pa sila ng mga nagawa ng mga teenternationals at kung sino lang yung mga tumutulong sa loob ng bahay.. THATS NOT THE POINT KIDS. You saw how the teenternationals take the whole buzzer thing? They prepared themselves but did not talk about behind Pinoy housemates’. I pity Jenny for she deserve the slot for the big night more than Fretzie/Devon. Pinoy made it to the BIG 6 but I really hope that Fretzie and Devon will not win, none of them deserve it.

Teenternationals FTW. Ryan Bang FTW!

PS. I DON’T !@#$ KNOW WHY I AM STILL WATCHING THIS STUPID REALITY SHOW.


31 May 2010

Sleepy...

I still have lots of something on my mind that keeps me up this late but I think I really have to jump up on my bed 'coz I'm really very sleepy. Good night guys. And good night Lord. Thank you for giving me this feeling of sleepiness... :) I love you God!

Ganun???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kanina, habang nasa Cavite pa kami, dumaan yung Tita ko kasama yung asawa niya tsaka ewan ko kung anak ba nila yun kasi ngayon ko lang nakita. Madilim na sa labas kaya parang ang ganda nung babae...tapos pinapasok siya ng nanay at tatay niya nga ata sa amin para mag-bless sa Papa ko.. (anak nga nila...haha...). So yun, pumasok..sus...maganda nga...ang ganda sobra...ng legs...yun lang! Wala naman pala siyang pinagkaiba saken sa mukha...pareho kaming maraming pimples. So yun. Umalis na sila after mag-bless ng napilitang nagmamagandang babae...ng biglang nagpahabol pa ang Papa niya nung sinabi ng Papa kong ang ganda niya. Sabi ba naman... "Kaya may syota na e maganda kasi..kung pangit to malamang wala." Aba, narindi ako! Isa iyong kalapastanganan! Alam ko nakakatawa kasi apektado ako...oo naman! Syempre, pangit ako...tapos ganun? Kahit pangit ako nagkasyota naman ako noh...(so dahil nagka-syota ako, hindi ako pangit.,..maganda ako..hmmm...asa!!wahahaha!!nasusuka ako sa mga sinasabi ko....!!) so yun na nga, diba nakakainis...(ako lang naiinis alam ko.) Ang yabang kasi...akala mo naman maganda nga talaga ang anak niya. At isa pa, naniniwala akong hindi totoo ang sinabi niya dahil kung sa pangit ay walang pumapatol, bakit siya nagka-asawa?? (yung Tito kong pangit ang tinutukoy ko ha...) Kainis. Badtrip. Ako pa naman, alam nila NBSB ako...syempre kung pinaalam ko edi patay na ko ngayon diba...hay nako..nakakainis talaga...lalo tuloy akong pinanghinaan ng loob....feeling ko hindi na ako magkaka-asawa...at parang tinanggalan ako ng karapatang mangarap na magkaroon ng boyfriend na ka-level ni James...ampness!!!hahaha!! nag-drama??!! Hmp! Hai...

Joe and Patrick..finally evicted!

This is the best eviction night ever!!! Joe and Patrick are finally out of the house! Now I still have this desire of mine to watch PBB every night. And well, I'm so happy too that James and Jenny are safe. I also like Angelo to be out but he's not nominated...aa...

Now the nominees are Devon, Tricia, Jenny and Bret...and only one will be evicted on Saturday. I'm a bit disappointed 'coz Fretzie is not one of the nominees...I really hate her...she's a bitch. Hmm...I also hate Devon..yeah...she's pretty,...that's all. I hate them both because they nominated Jenny for eviction just because of the "slot thing". Their attitude are disgusting. And, I hate Devon and Angelo because they are both "paawa effect". Not because they're poor, they deserve to win. If that's the case, Kuya should welcome only poor people in His house instead of having poor and rich mixed. arrggghH!!!

Oh well, let's first forget about the nomination. What's important now is that Patrick and Joe are out of the house. That's all. :)





26 May 2010

I'll post it!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll post it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll post the songs that was sang in the Pssion Manila 2010 but not now 'coz I'm hungry and I'm so tired...:)But I'll really post it...and by the way....

I wanna tell you that I'm gonna buy cds of Chris Tomlin, Kristian Stanfill and the Awakening one-by-one...and of course Louie Giglio's books. I really want it and i told you this because I really want to buy it...and this post would be my driving force for it...

na-miss ko agad..

Tama na'ng kaka-english...hmm..ayun..na-miss oo agad ang Passion Manila...hindi na ko makapaghintay para sa susunod pa..kaso sa 2012 pa yun...ahh!!!!!!

Hay...ampogi talaga ni Kristian Stanfill...grabe..pero mas crush ko pa din si Chris Tomlin. Ganda talaga astig ang experience. Nakakadala lang ang Araneta e sobrang layo kasi. Pero astig talaga sobra..parang gusto ko araw araw na lang yun..........

PASSION TOUR MANILA may25, 2010 overture or opening , video by jewpeter ...

Passion Manila opening

23 May 2010

If you're not going to read this,...something might happen...! xD

I really hate chain letters, mails or texts. Those are messages forwarded to as-many-as-you-can people. Those are not personal messages, but as said on the letters, once you've read the whole message, you'll be hooked up with it.

So here's the thing. Most of these chain letters are telling that if you pass it to anyone you know, your wish (mostly) will probably happen. Some tells you to follow their instructions before passing it...doing something kind of a ritual or anything. Then some of it just tells a story.

What I hate most about it is that it creates sudden fear to anyone who reads it. it mostly tells you that if you failed to pass it or if you just ignored it, one of your loved once will surely die or you'll be having bad lucks for the rest of your life. It sucks. I believe it is a demonic message, How come people believe in it? And how true the story in it are? And, above all, how dare the other people pass these messages to the ones "they love" if it carries bad luck.

It's a curse. Yes it is. I actually don't pass any of it. I believe that if I pass it to anyone, I'm passing bad luck to them and it's not good. How can you wish someone bad??

Oh my, I just receive another chain letter in my Facebook account this morning and I get really angry about it.

But I know God won't let those stories of bad luck happen to me.

I don't care if my crush won't love me back or I won't receive electronic gadgets from my loved ones in just one day... I'm not that desperate and I can wait. And besides, if I actually passed the letter, how can my crush love me back if he's none other than James Reid of PBB??? And how will I receive electronic gadgets from my loved ones if for now we have to work hard to have money...??

I don't believe in this,,,I won't let Lucifer to fool me. I only trust God...I know he has plans for me...


PBB Teen Clash of 2010, May 21, 2010 Teenternational Housemates Birit Si...

Oh, I really love the Teenternational Housemates over the Pinoy Housemates. Aside from being so cute all of them are of good attitude as compared to the Pinoys especially Joe...he's someone with a very unlikable attitude. Same with Yen...she's some kind of a flirty and so plastic. I also hate Fretzie...I could call her as "simpleng pokpok"...Patrick who thinks he's good but it's not...and uhmm...they are the only once I hate in the Pinoy Housemates.

With regards to the Teenternational Housemates, I love all of them especially Jenny, soooooooooooo cute with the piano and everything...Ryan's very funny...Richard so cute....Others are so cute also but most of all...the mysterious and metallic James!!! I love him!!! :)

Go Teenternationals!!!!!!!!!!! You all are deserving to win...!!!!!!!!!! Hai...how I wish all the slots are for you guys....!

07 May 2010

what if one of them asks for freedom?? would you let them go even if it would hurt you that much???

When your dog asks you to untie him and let him go for a play...

-you'll let him go, then get him back when the time's up.

What if your dog asks you to let him go and it will never go back again??

-There are still other dogs out there.

When your friends asks you to let them go..

-I'll let them if they want...but with the best reason...I don't own them...but I admit it would hurt me..

When you loved one asks for freedom??

-I'll let him go if that's what he wanted...and I'll be thankful for the days I had him...it would hurt me but not for too long.

When one of your family members asks you to let them go...

-I will allow them if that's what will make them happy...but it would affect me for a lifetime...

I am now at peace... ( ^ ,^ ) V

A while ago, I was still very upset about what's happening in our family. I was starting to breakdown. I cried a lot. I don't know what to do...I really can't handle things like that especially when it comes to our family.

Despite all of these, I am still looking forward to attend the Thursday Meeting of El Shaddai Chapter in our parish. I know it's the best idea to unwind.

Before going to the church, I prayed to God that whatever message he has for me, as much as possible, He won't tell me things that are straight forward because I don't want to be emotional in front of many people. As I've said to myself, "There are certain things wherein the reactions are meant only for yourself."

I went with my father, my younger sister and my younger cousin. My father was a little bit hesitant because we thought at first that it was already through. But I was very determined to attend and listen to God's words.

I entered the church with a very heavy heart.

The lesson is about Peace. Yeah, I've learned a lot.

After the whole session, we walked towards the door and the first thing I saw is the wonderful art of God..the bright lights and stars...in the dark sky.

And with that scenario, I found peace. :)

Kahit Maputi Na Ang Buhok Ko

Soapdish

Kung tayo’y matanda na
Sana’y di tayo magbago
At kailan ma’y, nasaan ma’y
Ito ang pangarap ko

Makuha mo pa kayang
Ako’y hagkan at yakapin ooh
Hanggang pagtanda natin
Nagtatanong lang sa `yo
Ako pa kaya’y ibigin mo
Kung maputi na ang buhok ko

Pagdating ng araw
Ang `yong buhok
Ay puputi na rin (puputi na rin)
Sabay tayong mangangarap
Ng nakaraan sa `tin

[chorus]
Ang nakalipas ay ibabalik natin ooh
Ipapaalala ko sa `yo
Ang aking pangako
Na ang pag-ibig ko’y laging sa ‘yo
Kahit maputi na ang buhok ko

[repeat chorus]

Kahit maputi o wala na ang
Buhok ko

pinapaalis nanaman ako...

Hay nako nandito nanaman ang ipis pinapaalis nanaman ako...infairness late siya ngayon aa...alas dos na saka pa lang nagparamdam...hay..dami ko pang gustong gawin aa....tsk!

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: yeah
B - BIRTHDAY: August 3, 1992
C - CRUSHING ON: none as of this moment
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: water
E - EASIEST PERSON(S) TO TALK TO: myself xD
F - FAVORITE SONG: random
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy worms!
H - HOMETOWN: Las Piñas City
I - IN LOVE WITH: My Yen
J - JUGGLE: >.<
K - KILLED SOMEONE: in my day dreams... XD
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Manila to Bicol
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Mango, Choco, Avocado :D
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: two..
O - ONE WISH: to achieve all my dreams...
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: my brother
Q- QUICKIE: >.<
R- REASON TO SMILE: anything
S- SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Kahit Maputi na ang buhok ko
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9:30 AM
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: white! (sinilip ko pa yan! xD)
V - VEGETABLE(S): is what i hate the most. :P
W - WORST HABIT: too many to mention xD
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: none
Y-YOYOS ARE: none sense toys
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: leo

Random Questions About You:

Spell your name without vowels: ld ky (c-r- -r-t...xD)
Your favorite number: three
What color do you wear most?: black
Least favorite color?: green
What are you listening to?: none
Are you happy with your life right now?: yes :].
What is your favorite class in school?: none
When do you start back at school/college?: >.<
Are you outgoing?: yes
Favorite pair of shoes?: high heeled closed shoe.
Where do you wish you were right now?: Switzerland!

THE CANS

Can you dance?: yes, i can :D
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: NO
Can you whistle?: yes
Write with both hands?: yes
Cross your eyes?: no
Walk with your toes curled?: i can ! xD

THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: YES
Do you believe in miracles?: definitely :D
Do you believe in magic?: yes...at some point.
Love at first sight?: yes
Do you believe in Satan?: yes
Do you believe in Santa? yes
Do you know how to swim?: a little.
Do you like roller coasters?: no
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: NO

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?: >.<
Have you ever asked someone out?: yes...friends.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yes
Have you ever painted your nails?: yes

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?: dunno
What radio station do you listen to?: 90.7 Love Radio!!
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: mcdo
What was the last thing you bought?: mcfloat
What was the last thing on TV you watched? Diva

THE WHOS:

Who was the last person you IM'd?: I can't remember.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: myself xD
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: myself xD

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?: sure i did
Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: haven't tried that xD
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: yes
Do certain songs make you cry?: yes.

HAPPY SECTION.

Are you a happy person?: yes?
What can make you happy?: anything
you wish you were happier?:
Can music make you happy?: sometimes

LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken? I've never counted.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: yeah


What is your current hair color?: black
Current piercings?: on my ears..
Have any tattoos?: none
Eye color?: black

IN A BOY/GIRL:

Favorite eye color: black :D
Short or long hair: anything will do as long as it looks good on him
Short Or Tall: taller
Best clothing: whatever suits him

HAVE YOU EVER..

Been to jail: not yet..
Mooned someone: yeah
Ran away from home: no
Laughed so hard you cried: definitely
Cried in school: yes
Thrown up in a store: no
Wanted to be a model: yeah
Cheated on someone: yes
Done something really stupid that you still laugh today? yes! :D
Seen a dead body: yes
Gone skinny dipping: no

THIS OR THAT..

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.
Single or Group Dates: or...hehe...I mean..both
Strawberries or Blueberries: none
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Meat or Veggies: meat
TV or Movie: movie
Guitar or Drums?: guitar
Adidas or Nike: both
Chinese or Mexican: none
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: none
Cake or Pie: cake
MTV or VH1: MTV

I've done 88 out of the 108 stupid things. :)

You are required to answer ALL the following questions.



Level 1
() Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
(~) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex--sa cheeks lang:P
(~) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(~) Am / Been In Love

SO FAR: 3

Level 4

(~) Had A Crush On An Older Person--:">
(~) Skipped School
() Slept With A Co-worker
(~) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 6

Level 5
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
() Been To Spain
(~) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 7

Level 6
() Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(~) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
() Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 8

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(~) Taken Pain Killers
(~) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have-:(
(~) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 11

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(~) Flown A Kite
(~) Built A Sand Castle
(~) Gone mudding
(~) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 15

Level 9

() Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(~) Cheated While Playing A Game
(~) Been Lonely
(~) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 18

Level 10

(~) Watched The Sun Set
(~) Felt An Earthquake
() Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 20

Level 11

(~) Been Tickled
(~) Been Robbed
(~) Been cheated on
(~) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 24

Level 12

(~) Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
() Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 25

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(~) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(~) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 27

Level 14
(~) Hated The Way You Look
(~) Witnessed A Crime
(~) Pole Danced
(~) Questioned Your Heart
(~) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 32

Level 15
(~) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(~) Been Lost
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
() Swam In The Ocean
(~) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 35

Level 16
(~)Cried Yourself To Sleep
(~) Played Cops And Robbers
(~) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(~) Sang Karaoke
(~) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 40

Level 17
(~) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
() Made a Prank Phone Call
(~) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(~) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 43

Level 18
(~) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(~) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(~) Blown Bubbles
(~) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 47

Level 19
() Crashed A Party
() Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(~) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(~) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 49

Level 20
(~) Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
(~) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 51

Level 22
() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(~) Kissed A Fish
(~) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(~) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 54

Level 23
(~) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(~)Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(~) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about.

SO FAR: 57

Level 24
(~) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(~) Climbed A Tree
(~) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(~) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone.

SO FAR: 61

Level 25
(~) Believed In Ghosts
(~) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes!
(~) Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 64

Level 26
(~) Played Chicken
(~) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(~) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
(~) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 68

Level 27
(~) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(~) Caught A Butterfly
(~) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(~)Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 72

Level 28
(~) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(~) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(~) Cheated On A Test
(~) Forgotten Someone's Name
(~) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
() Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(~) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 78

Level 29
(~) Rode A Roller Coaster
() Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling.
(~) Had A Cavity
(~) Black-Mailed Someone.
(~) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 82

Level 30
(~) Been Used
(~) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(~) Licked by a Cat
(~) Bitten Someone
(~) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 87

Level 31
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(~) Flattened someones tires
() Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 88

Shalala lala xD

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
--Barbie Girl (baliw.)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
--Dr. Jones (anu daw??)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
--Awit kay Inay (layo...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
--Bakit nga ba mahal kita (ouch...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
--Complicated (it's complicated...xD)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
--Cry (haha..)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
--Dahil mahal na mahal kita (ngek.)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
--Gemini (Leo ako...xD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
--Hanggang Dito Na Lang (hmm...ayos gyud.)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
--Here I Am (yun o!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
--kapag ako ay nagmahal (hala...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
--Kung ako na lang sana (ouchness...)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
--Kung alam mo lang (kung alam mo lang talaga..!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
--Let me be the one (hayup!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
--Muntik na kitang minahal (ano ba yan...nakakasayaw ba yan??)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
--My happy ending (kyot!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
--Once in a lifetime (ha?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
--one and only you (haha!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
--Pain in my heart.. (yeah right!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
--Pakisabi na lang (kasi di ko alam. xD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
--Each Passing Night (haha..)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
--Shalala lala (tae, sakto.)

The Ex Survey.

isip ka ng isa sa mga ex mo. then answer the questions below.
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1. ano tawagan niyo dati?
- pare
2. pano kung makipagbalikan siya sayo ngayon?
- hindi ko alam
3. bat kayo nag break?
- may maaapektuhan kasi pag pinanindigan pa namin...
4. ilang months kayo tumagal?
- 11 months and 23 days
5. san siya nag-aaral?
- UPHR Molino
6. theme song niyo?
- I'd rather
7. kelan naging kayo?
- August 11, 2007
8. kelan kayo nagbreak?
- August 4, 2008
9. ilang beses kayo nagbreak?
- isa lang...
10. sakaling available kayong dalawa, are you ready to bring back the past?
- oo...sana...
11. mahal mo pa ba?
- oo..
12. na-kiss mo na ba siya?
- of course.
13. ano usually pinapanood niyong dalawa?
- Prince of Tennis..favorite niya e...
14. minahal mo ba siya?
- oo naman...
15. ilang months bago ka naka get-over sa kaniya?
- hindi ko alam.
16. kelan kayo huling nagsama?
- last month
17. close ka ba sa family niya?
- ok lang.
18. mahal ka pa rin kaya niya?
- sabi niya,.
19. nakapunta ka na ba sa bahay nila?
- oo..
20. ever been to the mall with him/her?
- definitely.
21. ano pinaka memorable na memory sa past niyo?
- lahat.
22. ever watched a movie together? what?
- yeah...the simpsons movie
23. pano kung one day, bigla ka niya i-kiss sa lips?
- haha...wala...
24. san kayo madalas tumambay dati?
- tennis court tsaka sa bahay nila
25. sino nanligaw sa inyo?
- siya.
26. ilang days?
- 150 days
27. any regrets?
- wala naman.
28. mahilig ba siya mag-pc?
- hindi masyado
29. napag awayan niyo na ba about his/ her friends?
- hindi..
30. eh yung paglalaro niya ng pc?
- hindi
31. what can you say bout the survey?
- badtrip. haha.

06 May 2010

Trip lang

1. What time did you get up this morning?
--9:30 AM

2. How do you like your steak?
--it has to be cooked by my mom

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
--I Love You, Goodbye...tsk.

4. What is your favorite TV show?
--Agua Bendita, PBB and Rubi

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
--Switzerland!

6. What did you have for breakfast?
--cheese bites.

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
--filipino dish, of course :))

8. What foods do you dislike?
--sweets...anything my mom cooks.

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
--house...there's no place like home :)

10. Favorite dressing?
--none

11. What kind of vehicle do you drive?
--single motorcycle && bike

12. What are your favorite clothes?
--dress.

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
--Masbate

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
--1/2 empty...to justify my negativity :)

15. Where would you want to retire?
--in one of the virgin beaches of Masbate

16. Favorite time of day?
--any

17. Where were you born?
--Las Piñas City

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
--tennis and volleyball!!

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
--i dunno.

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
--i dunno either.

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
--anyone.

22. Bird watcher?
--definitely :P

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
--morning >.<

24. Do you have any pets?
--yes i have.

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
--I'll be attending the Passion Manila this coming 25th day of May in the year 2010...and you know what...I'm planning of attending all of the Passion Manilas every two years!

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
--a princess and a bank manager

27. What is your best childhood memory?
--every memory where my father and mother is involved :DD

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
--dog

29. Are you married?
--no.

30. Always wear your seat belt?
--nope.

31. Been in a car accident?
--almost.

32. Any pet peeves?
--too many to mention

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
--cheese

34. Favorite Flower?
--rose ^_____^

35. Favorite ice cream?
--cheese && cookies and cream

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
--mcdo

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
--i haven't taken it yet :P

38. From whom did you get your last email?
--facebook :P

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
--book store. National Bookstore to be specific.

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
--cry.

41. Like your job?
--i don't have one

42. Broccoli? cheese? together?
--cheese only.

43. What was your favorite vacation?
--I love all vacations.

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
--My family

45. What are you listening to right now?
--90.70 Love Radio

46. What is your favorite color?
--Orange

47. How many tattoos do you have?
--none

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
--none

49. What time did you finish this quiz
--11:48 PM

50. Coffee drinker?
--never

05 May 2010

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I actually don't have any idea of what I'm going to post now. I have so much things in my mind...too many to express it one by one. All I know is that I was really upset by what's happening in my entire week. It was very frustrating. Ahh...so much to think about...

kaYa kO pA Ba??!!???

sAnA....

04 May 2010

God Bless Us later....:)

I'll be with my friend 'agent jack' later 'coz we'll be going to Ortigas to pay for our ticket for the Passion Manila on the 25th day of May.

This day would be very exciting because we both do not know how to get there...but I know...I mean...we know..

God will be with us on our trip. :)


I just wish I had my cam with me... :(


they're a dying breed....



WE'RE A DYIN
G BREED...











.to every guy that has said: you are beautiful



.to every guy that has said, "Sex CAN wait."



.to every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.



.to every guy that gives flowers and a card.
.to every guy who has given her flowers just because.



.to every guy that said he would die for her.



.to every guy that really would.



.to every guy that did what she wanted to do.



.to every guy that cried in front of her.



.to every guy that she cried in front of.



.to every guy that holds hands with her.



.to every guy that hugs her when she's sad.



.to every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.



.to every guy who would give their jacket up for her.



.to every guy that calls (or texts) to make sure she got home safe.



.to every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.
.to every guy that would give his seat up.
.to every guy that just wants to cuddle.
.to every guy that reassured her that she was beatiful no matter what.
.to every guy who told his secrets to her.
.to every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
.to every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
.to every guy that believed in her dreams.
.to every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
.to every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
.to every guy that walked her to her house.
.to every guy that gave his heart.
.to every guy who prays that she is happy even if he is not with her.
.to every guy who is willing to wait for years just to prove his love for her.
.to every guy who still prioritizes GOD instead of making the girl as the sun of his life.
ARE YOU ONE OF US?


25 April 2010

Passion Manila 2010


Grabe I can't believe it! Last...(di ko na maalala kung kailan...) niyaya ako ni 'agent jack' na manuod daw ng concert sa Araneta Coliseum, Passion Manila 2010.

Syempre ako go ako..kaso nga...after the tampuhan we had, medyo alangan pa ko mag-trust ulit when it comes to meetings like that. So now, kanina as in,,,I was thinking of a reason...one valid reason to refuse. But fortunately, I haven't think of anything. I am planning actually of using someone as a reason...but as soon as I saw the web blog of Becca Music...everything changed. My thirst for refusal has gone. Gusto ko ng pumunta sa concert.!


I actually saw first the ad in Alabang Town Center...I only saw Louie Giglio's name but syempre, I thought it would be impossible for me to go there kasi as expected, mahal ang bayad dahil international icon siya. But I was wrong. 200 ang bayad. Unfortunately, gabi siya and what's worst, Upperbox B na lang ang available slot.

Pero di ako susuko. I have to be there. Only 16-25 years old....grabe,...astig talaga kumilos si God.


I hope I'll be there. I will, I will, I will. God will make a way for me...!!!
Puro pa favorite ko andun...si Loiue Giglio (How great is our God), Chris Tomlin (Indescribable), and Kristian Stanfill na di ko pa kilala...but I'll know him as soon as possible.

God, I now claim that I'll be there on the 25th day of May.

Amen!

18 April 2010

ayo has....!!!

yon oh!!!! namiss ko mag-post...manubanaman....feel na feel ko ang bakasyon sa kabila naming bahay...hahaha!!

kaya eto nagpupuyat sabik sa computer!!!!!!!!

oi..may picture na ko sa blog ko..kaatar naman o...hahaha...

nga pala..kaya ganyan ang title kasi uso sa bahay ngayon yung dugtungan ng letrang 's' ang mga salitang wala talagang 's' at tanggalan ng 's' ang merong 's'.

ayos ba?? di ko na ginawa sa post baka mabaliw tayo..ayiiieee!!


BOGA!~

14 April 2010

BUHAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


BUONG BANSA, ATING IBOTO!

BUHAY PARTYLIST


01 April 2010

maundy thursday

Pagkagising ko ngayon-ngayon lang, inisip ko agad kung paano ko kakausapin yung tatawagan ko. Nagpractice pa ko ng right words sa utak ko..may english version pa nga yung pinraktis ko e..

Tapos yun bumangon na ko...naghilamos...habang naghihilamos nagdasal ako na sana babae ang makasagot..ok lang babaeng masungit basta wag lang lalaki.

Lapit sa telepono....

dial...

ring...

(kabado)

Presto!

Sinagot.

Lalaki!

Tinanong ko kung DEPED yung tinawagan ko. Hindi siya sumagot. Nakalimutan ko pala mag-good morning kaya inulit ko ang tanong ko. Sumagot na. Oo daw. Tinanong ko kung pwedeng magtanong tungkol sa school kung registered sa kanila. Tinanong niya ako kung anong school. Edi sinabi ko ang pangalan. Tapos alam mo kung ano sinagot? Tawag na lang daw ako by Monday kasi walang tao doon ngayon...KASI HOLIDAY!!

Tae pahiya ako dun aa...ayun nagbigay siya ng bagong number na tatawagan ko sa Monday..tapos nag-thank you na ko...sabay baba ng phone.

hehe...