AGREE AGREE!!!!!!!

How stupid can that Big Brother get?

I didn’t watch last night’s episode because I was too fed up with my life but I am completely aware of what happened. Oh well, again. Read my rant.

So kanina, nandun ako sa bahay ng pinsan ko.. dun ako nanunuod ng PBB kasi ang boring manuod mag-isa. So yun, uminom pa kami ng konti habang iniintay yung PBB.. Bongga pa rin ang katarayan ni Rubi =))

PBB na, pinakita yung mga nangyari kahapon so nalaman ko na kung ano yung mga violations nila and !@#$ like that. But then, I don’t get the point of having a forced eviction lalo na kung yung nangyari eh TEST lang para sa mga housemates. Test lang yun, hindi task. Yes, they didn’t obey some of the house rules but did Big brother even realize that if that happened to his own friends, he would most probably do the same thing.. RISK EVERYTHING TO SAVE YOUR FRIENDS. Ginagago lang ni Big brother yung mga kabataan sa loob ng bahay niya.. Look, he has all the power to control things inside the house diba? Natural lang na maniniwala ang mga housemates na siya yung nag-uutos ng kung anu-ano nung una like yung sa phone call since siya lang naman yung pwedeng tao sa likod kung bakit may cellphone sa loob ng bahay niya. Siya rin naman yung may control sa mga pinto ng bahay kaya pwede ba, wag niyang sabihin na hindi dapat pagkatiwalaan ang mga housemate. Siya ang dapat hindi pagkatiwalaan, he plays trick very well.. he plays with those people’s feelings. Plus the fact na yung mga sinabi niya sa housemates are really emotional torture/abusive.. How he told everybody how much he regret that he trusted them and !@#$ like that. I couldn’t remember what he told to each of them but I know for myself that if someone WHO IS NOT EVEN MY FATHER OR MOTHER OR EVEN RELATED to me told me something like that, I swear to tell how bad I feel and everything I wanna tell him with respect. Just because you’re older and you’re the watchumacallit GOD inside that house doesn’t mean that you can hurt those people’s feelings. You don’t know how much that can affect them.. Maybe those kids are still blinded because they think you know all that.

If I were in that situation, hindi ko pipigilan sarili ko magsalita. IDK who the hell he is.. I obeyed everything inside the house but I only happened to disobey one of the rules and he treated me like I killed a dozen of people. Tutal may violation na rin naman ako, baka kung anu-ano lang masabi ko. Pinoy Big Brother isn’t a reality show anymore because there is one person or a group of people who are manipulating everything that is happening inside the house. Nakakagago lang eh. Nag-eemo pa siya na akala mo he was betrayed eh pakana niya naman yun.

That whole BUZZER thing is just stupid, I could not stress it more ‘cause it is really stupid. It only showed how selfish Pinoy housemates are, how desperate they are to get to the Big Night. Srsly, why does it have to be Jenny? Why not Fretzie since she was the one who answered the call when everyone tried to stop her? I’ve got something to tell y’all.. Have you watched the DEBATE? someone on the side of the teenternationals stressed out that Pinoy housemates had 3 violations while the Teenternationals don’t have any. So, since Big Brother want things to be FAIR, he did something para magkaron din ng Forced eviction sa Teenternationals.. He chose Jenny and Fretzie to kidnapped because Jenny is kind and she thinks of others first while Fretzie just plays safe. You heard it when the kidnapper asked the housemates to choose between Jenny and Fretzie, they chose Jenny but Jenny told them to choose Fretzie.. the one who started it all. Have you seen her felt happy and forget about Jenny when she got back inside the house? Oh Goddamnit. Plus, they only have a few days left.. kaya nira-rush na nila ang pagtanggal sa teenternationals since yung 3 slot eh para na sa Pinoy.. that means, isa na lang matatanggal sa teenternationals para gora na sa big night.

and about that buzzer thing, Fretzie was really a disappointment and I like how Ivan argue with her. Imbes na mag-isip ng maayos, sarili pa inisip. Actually, nagbilang pa sila ng mga nagawa ng mga teenternationals at kung sino lang yung mga tumutulong sa loob ng bahay.. THATS NOT THE POINT KIDS. You saw how the teenternationals take the whole buzzer thing? They prepared themselves but did not talk about behind Pinoy housemates’. I pity Jenny for she deserve the slot for the big night more than Fretzie/Devon. Pinoy made it to the BIG 6 but I really hope that Fretzie and Devon will not win, none of them deserve it.

Teenternationals FTW. Ryan Bang FTW!

PS. I DON’T !@#$ KNOW WHY I AM STILL WATCHING THIS STUPID REALITY SHOW.

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dreadful, terrible, abominable, bad, poor, unpleasant

Foul Filthy Squalid Soiled Unclean Sordid Impure

Sleepy...

I still have lots of something on my mind that keeps me up this late but I think I really have to jump up on my bed 'coz I'm really very sleepy. Good night guys. And good night Lord. Thank you for giving me this feeling of sleepiness... :) I love you God!

Ganun???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kanina, habang nasa Cavite pa kami, dumaan yung Tita ko kasama yung asawa niya tsaka ewan ko kung anak ba nila yun kasi ngayon ko lang nakita. Madilim na sa labas kaya parang ang ganda nung babae...tapos pinapasok siya ng nanay at tatay niya nga ata sa amin para mag-bless sa Papa ko.. (anak nga nila...haha...). So yun, pumasok..sus...maganda nga...ang ganda sobra...ng legs...yun lang! Wala naman pala siyang pinagkaiba saken sa mukha...pareho kaming maraming pimples. So yun. Umalis na sila after mag-bless ng napilitang nagmamagandang babae...ng biglang nagpahabol pa ang Papa niya nung sinabi ng Papa kong ang ganda niya. Sabi ba naman... "Kaya may syota na e maganda kasi..kung pangit to malamang wala." Aba, narindi ako! Isa iyong kalapastanganan! Alam ko nakakatawa kasi apektado ako...oo naman! Syempre, pangit ako...tapos ganun? Kahit pangit ako nagkasyota naman ako noh...(so dahil nagka-syota ako, hindi ako pangit.,..maganda ako..hmmm...asa!!wahahaha!!nasusuka ako sa mga sinasabi ko....!!) so yun na nga, diba nakakainis...(ako lang naiinis alam ko.) Ang yabang kasi...akala mo naman maganda nga talaga ang anak niya. At isa pa, naniniwala akong hindi totoo ang sinabi niya dahil kung sa pangit ay walang pumapatol, bakit siya nagka-asawa?? (yung Tito kong pangit ang tinutukoy ko ha...) Kainis. Badtrip. Ako pa naman, alam nila NBSB ako...syempre kung pinaalam ko edi patay na ko ngayon diba...hay nako..nakakainis talaga...lalo tuloy akong pinanghinaan ng loob....feeling ko hindi na ako magkaka-asawa...at parang tinanggalan ako ng karapatang mangarap na magkaroon ng boyfriend na ka-level ni James...ampness!!!hahaha!! nag-drama??!! Hmp! Hai...

Joe and Patrick..finally evicted!

This is the best eviction night ever!!! Joe and Patrick are finally out of the house! Now I still have this desire of mine to watch PBB every night. And well, I'm so happy too that James and Jenny are safe. I also like Angelo to be out but he's not nominated...aa...

Now the nominees are Devon, Tricia, Jenny and Bret...and only one will be evicted on Saturday. I'm a bit disappointed 'coz Fretzie is not one of the nominees...I really hate her...she's a bitch. Hmm...I also hate Devon..yeah...she's pretty,...that's all. I hate them both because they nominated Jenny for eviction just because of the "slot thing". Their attitude are disgusting. And, I hate Devon and Angelo because they are both "paawa effect". Not because they're poor, they deserve to win. If that's the case, Kuya should welcome only poor people in His house instead of having poor and rich mixed. arrggghH!!!

Oh well, let's first forget about the nomination. What's important now is that Patrick and Joe are out of the house. That's all. :)

I'll post it!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll post it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll post the songs that was sang in the Pssion Manila 2010 but not now 'coz I'm hungry and I'm so tired...:)But I'll really post it...and by the way....

I wanna tell you that I'm gonna buy cds of Chris Tomlin, Kristian Stanfill and the Awakening one-by-one...and of course Louie Giglio's books. I really want it and i told you this because I really want to buy it...and this post would be my driving force for it...

na-miss ko agad..

Tama na'ng kaka-english...hmm..ayun..na-miss oo agad ang Passion Manila...hindi na ko makapaghintay para sa susunod pa..kaso sa 2012 pa yun...ahh!!!!!!

Hay...ampogi talaga ni Kristian Stanfill...grabe..pero mas crush ko pa din si Chris Tomlin. Ganda talaga astig ang experience. Nakakadala lang ang Araneta e sobrang layo kasi. Pero astig talaga sobra..parang gusto ko araw araw na lang yun..........

PASSION TOUR MANILA may25, 2010 overture or opening , video by jewpeter ...

Passion Manila opening

If you're not going to read this,...something might happen...! xD

I really hate chain letters, mails or texts. Those are messages forwarded to as-many-as-you-can people. Those are not personal messages, but as said on the letters, once you've read the whole message, you'll be hooked up with it.

So here's the thing. Most of these chain letters are telling that if you pass it to anyone you know, your wish (mostly) will probably happen. Some tells you to follow their instructions before passing it...doing something kind of a ritual or anything. Then some of it just tells a story.

What I hate most about it is that it creates sudden fear to anyone who reads it. it mostly tells you that if you failed to pass it or if you just ignored it, one of your loved once will surely die or you'll be having bad lucks for the rest of your life. It sucks. I believe it is a demonic message, How come people believe in it? And how true the story in it are? And, above all, how dare the other people pass these messages to the ones "they love" if it carries bad luck.

It's a curse. Yes it is. I actually don't pass any of it. I believe that if I pass it to anyone, I'm passing bad luck to them and it's not good. How can you wish someone bad??

Oh my, I just receive another chain letter in my Facebook account this morning and I get really angry about it.

But I know God won't let those stories of bad luck happen to me.

I don't care if my crush won't love me back or I won't receive electronic gadgets from my loved ones in just one day... I'm not that desperate and I can wait. And besides, if I actually passed the letter, how can my crush love me back if he's none other than James Reid of PBB??? And how will I receive electronic gadgets from my loved ones if for now we have to work hard to have money...??

I don't believe in this,,,I won't let Lucifer to fool me. I only trust God...I know he has plans for me...

PBB Teen Clash of 2010, May 21, 2010 Teenternational Housemates Birit Si...

Oh, I really love the Teenternational Housemates over the Pinoy Housemates. Aside from being so cute all of them are of good attitude as compared to the Pinoys especially Joe...he's someone with a very unlikable attitude. Same with Yen...she's some kind of a flirty and so plastic. I also hate Fretzie...I could call her as "simpleng pokpok"...Patrick who thinks he's good but it's not...and uhmm...they are the only once I hate in the Pinoy Housemates.

With regards to the Teenternational Housemates, I love all of them especially Jenny, soooooooooooo cute with the piano and everything...Ryan's very funny...Richard so cute....Others are so cute also but most of all...the mysterious and metallic James!!! I love him!!! :)

Go Teenternationals!!!!!!!!!!! You all are deserving to win...!!!!!!!!!! Hai...how I wish all the slots are for you guys....!

what if one of them asks for freedom?? would you let them go even if it would hurt you that much???

When your dog asks you to untie him and let him go for a play...

-you'll let him go, then get him back when the time's up.

What if your dog asks you to let him go and it will never go back again??

-There are still other dogs out there.

When your friends asks you to let them go..

-I'll let them if they want...but with the best reason...I don't own them...but I admit it would hurt me..

When you loved one asks for freedom??

-I'll let him go if that's what he wanted...and I'll be thankful for the days I had him...it would hurt me but not for too long.

When one of your family members asks you to let them go...

-I will allow them if that's what will make them happy...but it would affect me for a lifetime...

I am now at peace... ( ^ ,^ ) V

A while ago, I was still very upset about what's happening in our family. I was starting to breakdown. I cried a lot. I don't know what to do...I really can't handle things like that especially when it comes to our family.

Despite all of these, I am still looking forward to attend the Thursday Meeting of El Shaddai Chapter in our parish. I know it's the best idea to unwind.

Before going to the church, I prayed to God that whatever message he has for me, as much as possible, He won't tell me things that are straight forward because I don't want to be emotional in front of many people. As I've said to myself, "There are certain things wherein the reactions are meant only for yourself."

I went with my father, my younger sister and my younger cousin. My father was a little bit hesitant because we thought at first that it was already through. But I was very determined to attend and listen to God's words.

I entered the church with a very heavy heart.

The lesson is about Peace. Yeah, I've learned a lot.

After the whole session, we walked towards the door and the first thing I saw is the wonderful art of God..the bright lights and stars...in the dark sky.

And with that scenario, I found peace. :)

Kahit Maputi Na Ang Buhok Ko

Soapdish

Kung tayo’y matanda na
Sana’y di tayo magbago
At kailan ma’y, nasaan ma’y
Ito ang pangarap ko

Makuha mo pa kayang
Ako’y hagkan at yakapin ooh
Hanggang pagtanda natin
Nagtatanong lang sa `yo
Ako pa kaya’y ibigin mo
Kung maputi na ang buhok ko

Pagdating ng araw
Ang `yong buhok
Ay puputi na rin (puputi na rin)
Sabay tayong mangangarap
Ng nakaraan sa `tin

[chorus]
Ang nakalipas ay ibabalik natin ooh
Ipapaalala ko sa `yo
Ang aking pangako
Na ang pag-ibig ko’y laging sa ‘yo
Kahit maputi na ang buhok ko

[repeat chorus]

Kahit maputi o wala na ang
Buhok ko

pinapaalis nanaman ako...

Hay nako nandito nanaman ang ipis pinapaalis nanaman ako...infairness late siya ngayon aa...alas dos na saka pa lang nagparamdam...hay..dami ko pang gustong gawin aa....tsk!

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: yeah
B - BIRTHDAY: August 3, 1992
C - CRUSHING ON: none as of this moment
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: water
E - EASIEST PERSON(S) TO TALK TO: myself xD
F - FAVORITE SONG: random
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy worms!
H - HOMETOWN: Las Piñas City
I - IN LOVE WITH: My Yen
J - JUGGLE: >.<
K - KILLED SOMEONE: in my day dreams... XD
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Manila to Bicol

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Mango, Choco, Avocado :D
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: two..
O - ONE WISH: to achieve all my dreams...
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: my brother
Q- QUICKIE: >.<
R- REASON TO SMILE: anything
S- SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Kahit Maputi na ang buhok ko
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9:30 AM
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: white! (sinilip ko pa yan! xD)
V - VEGETABLE(S): is what i hate the most. :P
W - WORST HABIT: too many to mention xD
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: none
Y-YOYOS ARE: none sense toys
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: leo

Random Questions About You:

Spell your name without vowels: ld ky (c-r- -r-t...xD)
Your favorite number: three
What color do you wear most?: black
Least favorite color?: green
What are you listening to?: none
Are you happy with your life right now?: yes :].
What is your favorite class in school?: none
When do you start back at school/college?: >.<
Are you outgoing?: yes
Favorite pair of shoes?: high heeled closed shoe.
Where do you wish you were right now?: Switzerland!

THE CANS

Can you dance?: yes, i can :D
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: NO
Can you whistle?: yes
Write with both hands?: yes
Cross your eyes?: no
Walk with your toes curled?: i can ! xD

THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: YES
Do you believe in miracles?: definitely :D
Do you believe in magic?: yes...at some point.
Love at first sight?: yes
Do you believe in Satan?: yes
Do you believe in Santa? yes
Do you know how to swim?: a little.
Do you like roller coasters?: no
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: NO

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?: >.<
Have you ever asked someone out?: yes...friends.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yes
Have you ever painted your nails?: yes

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?: dunno
What radio station do you listen to?: 90.7 Love Radio!!
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: mcdo
What was the last thing you bought?: mcfloat
What was the last thing on TV you watched? Diva

THE WHOS:

Who was the last person you IM'd?: I can't remember.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: myself xD
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: myself xD

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?: sure i did
Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: haven't tried that xD
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: yes
Do certain songs make you cry?: yes.

HAPPY SECTION.

Are you a happy person?: yes?
What can make you happy?: anything
you wish you were happier?:
Can music make you happy?: sometimes

LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken? I've never counted.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: yeah


What is your current hair color?: black
Current piercings?: on my ears..
Have any tattoos?: none
Eye color?: black

IN A BOY/GIRL:

Favorite eye color: black :D
Short or long hair: anything will do as long as it looks good on him
Short Or Tall: taller
Best clothing: whatever suits him

HAVE YOU EVER..

Been to jail: not yet..
Mooned someone: yeah
Ran away from home: no
Laughed so hard you cried: definitely
Cried in school: yes
Thrown up in a store: no
Wanted to be a model: yeah
Cheated on someone: yes
Done something really stupid that you still laugh today? yes! :D
Seen a dead body: yes
Gone skinny dipping: no

THIS OR THAT..

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.
Single or Group Dates: or...hehe...I mean..both
Strawberries or Blueberries: none
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Meat or Veggies: meat
TV or Movie: movie
Guitar or Drums?: guitar
Adidas or Nike: both
Chinese or Mexican: none
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: none
Cake or Pie: cake
MTV or VH1: MTV

I've done 88 out of the 108 stupid things. :)

You are required to answer ALL the following questions.



Level 1
() Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
(~) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex--sa cheeks lang:P
(~) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(~) Am / Been In Love

SO FAR: 3

Level 4

(~) Had A Crush On An Older Person--:">
(~) Skipped School
() Slept With A Co-worker
(~) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 6

Level 5
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
() Been To Spain
(~) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 7

Level 6
() Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(~) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
() Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 8

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(~) Taken Pain Killers
(~) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have-:(
(~) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 11

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(~) Flown A Kite
(~) Built A Sand Castle
(~) Gone mudding
(~) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 15

Level 9

() Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(~) Cheated While Playing A Game
(~) Been Lonely
(~) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 18

Level 10

(~) Watched The Sun Set
(~) Felt An Earthquake
() Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 20

Level 11

(~) Been Tickled
(~) Been Robbed
(~) Been cheated on
(~) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 24

Level 12

(~) Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
() Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 25

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(~) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(~) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 27

Level 14
(~) Hated The Way You Look
(~) Witnessed A Crime
(~) Pole Danced
(~) Questioned Your Heart
(~) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 32

Level 15
(~) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(~) Been Lost
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
() Swam In The Ocean
(~) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 35

Level 16
(~)Cried Yourself To Sleep
(~) Played Cops And Robbers
(~) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(~) Sang Karaoke
(~) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 40

Level 17
(~) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
() Made a Prank Phone Call
(~) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(~) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 43

Level 18
(~) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(~) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(~) Blown Bubbles
(~) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 47

Level 19
() Crashed A Party
() Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(~) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(~) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 49

Level 20
(~) Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
(~) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 51

Level 22
() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(~) Kissed A Fish
(~) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(~) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 54

Level 23
(~) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(~)Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(~) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about.

SO FAR: 57

Level 24
(~) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(~) Climbed A Tree
(~) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(~) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone.

SO FAR: 61

Level 25
(~) Believed In Ghosts
(~) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes!
(~) Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 64

Level 26
(~) Played Chicken
(~) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(~) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
(~) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 68

Level 27
(~) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(~) Caught A Butterfly
(~) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(~)Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 72

Level 28
(~) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(~) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(~) Cheated On A Test
(~) Forgotten Someone's Name
(~) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
() Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(~) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 78

Level 29
(~) Rode A Roller Coaster
() Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling.
(~) Had A Cavity
(~) Black-Mailed Someone.
(~) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 82

Level 30
(~) Been Used
(~) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(~) Licked by a Cat
(~) Bitten Someone
(~) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 87

Level 31
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(~) Flattened someones tires
() Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 88

Shalala lala xD

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
--Barbie Girl (baliw.)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
--Dr. Jones (anu daw??)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
--Awit kay Inay (layo...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
--Bakit nga ba mahal kita (ouch...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
--Complicated (it's complicated...xD)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
--Cry (haha..)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
--Dahil mahal na mahal kita (ngek.)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
--Gemini (Leo ako...xD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
--Hanggang Dito Na Lang (hmm...ayos gyud.)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
--Here I Am (yun o!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
--kapag ako ay nagmahal (hala...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
--Kung ako na lang sana (ouchness...)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
--Kung alam mo lang (kung alam mo lang talaga..!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
--Let me be the one (hayup!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
--Muntik na kitang minahal (ano ba yan...nakakasayaw ba yan??)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
--My happy ending (kyot!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
--Once in a lifetime (ha?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
--one and only you (haha!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
--Pain in my heart.. (yeah right!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
--Pakisabi na lang (kasi di ko alam. xD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
--Each Passing Night (haha..)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
--Shalala lala (tae, sakto.)

The Ex Survey.

isip ka ng isa sa mga ex mo. then answer the questions below.
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1. ano tawagan niyo dati?
- pare
2. pano kung makipagbalikan siya sayo ngayon?
- hindi ko alam
3. bat kayo nag break?
- may maaapektuhan kasi pag pinanindigan pa namin...
4. ilang months kayo tumagal?
- 11 months and 23 days
5. san siya nag-aaral?
- UPHR Molino
6. theme song niyo?
- I'd rather
7. kelan naging kayo?
- August 11, 2007
8. kelan kayo nagbreak?
- August 4, 2008
9. ilang beses kayo nagbreak?
- isa lang...
10. sakaling available kayong dalawa, are you ready to bring back the past?
- oo...sana...
11. mahal mo pa ba?
- oo..
12. na-kiss mo na ba siya?
- of course.
13. ano usually pinapanood niyong dalawa?
- Prince of Tennis..favorite niya e...
14. minahal mo ba siya?
- oo naman...
15. ilang months bago ka naka get-over sa kaniya?
- hindi ko alam.
16. kelan kayo huling nagsama?
- last month
17. close ka ba sa family niya?
- ok lang.
18. mahal ka pa rin kaya niya?
- sabi niya,.
19. nakapunta ka na ba sa bahay nila?
- oo..
20. ever been to the mall with him/her?
- definitely.
21. ano pinaka memorable na memory sa past niyo?
- lahat.
22. ever watched a movie together? what?
- yeah...the simpsons movie
23. pano kung one day, bigla ka niya i-kiss sa lips?
- haha...wala...
24. san kayo madalas tumambay dati?
- tennis court tsaka sa bahay nila
25. sino nanligaw sa inyo?
- siya.
26. ilang days?
- 150 days
27. any regrets?
- wala naman.
28. mahilig ba siya mag-pc?
- hindi masyado
29. napag awayan niyo na ba about his/ her friends?
- hindi..
30. eh yung paglalaro niya ng pc?
- hindi
31. what can you say bout the survey?
- badtrip. haha.

Trip lang

1. What time did you get up this morning?
--9:30 AM

2. How do you like your steak?
--it has to be cooked by my mom

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
--I Love You, Goodbye...tsk.

4. What is your favorite TV show?
--Agua Bendita, PBB and Rubi

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
--Switzerland!

6. What did you have for breakfast?
--cheese bites.

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
--filipino dish, of course :))

8. What foods do you dislike?
--sweets...anything my mom cooks.

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
--house...there's no place like home :)

10. Favorite dressing?
--none

11. What kind of vehicle do you drive?
--single motorcycle && bike

12. What are your favorite clothes?
--dress.

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
--Masbate

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
--1/2 empty...to justify my negativity :)

15. Where would you want to retire?
--in one of the virgin beaches of Masbate

16. Favorite time of day?
--any

17. Where were you born?
--Las Piñas City

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
--tennis and volleyball!!

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
--i dunno.

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
--i dunno either.

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
--anyone.

22. Bird watcher?
--definitely :P

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
--morning >.<

24. Do you have any pets?
--yes i have.

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
--I'll be attending the Passion Manila this coming 25th day of May in the year 2010...and you know what...I'm planning of attending all of the Passion Manilas every two years!

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
--a princess and a bank manager

27. What is your best childhood memory?
--every memory where my father and mother is involved :DD

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
--dog

29. Are you married?
--no.

30. Always wear your seat belt?
--nope.

31. Been in a car accident?
--almost.

32. Any pet peeves?
--too many to mention

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
--cheese

34. Favorite Flower?
--rose ^_____^

35. Favorite ice cream?
--cheese && cookies and cream

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
--mcdo

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
--i haven't taken it yet :P

38. From whom did you get your last email?
--facebook :P

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
--book store. National Bookstore to be specific.

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
--cry.

41. Like your job?
--i don't have one

42. Broccoli? cheese? together?
--cheese only.

43. What was your favorite vacation?
--I love all vacations.

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
--My family

45. What are you listening to right now?
--90.70 Love Radio

46. What is your favorite color?
--Orange

47. How many tattoos do you have?
--none

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
--none

49. What time did you finish this quiz
--11:48 PM

50. Coffee drinker?
--never

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I actually don't have any idea of what I'm going to post now. I have so much things in my mind...too many to express it one by one. All I know is that I was really upset by what's happening in my entire week. It was very frustrating. Ahh...so much to think about...

kaYa kO pA Ba??!!???

sAnA....

God Bless Us later....:)

I'll be with my friend 'agent jack' later 'coz we'll be going to Ortigas to pay for our ticket for the Passion Manila on the 25th day of May.

This day would be very exciting because we both do not know how to get there...but I know...I mean...we know..

God will be with us on our trip. :)

I just wish I had my cam with me... :(

they're a dying breed....

WE'RE A DYING BREED...

.to every guy that has said: you are beautiful



.to every guy that has said, "Sex CAN wait."



.to every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.



.to every guy that gives flowers and a card.
.to every guy who has given her flowers just because.



.to every guy that said he would die for her.



.to every guy that really would.



.to every guy that did what she wanted to do.



.to every guy that cried in front of her.



.to every guy that she cried in front of.



.to every guy that holds hands with her.



.to every guy that hugs her when she's sad.



.to every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.



.to every guy who would give their jacket up for her.



.to every guy that calls (or texts) to make sure she got home safe.



.to every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.
.to every guy that would give his seat up.
.to every guy that just wants to cuddle.
.to every guy that reassured her that she was beatiful no matter what.
.to every guy who told his secrets to her.
.to every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
.to every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
.to every guy that believed in her dreams.
.to every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
.to every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
.to every guy that walked her to her house.
.to every guy that gave his heart.
.to every guy who prays that she is happy even if he is not with her.
.to every guy who is willing to wait for years just to prove his love for her.
.to every guy who still prioritizes GOD instead of making the girl as the sun of his life.
ARE YOU ONE OF US?

Passion Manila 2010

Grabe I can't believe it! Last...(di ko na maalala kung kailan...) niyaya ako ni 'agent jack' na manuod daw ng concert sa Araneta Coliseum, Passion Manila 2010.

Syempre ako go ako..kaso nga...after the tampuhan we had, medyo alangan pa ko mag-trust ulit when it comes to meetings like that. So now, kanina as in,,,I was thinking of a reason...one valid reason to refuse. But fortunately, I haven't think of anything. I am planning actually of using someone as a reason...but as soon as I saw the web blog of Becca Music...everything changed. My thirst for refusal has gone. Gusto ko ng pumunta sa concert.!

I actually saw first the ad in Alabang Town Center...I only saw Louie Giglio's name but syempre, I thought it would be impossible for me to go there kasi as expected, mahal ang bayad dahil international icon siya. But I was wrong. 200 ang bayad. Unfortunately, gabi siya and what's worst, Upperbox B na lang ang available slot.

Pero di ako susuko. I have to be there. Only 16-25 years old....grabe,...astig talaga kumilos si God.

I hope I'll be there. I will, I will, I will. God will make a way for me...!!! Puro pa favorite ko andun...si Loiue Giglio (How great is our God), Chris Tomlin (Indescribable), and Kristian Stanfill na di ko pa kilala...but I'll know him as soon as possible.

God, I now claim that I'll be there on the 25th day of May.

Amen!

ayo has....!!!

yon oh!!!! namiss ko mag-post...manubanaman....feel na feel ko ang bakasyon sa kabila naming bahay...hahaha!!

kaya eto nagpupuyat sabik sa computer!!!!!!!!

oi..may picture na ko sa blog ko..kaatar naman o...hahaha...

nga pala..kaya ganyan ang title kasi uso sa bahay ngayon yung dugtungan ng letrang 's' ang mga salitang wala talagang 's' at tanggalan ng 's' ang merong 's'.

ayos ba?? di ko na ginawa sa post baka mabaliw tayo..ayiiieee!!


BOGA!~

BUHAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUONG BANSA, ATING IBOTO!

BUHAY PARTYLIST

maundy thursday

Pagkagising ko ngayon-ngayon lang, inisip ko agad kung paano ko kakausapin yung tatawagan ko. Nagpractice pa ko ng right words sa utak ko..may english version pa nga yung pinraktis ko e..

Tapos yun bumangon na ko...naghilamos...habang naghihilamos nagdasal ako na sana babae ang makasagot..ok lang babaeng masungit basta wag lang lalaki.

Lapit sa telepono....

dial...

ring...

(kabado)

Presto!

Sinagot.

Lalaki!

Tinanong ko kung DEPED yung tinawagan ko. Hindi siya sumagot. Nakalimutan ko pala mag-good morning kaya inulit ko ang tanong ko. Sumagot na. Oo daw. Tinanong ko kung pwedeng magtanong tungkol sa school kung registered sa kanila. Tinanong niya ako kung anong school. Edi sinabi ko ang pangalan. Tapos alam mo kung ano sinagot? Tawag na lang daw ako by Monday kasi walang tao doon ngayon...KASI HOLIDAY!!

Tae pahiya ako dun aa...ayun nagbigay siya ng bagong number na tatawagan ko sa Monday..tapos nag-thank you na ko...sabay baba ng phone.

hehe...

hindi ko alam ang uunahin ko....

Nakakainis na ha...pag wala ako dito sa bahay andami kong gustong i-post dito pero eto...asa harap na ko ng pc wala hindi ko na alam kung ano ang dapat kong sabihin...tsss!!!!!!!!!

DARATING DIN ANG ARAW....

Nakakainggit naman yung mga mayayaman. Parang yung friend ko sa facebook. Proud na proud na ipinost na may first car na siya..regalo sa kanya,..partida kasing edad ko lang yun aa...

Mayaman na..matalino pa...talented pa...san ka pa??

Unfair no? Lahat ng magaganda ibinibigay sa isang tao tapos may isang tao din na sumalo lahat ng pangit. At sa kamalasang palad ako yun.

Buti pa yung ka-edad kong yun...may kotse na...ako nga halos malusaw na ang puso tuwing nakikita ko ang lumang motor namin na pinagtitiyagaan ni Papa....ni hindi man lang kami makabili ng bago o ni wala man lang kaming pampagawa sa sira non....kailangan pa naming magtipid at mag ipon para don.

Sana dumating ang araw na kaya ko ng ibigay ng instant ang mga bagay na tulad non kina Papa at Mama. Sana dumating ang araw na barya na lang ang libo, laruan lang ang sasakyan, sing halaga lang ng eraser ang librong aking pinaka-aasam asam, at di lang tingin at sulyap ang magagawa ko tuwing may magandang damit at sapatos akong nadaaanan..

Sana dumating ang araw....MAYAMAN NA DIN AKO....

I dont mind other people. rich or poor. they're the same. - jopert

Hindi ko kilala si Jopert pero astig yung title no..?? nakuha ko yan sa nabasa kong thread tungkol sa Starbucks...kung bakit dito sa Manila considered as "pang mayaman lang" ito.

http://www.pinoyexchange.com/forums/archive/index.php/t-32303.html

Ito yung site kung saan ko nabasa yung thread. Sobrang haba...inabot na ko ng 12:26 AM sa pagbabasa at pakikiusyoso.

Nakakatuwang basahin ang iba't ibang reaksyon ng mga tao. Yung iba may point talaga..yung iba pointless talaga. Pero itong mga nabanggit ng ilan ang talagang pumukaw sa aking atensyon.

I dont mind other people. rich or poor. they're the same. - jopert

Tama! Na-inspire ako dito infairness. Ilabas muna natin ang usapin mula sa Starbucks. Totoo naman diba. Rich or Poor, they're the same. Tao din naman. At bow ako sa mga taong ganito mag-isip...walang diskriminasyon...walang pagmamaliit. Hindi tulad ng ibang kakilala ko..tsk tsk.

walang mayaman at walang mahirap pagdating sa KAPE!!! =) - Darkshader

Ayan! Tama nanaman diba. Kape lang naman...naging batayan pa ng estado ng buhay. Sakin wala namang problema kung pang mayaman o pang mahirap na kape ang meron jan...kung iisipin mong mahirap lang ako dahil di ako makapasok pasok ng Starbucks o kahit na anong mamahaling kainan..edi bahala ka...basta at the end of the day isa lang naman ang mahalaga...
NABUSOG KA BA?

well it is normal in to use your 10 mins. salary for a cup of coffee but in the philippine 1cup of coffee from starbucks will gonna cost you almost half of your day's work . guys stop comparing the place where you are now from the place you where before 'cause it doesn't make sense. if you use half day salary of an average worker from where you are for a cup of coffee it means you are rich right? or stupid ? - Izzandro

Ay ito resonable. Oo nga naman. Hindi natin pwedeng ikumpara ang US sa Pilipinas dahil ibang iba ang pera ng dalawang bansa. Hindi mo talaga maitatangging ang mayaman o may kaya lang ang kayang iwaldas ang otsenta pesos na kinita niya sa kalahating araw para sa isang baso ng kape. Kung isa kang maglalako at kailangan mong maglakad ng 4 na kilometro para maibenta ang isang produkto sa halagang 100 piso..kaya mo bang ipambili iyon ng 80 piso na kape na sandaling kaligayahan, kaginhawaan at karangyaan lang ang kayang ibigay sayo??haha...

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Pero sa huli isa lang ang masasabi ko..

Wants and Needs.

May mga taong mahalaga sa kanila ang needs..may mga taong mahalaga sa kanila ang wants. Kung kaya mo edi bahala ka...kung hindi tiis ka.

Wag lang sana itong maging dahilan ng INGGIT NA NAKAMAMATAY at DISKRIMINASYONG NAKAKASIRA NG BUHAY.

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Basta ako...ipinagmamalaki kong ang greatest achievement ko ngayong taon ay ang matutunang iiwas ang sarili ko sa mga WANTS ko para matugunan at mapag-ipunan ang mas mahahalagang bagay tulad ng NEEDS ko. Isa pa di lang nakatulong sa needs ko...pati needs ng pamilya ko natulungan ko. :) Iniisip ko na lang na gutom lang ako pag napapatingin ako sa mga resto...tapos paglingon ko sa bag ko may biscuit na pabaon ni Mama...nakatipid na ako, nakaiwas pa sa temptasyon...nakain ko pa ang bicuit ko.

gusto ko mang bawiin....

May mga bagay na hindi mo naman gustong gawin pero sadyang nagagawa mo. Gustuhin mo mang bawiin pero wala ka ng magawa kundi panindigan ang lahat at umarteng gusto mo ang mga nangyayari.

ooiii...!!hahaha!!

Hmm...isang seryosong bagay. Partida hindi ako nag-review sa Philippine History para lang dito aa...(O.A)

Hmm..tungkol to para bukas (ha??)...

Hmm....ano ba hindi ko alam kung pano sisimulan..

Hmm...kasi diba mali talaga yung ginawa kong di pagpansin kay Taray. Ang tanga ko..hindi ko inisip na ako rin ang kawawa kasi ako nga pala ang walang kakampi. Haizt!

Tama nga ang sabi nila...wag kang magdedesisyon pag nasa sukdulan ka ng iyong emosyon...katulad pag galit ka. Pero kasi hindi mo rin naman maiiwasang maging tanga pag nasa sukdulan ka na ng emosyon mo diba....

Yan, namomroblema tuloy ako. Bukas Finals namin sa Philippine History. Last Day na namin. Pagkatapos nito ang aatupagin ko na ay ang paglipat ko ng school. Wala na akong pagkakataon bukas para humingi ng tawad dahil kailangan kong umalis ng maaga. Pero gusto ko ng ganito..pero mahirap kasi baka isipin nila wala akong utang na loob diba. Ito kasi mahirap sa akin ee...hindi ko maipakita ang totoo kong saloobin...puro kabaliktaran...kainis.

Goodluck na lang sakin bukas.

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Wala lang...naiinis lang ako kasi napakawalang utang na loob na parang napaka alam mo yun...parang walang pinagsamahan...yung akala kong mga naging kaibigan ko noon wala nakalimutan na ko ngayon. At ang paplastik nilang lahat a infairness.

Lahat na lang. Ngayon ko na-realize wala pala akong kaibigan. Kasi pag nakikita ko naman maraming nakakaalala sa kanila...marami silang kaibigan..bakit ako wala? pag birthday ko iilan lang ang bumabati sa akin...di pa umaabot ng isangdaan. Masayahin naman ako lalo na noon. Akala ko talaga marami na kong naging kaibigan pero wala pala.

Ano bang problema?? Ano bang mali sa akin? Ginagawa ko naman lagi ang lahat ng makakaya ko para lang maging mabuti sa ibang tao...pero bakit ganun?

Isa pa, ang masakit sa lahat...yung sinasabi nilang kaibigan nila ako pero sa huli hindi pala...na ginamit lang nila ako nung panahong magkakasama kami..na ngayong wala na limot na nila akong lahat. Bakit ganon?

Kaya hindi ako masisisi nino man kung bakit nahihirapan ako ngayong magtiwala kahit na kanino...nahihirapan akong i-accept ang mga sinasabi ng iba na...

"Friends tayo.."
...
"Di kami tulad nila..."
...
"Hindi namin gagawin sayo ang ginawa nila.."
...
"hindi ka namin malilimutan..."
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"walang iwanan ha..."
...

Hay,,nakakalungkot talagang isipin. Tapos isa pang nakakainis e yung malalaman mong galit pala si ganito sayo...diba?? Hindi ko naman alam kung ano nagawa ko...minsan alam ko nagawa ko pero ang alam ko tapos na yun..ok na kami...

ANO BA???

Lahat na lang wala ako....


*DI AKO MAGANDA PHYSICALLY, EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY
*HINDI AKO MAYAMAN...AT ANG MASAKLAP HINDI KO PA MABILI ANG ILANG MURA NA NGA LANG NA GUSTO KO
*MARAMING GALIT AT AYAW NA TAO SAKIN...PARTIDA YUNG IBA KAHIT DI KO KILALA

AND LAST...

*WALA AKONG FRIENDS...

So ngayon magtatanong uli ako...

Ano ba'ng purpose ko dito sa mundo???

eerrrrr.....baduy!!!!!

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no. She
asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no. She
then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he
replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away,tears
streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and ...said... .
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don'twant to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... ♥♥

migraine

Biglang nag-play ang kantang migraine ng moonstar88. Sinearch ko ang lyrics para sana i-post dito...kaso ang tumambad sakin ay ang migraine na sakit ng ulo mula sa wikipedia. Binasa ko ito at nakita ko ang ilang sintomas na nararamdaman ko. Sabi ng nurse sa school ko nung high school, may migraine na daw ako..

Meron kasi akong severe headache...grabe anlupet di ito biro...hindi ako mapakali pag inaatake ako nito. Tumatagal siya ng ilang oras...at ilang araw pa nga kung minsan,...hindi siya basta basta nawawala. Nandyan iuntog ko ulo ko sa pader, o kaya pinadadag-anan ko sa kapatid ko ang ulo ko..sa sobrang sakit! Tapos minsan tinutulog ko..swerte kapag nawala paggising...pero madalas hindi. Pag nawala naman sandali lang...maya-maya anjan nanaman. Tapos pag tumawa, ngumiti o nagsalita ako sumasakit ng bonggang bongga. Para akong nabubuang talaga. Haizt. Tapos minsan nasusuka na lang ako sa sakit ng ulo..hindi ko magets kung bakit. Nahihilo ako tsaka sensitive sa light at noise. Katulad na la ng nung grad namin nung 4th year high school...grabe sakit ng ulo ko dahil sa liwanag ng mga ilaw...nung high school ako madalas ayoko ng maliwanag kahit ilaw ng cell phone ko ayoko makita kasi nga masakit sa mata at ulo. Tapos pag maingay...paksyet!

May migraine na ba ko sa lagay na to?? Tingin niyo??

Ayokong ayoko na umaatake to...kasi parang mas gugustuhin mo pang mamatay na kesa maranasan pa to...

Ang malupit pa dun hindi ako nainom ng gamot. Dati nainom ako..kaso wala namang epekto..ganun pa rin...walang 'k' ang mga pain reliever at mga biogesic and whatever. Pati mga pampahid na menthol pinatulan ko na...naubos na lang ng walang nagagawa sakin. Ngayon di na ko nainom ng gamot kasi natatakot na ko...madalas kasi akong ma-choke.

Hmm...hay....hindi ko alam. Sana lang wag na uli siyang umatake..asa pa ko...

YeN...

I dream of him every night,,,

I think of him each hour...

I remember him every second of my life...

He's everything to me...

But I have to let him go....

I have to forget him........

Or else.........

someone will suffer...

because of my selfishness....

np : makapiling ka - spongecola

Lyrics | Makapiling Ka lyrics

namiss ko pramis!

Namiss ko makinig kina PJ at PD...hahaha!!!

aww..

Ano ba yan..marami akong gustong sabihin pero mas maraming nag-iinterupt saken..kainis...haizt!!!!!!!!!!

ready for retirement...

Kanina, mga kani-kanina lang,...aa hindi kanina pa pala...habang nagko-computer kami ng kapatid ko dito sa taas, may kumatok. Si Mama pala, pero nag-iisa siya. Sabi niya, bumagal daw ang takbo ng motor dun banda sa Greenfield School na nung una di ko pa na-gets kung saan. So pinaayos muna doon ni Papa. After namin kumain mga ilang minutes na matagal din...dumating si Papa..pagod na pagod. Gulat kami kasi walang tunog ng motor...yun pala... tinulak niya yung motor namin mula dun sa pagawaan hanggang bahay. Eh lintsak, napakalayo nun at marami pang 'ups and downs' bago makarating sa bahay.

Well, ayun usie ako ee...syempre naki-epal ako sa chikahan nila ni Mama about sa motor...nung una nagana pa siya...kaso nung pinagawa lalong yun di na umandar. Nakalungkot yung reaksyon ni Papa as in parang disappointed na ewan. Parang naiiyak na ewan. Kasi naman, una sa lahat, ayoko mang sabihin (dahil sabi nga nila dapat lagi mong sinasabi na may pera ka...) wala kaming pera. Hirap talaga ngayon. As in nararamdaman ko na ang epekto ng krisis...pati nga El Niño ee ramdam ko ee...

Hay nako...nalulungkot ako kanina habang pinagmamasdan ko si Papa, lalo na yung motor niya. 12 taon na kami nitong pinagsisilbihan. Oo, matagal na at pwede niyong sabihin na maaari na namin itong sindihan. Pero hindi. Ayoko. Nagkaroon na kami ng pangalawang motor na mas bago sa kanya noon pero yun pa ang naunang na-dispatsa namin.

Mahirap siyang palitan. Noong bago pa lang namin iyong nabili, kitang kita ko kung gaano kasaya si Papa. Iyon ang kauna-unahang sasakyang naipundar nila ni Mama mula sa pagtitinda.

First everything.

Dito natuto si Papa mag-motor. Ito ang naging bestfriend niya. Saan man siya magpunta, kasama niya ito. Napakalaki ng naitulong nito sa pamilya namin. Naaalala ko pa noon, napakalakas pa niya...parang si Papa. Pero ngayon....it's ready for retirement..

Kahit na ganon, ayoko pa rin siyang ibenta o palitan. I want it to stay. Actually, I still hope na maaayos pa yun. Sa dinami-dami na nitong pinagdaanan, ngayon pa siya susuko...naman diba! Sabi ko nga kanina kay Papa..kung yung mga kalansay ng mga motor nakilos pa...yun pa kaya na buo pa....

Nagpahinga lang sandali yun. Isipin ko na lang na nagkasakit siya...at gagaling din. Mabuti ang Diyos hindi lang sa mga tao kundi pati sa mga bagay. Alam kong papagalingin siya ni God.

Bukas, magcocommute si Papa sa pamamalengke. Gusto ko man siyang tulungan, hindi na rin kasi alam kong mas magiging hassle lang pag andun pa ko.

On the other hand, nakakadagdag lang to ng tampo kay Kuya kasi antamad niya...hindi man lang magkusang tumulong sa amin. Nakakainis.

The hell...I was shocked!

While practicing at a friend's house for the presentation tomorrow in our English subject, I glanced at my cellular phone and found a text message from someone who's number is not saved on my phonebook. As I read the message, I was shocked to see the name of Zafirah in the message. It says there:

El0e..uzta..


E2 new # q..


GM

Zafirah
(her real name actually, but I have to use her code name for security purposes)






~>Life is a bitch, Then you'll die <~



I did not understand the last line but it doesn't matter for me. What matters is....the message. But I doubt if it's really her...but she's the only Zafirah I knew. Well, I really want to reply but I preferred not because I still don't want to open a communication and then again I'll end up being the bad one. You know...like what happened the last time we chat on the net. Well, if she really forgave me, then that's good. But for now. I think I should have to change myself first before attaching myself to them again. I hate it when I make someone feel bad...but then I just can't control it. I am designed to annoy people. Ha.....

I hate it when bad things happen at the end of a perfect day...I love it when perfect things happen at the end of a ruined day...

I was disappointed about the happenings today...but one thing changed my mood. I was really happy upon arriving in our house. I came home at 9:30 in the evening, and I expect my parents and my younger sister preparing to sleep and finished eating meals. I am also expecting terrifying questions from my mother why the hell I came home very late.

But then, God is good. He doesn't want me to sleep this night without experiencing another good reason why I should still live.

My family waited for me to arrive before eating the dinner. They really wanted to celebrate the success of mine in the admission exam at the College of Divine Wisdom and the awards my sister received (she's the 2nd honor in their class...she really made me proud.!!). I was touched for that fact that like what Ate Shell said, I have people around me who love me so much..I just don't see or allow myself to see them.

Well, I really enjoyed eating with them. It was the best part of my day. That was a very unforgettable moment in my life. The Sr. Pedro (whole roasted chicken) and the Red Ribbon Chocolate Cake is the most delectable food I ate today. I love it. I love this day.

I THANK GOD FOR THIS DAY.

Signature!!!

Wooohooo!!! may signature ako....ayan o...see?? ok ba??? Pangit no...minadali kasi ee...yaan niyo gagawa ako ng bago pag nagka-time na ko...as for now yan muna gagamitin ko kasi busy pa ko...tsaka ok naman siya kahit papano diba...hehe...Lady Kyu...kyot!hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ang cute ng hearts...feeling ko tuloy babaeng babae ako...kaso sana pala yung ibang style na lang pinili ko para mas mukhang signature....mas pangit mas maganda diba... (ano daw???) hahaha!!! Nakakatamad naman...niaantok na ko...tulog na nga ko...geh geh..babush!!!

yabang mo te!!!! selos tuloy ako!!!! amp ka!!!!

Hayun o..sa totoo lang inaantok na talaga ako..naka-idlip na nga ako e...pero pinipilit kong ibuka ang mata ko makapag-post lang dito..may chika kasi ko!!!!!hahahaha!!

Diba kahapon sabi ko last day ko ng makikita si crush ko. E kanina alam mo yun si Taray Queen tinamad siyang gawin yung project naming powerpoint. Tapos pagdating sa Lroom nalaman niyang hindi makakaag-exam pag wala nun. Akala ko mapapanindigan na niyang tamad siya di naman pala kaya. Kaya yun ako ayun sinamahan ko siyang hanapin yung hinayupak na may hawak ng flash drive na kung nasaan yung ginawa naming powerpoint presentation para sana sa english namin nung midterm. Kahit na gusto ko na talagang mag-exam...kailangan ko uling magsakripisyo. haha.

Edi ayun. as usual mapaglaro ang tadhana, nagkasalisi kami nung may hawak ng flash drive. So binalikan niya yun sa school. Sabi ko papuntahin na lang..e ayaw so pumunta siya...ayoko ng bumalik ng school kasi ang layo...ayun antagal kong nag-antay...ambagal talagang kumilos nung Taray Queen na yun...di man lang naisip na ako mag-eexam pa...duh!!

Ayun tinulungan ko siya...tapos habang ginagawa namin yun naisip ko..."shet, malamang sa malamang hindi ako makakapag-exam ngayon,,..magkikita pa kami next week ni crush ko..." at buong kilig akong humagikhik. Akala tuloy ni Taray pinagtatawanan ko siya.

Wala lang...hindi ko alam kung sasaya ako...habang pabalik na kami ng school nung natapos na kami...ewan ko ba...basta!

Tapos yun umabot pa siya sa oras..hindi siya na-minusan....(daya nga e...tingnan mo yun aa..ako nagkanda puyat-puyat para matapos ng maaga powerpoint ko tapos siya instant tapos wala ok pa...haizt! LIFE'S NOT FAIR NANAMAN!!!)

Tapos yun pina-check na niya. Naiinis ako kay Taray...ang yabag masyado!!! paulit ulit niyang sinasabi hanggang nakauwi na kami na lagi na lang daw sinasabi sa kanya ni crush ko na "it's quiet interesting...!!" tuwing may sina-submit daw siya. Gaga ba siya ano pa bang sinubmit namin bukod dun??? pauso!!! kainis!! Ayoko sanang magsalita ng di maganda kasi love ko yun si Taray kasi mabait siya saken minsan kaso kasi dito ko na lang ilalabas lahat diba...ayun nga...ang yabang!!!!!!!

Selos ako! Talaga! Gusto ko kasi ako lang mapansin ni crush ko ee..hahahaha!!!joke lang.

Naisip ko nga..."sayo sinabi 'it's quite interesting', saken 'very interesting'...mas ok yun.."....kaso nung hinanap ko ang meaning ng quite at very ito ang lumabas...

QUITE

1. (adv) to the greatest extent; completely; "you''re quite right"; "she was quite alone"; "was quite mistaken"; "quite the opposite"; "not quite finished"; "did not quite make it"

2. (adv) to a degree (not used with a negative); "quite tasty"; "quite soon"; "quite ill"; "quite rich"

3. (adv) of an unusually noticeable or exceptional or remarkable kind (not used with a negative); "her victory was quite something"; "she''s quite a girl"; "quite a film"; "quite a walk"; "we''ve had quite an afternoon"

4. (adv) actually or truly or to an extreme; "was quite a sudden change"; "it''s quite the thing to do"; "quite the rage"; "Quite so!"

http://wordhut.com/definitions/quite.htm

VERY

1. (adv) used as intensifiers; `real'' is sometimes used informally for `really''; `rattling'' is informal; "she was very gifted"; "he played very well"; "a really enjoyable evening"; "I''m real sorry about it"; "a rattling good yarn"

2. (adv) precisely so; "on the very next page"; "he expected the very opposite"

http://wordhut.com/?search=very


Kainis!!! Tingnan niyo mas ok yung meaning ng quite sa very... T_T
Nakakalungkot..mas na-appreciate niya yung kay Taray kahit di pa niya napapanood...kakaselos talaga...!!!!

Hay...wala na...ayoko na talaga kay crush ko...ayoko na..hai,..

E hindi naman magagawa ni Taray yun kung hindi ko tinuro sa kanya kung paano...tsaka 2007 gamit niya kaya mas maganda ang features...e ako kinailangan kong ilimita sa 2003 kasi nag-present ako s Lroom..pota!....buti pa siya send na lang sa email..kainis. Kainis talaga. Bat kaya ganun no may mga tao talagang pinapaburan lagi ng tadhana...

Naiinis talaga ako...

Take note:

Hindi man lang nagpasalamat si Taray Queen ever since. Selfish na mayabang pa. Feeling niya rin kasi napakatalino niya,,,....amp!!!

I hate this day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok na sige na matutulog na ko...

Naaawa na kasi ako sa sarili ko..para na kong adik sa laki ng eyebags ko. latang lata na katawan ko pero kasi inspired ako kaya ayun ganado pa rin. Hirap talaga pag ganitong may tama ako sa isang tao e. amp!

Sige good night..!! Bukas ulit!!!!

ayoko pa!!!!!!!!!!!

Ayoko pang matulog!!!!!!!!!sarap mag-type!!!!!!!feel na feel ko infairness...pano kaya ko ng mag-type ng di masyadong natingin sa keyboard. haha.

niaantok na ko pero madami pa kong gustong ikwento..

...kaso kasi maaga akong papasok bukas kasi baka at malamang sa malamang eh yun na ang huli naming pagkikita ni crush ko (except na lang pag dinalaw ko pa siya sa 'Lroom'). Hay, di ko na nga pala siya crush no. hahahaha. Siguro bukas pag nakita ko yun matatawa ako. Ang post ko nga sa fb ko e "papasok ako ng maaga bukas kasi last day ko na siyang makikita". Parang tanga talaga. Tapos nung nakaraang gabi ata yun yung initials naman niya post ko. Grabe parang tanga. Hayaan mo na crush lang naman. Tsaka tapos na my gosh!hahaha!!!he's married (period).

ulol

Hay nako kanina pa ko mukhang tanga....alam mo yun..na-eexcite akong makita kung nag-reply na si crush ko sa email...pero wala. Tapos naisip ko kanina habang nakahiga ako sa kama na i-search ko kaya kung may fb siya...kaso naisip ko pano kung may picture sila ng asawa niya dun edi hurt ako...ayun nawala na feelings ko di ko na siya crush. parang tanga lang.

10 powerful ways to deal with anger.. (Sri Chinmoy Inspiration)

1. When you are angry say nothing.

If we speak in anger we will definitely aggravate the situation and quite likely hurt the feelings of others. If we speak in anger we will find that people respond in kind, creating a spiral of negative anger. If we can remain outwardly silent it gives time for the emotion of anger to leave us.

“When angry count to ten before you speak. If very angry, count to one hundred. “

- Thomas Jefferson

2. Be indifferent to those who seek to make us angry.

Some people may unfortunately take a malicious pleasure in trying to make you mad. However, if we can feel indifferent to them and their words; if we feel it is beyond our dignity to even acknowledge them, then their words and actions will have no effect. Also, if we do not respond in any way to their provocation, they will lose interest and not bother us in the future.

3. Use reason to stop anger.

When we feel anger coming to the fore try to take a step back and say to yourself “This anger will not help me in any way. This anger will make the situation worse.” Even if part of us remains angry our inner voice is helping us to distance our self from the emotion of anger.

4. Look kindly upon Others.

Another visualisation, suggested by spiritual teacher Paramhansa Yogananda, is to see the anger-rousing agent as a 5 year old child. If you think of the other person as a helpless 5 year old child your compassion and forgiveness will come to the fore. If your baby brother accidentally stabbed you, you would not feel anger and desire to retaliate. Instead, you would just feel he is just too young to know any better. This exercise may be particularly useful for close members of the family who at times evoke your anger.

5. Value Peace more than anger.

If we value peace of mind as our most important treasure we will not allow anger to remain in our system. As Sri Chinmoy says:

“You may have every right to be angry with someone, but you know that by getting angry with him you will only lose your precious peace of mind..”

6. Always try to understand those who are cross.

Don’t worry about feeling the need to defend yourself from their criticisms. If you can remain detached and calm they may begin to feel guilty about venting their anger on you. Inspired by your example of calmness, they will seek subconsciously to do the same.

7. Focus on Something Completely Different.

Suppose someone has done something to make you angry. Think about something which will make you happy. The best antidote to negativity is to focus on the positive.

8. Breathe Deeply.

The simple act of breathing deeply will help considerably with removing anger.

9. Meditation.

Practise meditation regularly to bring your inner peace to the fore. If we can have an inner access to our inner peace we will be able to draw upon this during testing times. – How to Meditate

10. Smile

When we smile we defuse many negative situations. To smile is offer goodwill to others. Smiling costs nothing but can effectively defuse tense situations.

Photo credit: Ranjit Swanson, Sri Chinmoy Centre Galleries

ayoko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

May crush ako. Pero ayoko siyang maging crush. Kanina pinipigilan ko pa sarili ko...aaa...last week pa pala...pero wala e...yun na e...crush ko na siya..kahit bading siya....yan nanaman....nagkaka-crush nanaman ako sa taong di pwede.

Bading
May asawa
Malayo ang estado ng buhay sa kin
May anak na
Taken na
Same sex pa

Grabe...patong patong na kasalanan ko aa...haha..sana di ako ma-inlove sa kanya...kasi dagdag siya sa listahan. haha., pero di yan..aalis na ko sa school na yun...di na kami magkikita T_T. Joke! Me pag-iyak?hahahaha!!

Basta ayoko. Kanina ko pa hinahampas ang dibdib ko (yung chest a...hindi breast..flat na nga hahampasin ko pa..). Ayoko magkagusto kahit kanino. Kay phantom love lang. Joke!


Ah basta,.wag lang sa kanya...di ito pwede.
Sabagay crush lang naman...ako naman assuming masyado love agad nasa isip...pero kasi diba...di naman imposible..basta!!!


Good night na nga...antok lang to...lasing na lasing na ko sa antok.