I'm trying, but I guess I can't. My happiness is already gone. Though there are still a lot of things that makes me feel good like reading and writing. But what makes me happy is a totally different thing. It's something that I don't know if I'll be able to have again. 

Ash Wednesday's next week. 
Confession is mandatory again in school. 
I still remember the confession last year. 
I'm not afraid to tell my sin ...
But, am I ready to fulfill the promise that I will not do it again?
I have to. 
I really, really have to.
This is for me, and for God.
If I really am sorry for everything I did
I should not do it again.
I should be stronger than my weaknesses
I must be strong enough to resist temptations
I will.
With God, I can and I will.

places i want to be with YOU before i die. :) #98